Load 2009-23

An Asian guy I fucked three years ago contacted me and said he was in town again and wanted to hookup. The last time hadn’t gone all that well and I hadn’t cum in his ass. I sorta knew it wasn’t going to be the best fuck, but something in me wanted to finish was I had started and give him my load, so I arranged a time for him to come over. [This actually happened over 3 weeks ago.]

The funny part was the guy who was working for me was over that day. I didn’t tell him I was hooking up with someone. The Asian guy called me when he was outside and I buzzed him in. He didn’t ring the bell, so I don’t think the guy working for me knew I was fucking someone in the other room. I was just gone for a little while and then I was back…

He arrived and was pretty much what I remembered. Let’s just say I think he was more into me than I was into him. It’s been so long now I actually forget some of the details. If I remember correctly he seemed a little reluctant to suck my dick. We got down to sex pretty quickly and at that point he was just a hole to me. My goal was just to finish what I started and make him take my load.

In the middle of fucking him he said he wanted me to pull out and give him my load in his mouth. I don’t do that – if a bottom gets my load it’s always in his ass, so I just didn’t say anything and kept fucking him. He’s ex-Military so he does what he’s told and takes what he’s given and likes a little force. I just pinned him to the bed and fucked him with zero tenderness. I could tell he sorta wanted it a little more gentle, but also liked it the way it was… When I was ready, I came in his ass. I came pretty quickly and I knew he wanted me to fuck him longer, but it just wasn’t going to happen.

Then he wanted to be kiss and be all tender but he had really bad breath and I just couldn’t deal with it, so I told him I needed to get back to work  and wrapped things up. He texted me a few days later wanting to hook up again, but I wasn’t feeling the need. He’d gotten my load and I wasn’t really looking to give him another one…

OK, I seriously apologize – I’m way behind on my fuck posts. There are now 3 guys I’ve fucked and filmed that I haven’t written up. I just haven’t had time to edit the videos. Then there’s a jackoff video my bf shot as a test of our new HD camera that I want to put up as well…

So in addition to the three videotaped fucks, yesterday I fucked porn star Jayson Park. If I have my facts right he started doing porn last November and after an initial taste I think he’s gotten bit by the porn bug and it seems like every time I talk to him he’s off doing porn somewhere. I don’t know everything he’s done, but I do know he’s been in videos for HDK (including “Backroom Bareback”), and Treasure Island (including “Bone Deep” – the TIM video that sold the most initial copies – where he’s called Jason Park), and Factory Video (including a “Private Cumhole” – where he’s on the cover).

Anyway, we’ve been trying for a while to hookup. Initially it didn’t look like it was going work because his general availability conflicted with mine. Then we got more serious about it and we started discussing me videotaping him and it got more serious, but kept getting pushed off. Finally we figured out we had time for a quick fuck yesterday followed by a quick drink at a bar.

Time came and I was supposed to leave but didn’t have his address. For a while there I thought I wasn’t going to be able to hookup with him, but then at the last minute he gave me his address. I wanted to prep a bit better, but all I had time for was downing part of a pill, throwing on some white boot socks (he’s got a serious white sock fetish), washing off my dick, and brushing my teeth.

I get there and he answers the door stark naked (except for some white socks, of course). I was thinking something along the lines of JACKPOT! Jayson is mixed race Asian (Asian + white). Frankly, that mix sometimes doesn’t come out right, but with him he got the best of both… He’s got an incredibly hot body that’s much hotter than his pics (which are hot). He’s really lean, but muscular at the same time. Great ass, a little hair in all he right places, and a killer smile. He had a big grin on his face as well. Said I was better than my pics. (He’s not the first to say that – I think I need better pics…)

We go to his home office where there’s a futon and we start making out, kissing, he sucks my dick… There is really great chemistry with him. Pretty quickly the term “boyfriend material” pops into my head. If I were single and he were looking and interested I think I’d wind up dating him… I mean a hot little cumhole boyfriend who who’d constantly be getting other guys’ loads in him I could use for lube… Who wouldn’t want that? Thing is he seems pretty committed to his boyfriend, and I have mine…

[Though I should mention I've been thinking about my relationship a lot lately. We're in contract to sell our apartment - if it goes through it would be the first time in 11 years when property ownership wouldn't be a complicating factor in breaking up with him. There were times in the past where if it hadn't been a huge hassle to break up with him I probably would have. Still, that said, I've thought about it and have no plans to break up. There's so much that works in our relationship and my bf is a really special guy. But still, meeting hot little (quality) cum hungry bottoms like Jayson does make me think about my options...]

