I got this e-mail the other day…

Hey dude-

Im 21, 6′2” 210 lbs athleic in the military. I’m stationed in San Angelo Tx. I know you are in NYC but ive read your blogs and wanted to see if you could help me. I’ve wanted to be bred, and by that i mean actually converted for a long time. since i was 18. Its kinda hard for me to find any poz guys to help me out in the military and im not so good on sites- so i wanted to see if you might be able to help me out. I know a lot of people dont understandwhy i want to do what i’m trying to do, but ive made up my mind.

Please let me know if you know anyone willing to initiate me into the brotherhood

Thanks man!

What is it about military guys wanting to get pozzed? He’s hardly the first one I’ve seen… I mean I even blogged about a Craigslist ad I saw almost 3 years ago now where a military bottom wanted to get pozzed, and I’ve seen profiles before with the same deal.

Personally I think it has a certain logic to it. If you watch the Newshour on PBS there’s this list of young guys just like them that are being killed in Iraq and Afghanistan every day. It’s sort of a chicken and egg thing – do people who don’t value their lives go into the military or does the military teach their recruits that their life is cheap? I probably just said that wrong ’cause I don’t mean to be judgmental – what I mean is that being in the military and being attracted to danger sorta go hand in hand.

The impulse that makes someone want to go into a battlefield where they can get shot