Getting back to the fuck… It’s not long before his ass is up and I’m eating it out. He had a perfectly clean hole – was great to rim. About the only thing that would have been better would have been if I had tasted some other guy’s load when I was sucking on his ass…

He sucks my dick some more, we make out some more (we actually kiss a lot) and before long his legs are up and my dick is in his hole. God, it was an awesome hole – perfectly silky (probably due to the silicon lube). So he’s legs up my dick in his ass and I keep leaning in to kiss him while I fuck him. It was good…

I turned him over at one point, but given that his futon was in couch mode it was a little awkward fucking him on his belly. We switched up fucking him in a bunch of different positions, absolutely every time I pulled out he wanted to suck my dick and clean his ass juices off my dick – that’s called “Ass-To-Mouth” or ATM and I’ve never had a bottom be that into it… Guess he’s just a little “ATM machine”

The fucking went on for a while it just didn’t feel like I could cum. Wasn’t his fault. The day before I had been working on the porn blogs and jacked off 2 or 3 times. Guess I shouldn’t have done that. But it was still a great fuck. I seriously could fuck him all day… But after a while we were pushing the time when his boyfriend would be home, so we wrapped things up.

We got dressed and went out for a drink at The Saloon on 9th Ave in Hell’s Kitchen. It was one of the first gay bars I went to when I came to New York in 1990 (back when it was called Cleo’s Saloon). Back then the RA in my dorm took me there ’cause it was the neighborhood bar. It had a pretty homely crowd back then and nothing has changed, but we weren’t there to pick up tricks (already did that). We had a beer, tried to talk about the porn business over the too-loud music, but then I had to leave to go downtown to have dinner with my boyfriend and some extended family.

Hopefully we’ll hookup again soon and I’d love to figure out a way to shoot some porn with him – but we gotta work out the details (money, etc.) – he’s a bit more professional than I’m ready to pay for at this point…

I’m in Toronto for Christmas. I suggested to my bf that we go to a bathhouse (or “the tubs” as Canadians call them). I’d heard of a few guys going to Steamworks, so suggested we go there. He checked it out online and was good with it.

We had plans to have drinks with a couple guys who know I do porn, so we had just under 2 hours to spend at Steamworks. I wasn’t sure how I was going to perform so I took a pill just before getting there. Don’t usually take a full pill and was a little worried about it.

We get there, decent place and a fair number of people for the middle of the afternoon (which is always good). They’ve got a couple of dark mazes, a sling room, whirlpools, and dry and wet saunas – and a gym – so pretty much everything…

The first guy I hooked up with was in the sling room. He started feeling me up and he seemed to have a nice body (it was dark), but he wasn’t getting on his knees to blow me, so I left and he wound up following me. He was Asian and we wound up back at my room. There was some sucking and whatnot, but I really wanted to fuck. He finally put his ass up and I tried to push in, but I didn’t have any lube, and was sorta parched and couldn’t come up with enough spit. He wasn’t making it easy for me and seemed a bit reluctant. Then I saw him looking on the shelf by the bed for some condoms and when he didn’t find any he finally figured out I intended to bareback him and he ended things and left.

Next up was a black guy who came into my room while I was jacking my dick. He seemed to expect me to worship his “big black dick”, but I don’t do dick worship. When he said “tell me you love my big black dick” and I said nothing it was sorta clear things weren’t going to work. When I played with his ass he was into it. He let me rim him, but didn’t seem interested in getting fucked. He was into me and didn’t seem to be getting the fact that I wasn’t into him, so I said I wanted to take a break and walk around.

Next I saw this Latin (Mexican?) guy in one of the mazes, but I wasn’t all that hard so he moved on. Then I went into the dry sauna and there was this guy in there who was hungry to get fucked. Problem was there was a bit of a crowd and he jumped on someone else’s dick before I got a chance. But he wasn’t exactly a sub bottom ’cause as soon as he came it was over. The guy who was fucking him didn’t get to cum. But it was sorta funny that as he left he said “Happy Boxing Day guys!”

That got me boned so I went back to my room and jacked my dick. The Mexican guy I saw earlier came in and we played a bit, but once again he wasn’t really a bottom and things sorta fizzled.

I was starting to get frustrated ’cause I just wanted to fuck. I headed back to the dry sauna but saw my bf going in, so I figured I’d give him some space. This other guy was about to go in and he saw me and when I didn’t go in he came out and asked if I wanted to go to his room. This guy was a real bottom (finally), though a bit on the assertive side. I’m guessing he was Italian (he had a bit of an accent). He was probably upper 30s, and had a thick, but solid build.

Needless to say, after a short blowjob I had my raw dick up his ass. He was trying to direct things a bit too much but I still got my way more often than not. The weirdest part was that he was so into me he told me he loved me a couple of times. We fucked for a while, but as I mentioned I was a bit parched and couldn’t cum. It might have also been how non-submissive he was – not sure. But at least I got a good fuck in.

I had to run ’cause it was close to 5. As I went back to my room I saw a really hot young guy laying on his belly in a black jockstrap. Damn! While I might have gotten rejected if I had tried, I really wanted to fuck him, but I didn’t have time. The place seemed to be picking up and it was too bad I had to leave.

My bf didn’t have such a great time. One guy he was really into completely ignored him and then the cute guy went after a 65 year old guy. My bf knows the age ’cause he talked to the 65 year old guy later. It’s too bad my bf didn’t have fun ’cause it means when I travel with him he’s not going to want to go to the baths. Like I’d sorta like to go back today, but don’t think it’s going to happen.

Then we went and had drinks. Got to meet the guy behind Gay Porn Pig (who also does some other sites) as well as a reader of this blog who’s a flight attendant and has a couple of non-sexual blogs. The Gay Porn Pig guy gave me some great pointers about what I should do in the next year. The other guy was sorta funny – he reads this blog way too closely. There were little references I had dropped that he remembered with a bit too much clarity.

The Gay Porn Pig guy had to go so then we hung out with the other guy. We changed bars and went to the Black Eagle and managed to get kicked out of the backroom because we were talking too much and not having sex. That was sorta funny and a bit ironic. At one point my bf and the guy wanted to go for a cigarette and I wanted to stick around in the backroom (was hoping for a blowjob), but my bf wanted me to go with them. Guess I shouldn’t have gone. Having someone suck my dick would have changed the dynamics and made things more sexual. Oh well.

So all in all a good day yesterday, though I wish I had been able to give someone my load.

Load 2008-60

Well, my fucks recently have been a bit like the United Nations… A black guy, a white guy, a Latino and now an Asian guy…

So the Asian guy was the guy who I’d been planning to fuck for a week now, and it’s a good thing I didn’t cum with the Mexican guy earlier tonight, ’cause this Asian guy was a much better bottom and I’m glad I gave him my load…

So he shows up (early, which was fine), and he’s pretty cute, but not stereotypically cute, if you know what I mean… Nice smile, nice body, fairly short, lean with some muscles in the right places – basically my type… He was a little paranoid about being dirty, so he went and checked himself and then we got started…

He gave me a good blowjob that went on a while and then I rimmed him. At first his hole looked a bit like a rosebud – it was sorta weird, but in a well-fucked sorta way. Then about half way through me rimming him he reached back and played with his hole, sticking his finger in it, etc. and when he was done his ass didn’t have a rosebud look to it – it seemed completely “normal”… Guess he’d just done something when he was checking it, though I’m surprised it stayed that way – or maybe it just got pushed out when he was squatting down sucking my dick.

After rimming him for a while I stood up spit on my dick and shoved in. Finally a bottom who could take a dick with minimal lube… He was just bent over the bed, and after a bit I pushed him forward and had him on his belly. Having fucked the guy earlier I didn’t really want to draw it out too much his hole felt good and after a little bit I felt my orgasm coming and just went with it and unloaded deep in his ass.

I was sorta hoping I could cum twice and give him two loads and that was sorta the excuse I gave him for cumming so quickly. The fact of the matter was I just felt like cumming. I know I should have been a better top and drawn it out a bit and given him a better fuck, but that’s just not what I felt like doing.

We layed around for a while talking and playing with each other’s bodies. He was a nice guy and a definitely a great bottom. We sorta clicked. I rimmed him for a while hoping to felch some cum out (which he wanted me to share with him), but I came too deep. And he sucked me for a while, but never got me quite hard enough to fuck again. If I had pushed it I probably could have kept fucking him a bit more, but he seemed fine with how things were.

He made it clear he wanted to cum while he was there (thought it was boring to cum by jacking off at home), so as it started getting late he jacked off and blew a big load between his pecs which I licked up and snowballed with him a little bit before I realized he might not like the taste of his own cum (I know I don’t). Turns out he doesn’t like his own cum, so we didn’t do much of that.

Then we talked a little more and he went on his way… But all in all – a really good hookup. I’m glad I double booked and didn’t cancel…

Load 2008-48

I realize I haven’t been fucking enough (some of you are getting bored and I can see the traffic to the blog tapering off just slightly)… So I figured I’d step things up a bit and have a second hookup this week. But it’s not about the traffic I really don’t feel like I’m fucking enough unless I get in 2 or 3 holes a week…

There’s this Asian guy who’s been hitting me up who likes white bearish guys… He seemed like a nice guy and I kept meaning to hookup with him, but frankly, there are more bottoms than I have time to fuck and so timing and availability are an issue. [That said, why is it that when you really want to fuck someone no one is available - it's like feast or famine.] He told me he wanted me to wear my hood and my boots, so I grabbed those and after a work-related delay, I headed over.

He opened the door wearing just a leather jock strap and combat boots. He looked hotter than his pics, which is always a pleasant thing to find… I thought he’d be in the bedroom and I’d put the hood on just inside the door, but he was just inside the door – so much for the whole point of the hood. But who cares, he looked like a hot little fuck hole.

We started playing just inside the door. He stripped my t-shirt off me, and I put on my hood while he was sucking on my dick… Then I bent him over in the hallway and rimmed him. I gotta stop and mention that he had the smoothest softest skin… And he had zero body hair – it felt really sensual. His hole was pretty excellent as well… I got it nice and wet, stood up and started fucking him. But he wanted more than that so he broke it off and led me into the bedroom…

I could tell he wanted me out of my jeans, but that was just too much trouble. I just wanted to fuck. Now, if he has been a really good sub and gotten down and removed them for me (so I wasn’t falling all over myself doing it), I would have gone for it, but he didn’t so they stayed on (down around my ankles).

He kept blowing me, and as you might guess, I rimmed his hole, got it wet and shoved in (I’m predictable, aren’t I?) He felt great. It was like the inside of him was as silky smooth as the outside. I fucked him a bit on all fours, then flipped him over and looked in his eyes while I fucked him nice and deep. Like the guy the other day he had a huge grin on his face – only there was no pain when I slammed in nice and deep. He was a power bottom and that’s exactly what he was looking for…

As I got close and he knew I was about to cum, he grabbed a hold of me to make sure I didn’t pull out. It was a nice gesture but actually made it difficult to fuck (LOL). As if I’d pull out… He got a nice big load deep in his ass. Then we stayed with my dick in his hole until I got soft.

I could tell he wanted more than a quickie pump-and-dump but that’s pretty much where things stood at that point. He wanted to suck my dick, so of course I let him (with a warning to watch out ’cause it might be sensitive after cumming). He just put it in his mouth and let it sit there. It was like he wanted to drink my piss, but he had just told me that he was into getting pissed on and pissed up his ass, not drinking.

Eventually I got hard enough to face fuck him. Then I bent him over and felched his cummy hole. God it tasted great! Reminded me of the first time I (accidentally) felched cum at a sex club – I was rimming this smooth Asian ass on this hot thin twink, and he pushed out some of the cum inside him. It surprised me, but tasted really good…

I didn’t really have round two of fucking in me, so gradually things wound down and I left… He’s a good cumhole though – would definitely fuck him again.

About a week ago this guy contacts me – young, mid-20s, cute in a boy-next-door sorta way. He says he saw me on XTube and then the blog and it’s his fantasy to suck and get fucked by a guy with a Price Albert, but he says he’s only been fucked once before and he’s probably pretty tight…

I was game, but pretty busy with work, so wasn’t until tonight that we could hookup. He seemed nervous and tentative. He was still online asking questions when he should have left – was wondering if it was OK with me if he had a little dick, and was wondering if he was loose enough – said he couldn’t get his butt plug all the way up his ass… But eventually I got him to come over…

He arrives and he’s cute – cuter than his pic… He wanted to use the bathroom – no problem… When he came out he didn’t seem to know what came next. We kissed a bit. I felt his chest and realized he had pierced nipples… Off came his shirt and I played with his nipple rings and we kissed some more.

For someone who said he wanted to suck a pierced dick he wasn’t exactly getting down on his knees very quickly… My pants were off, my dick was totally hard and throbbing. We got his pants off and I realized he had a pierced dick as well – only not a PA – a frenum instead. And he wasn’t kidding about his dick being little. My thumb was possibly bigger than his hard dick… But I like that – a lot, so no problem there…

Eventually I got him sucking my dick after warning him about how it would hurt if the ring hit his teeth. He gave it a shot, but as I found when I sucked a guy with a pierced dick – the reality isn’t the fantasy… I’ve only met a few guys who could really deal with sucking my dick when it had the ring in it and they’re usually top notch cocksuckers with tons of experience.

So I took out the ring and let him continue to suck my dick. Since he had said he had only been fucked once, and it was obvious he was never going to be a top, I figured he must be an oral bottom. But I started wondering about that too… It wasn’t a bad blowjob, it just wasn’t the blowjob you’d get from a serious oral bottom…

What I really wanted to do was fuck him. I had him sniffing poppers while he sucked my dick, and so I had him do some more poppers and then went to fuck him… Well, he wasn’t all that tight (thanks to the poppers and him stretching his ass before he came over), but he definitely wasn’t used to getting fucked either. He was really sensitive…

It took a while for him to get used to my dick. And even then I couldn’t tell how much I could do. I found that when I pushed in deep he had a real problem taking me. So I stayed pretty shallow, but that was hard to do ’cause I had him legs up with me over him and it was so easy to go in deep – and it felt so good. It was sorta fun to watch him squirm, but at the same time I didn’t want to do anything that would make him insist on stopping…

In the middle of fucking he sorta fessed up that this was the second time he’d ever had sex (not just anal – but any sex)… He’d been pretty conservative in the past and was breaking out of his shell. I came from a similar background and understood where he was coming from. When you’re repressed everything is a fantasy and those of us who start repressed tend to let it all go and be pretty uninhibited. It didn’t surprise me that he’d gone out and gotten his dick and nipples pierced. And it was almost funny that he comes out sexually by getting me, of all people, to fuck him… He wasn’t wading in the kiddie pool – he was jumping into the deep end… Getting a rough fuck by a top with a pierced dick and getting bred.

Since he seemed pretty loose I asked if he wanted me to fuck him with the PA and he said yes… So I put it back in and then shove the ring up his ass. We had been using a lot of lube and it went up pretty easy. Once it was in, I went to work and just used his hole and fucked him pretty rough. It actually wasn’t all that rough, but for him it was rough… And he seemed to be loving it – it was what he wanted. Then I moved around a bit and was fucking him not so deep so the ring would go in and out of his ass a bit.

At about this point he started hurting. I pulled out a bit and noticed some shit, but not much, so I shoved back in, but he really was hurting, and when I pulled out again he noticed the shit… I went into the bathroom, took out the ring and washed off my dick.

When I went back into the bedroom he was sorta embarrassed – he didn’t realize that this was sorta par for the course when you fuck with a PA – it goes in places a dick doesn’t usually go. I’ve had my PA come out covered in shit before – he just had a little bit…

So I went back to fucking him, but he was really distracted by the shit and kept saying “oh shit” (ironically enough)… His head just wasn’t into getting fucked and I think my semi-rough fucking roughed him up a bit and he was genuinely sore. He was grinning and bearing it, but it was painful for him and he couldn’t get past the pain.

Finally he said he had to stop. Bummer. I tried to keep it going, but it just wasn’t going to happen… We laid and talked for a bit. I played with his tiny dick, his pierced nipples, of course his hole…

His hole was actually pretty excellent. Since he had been stretching it, it was pretty loose – it was a genuine hole and so incredibly fuckable… Of course, I got hard again and wanted to fuck. I got on top of him and took his arms and held them above his head. He had this huge grin on his face and then it struck me what he wanted… He wanted to be force fucked – raped… I mean his whole face lit up when I was restraining him…

My dick was hard and right at his ass, so I got up, put a little lube on it and shoved back in and then went back to holding his hands up above his head. I could tell it hurt him (though I think it was mostly a mind thing), but he was enduring it and sorta enjoying it. Then I shoved in deeper and at that point he couldn’t take it.

Damn, I really just wanted to fuck him hard and breed him, but he just couldn’t take it…

Finally things sorta wrapped up… Hopefully he’ll come back for more – so I can finish off what I started…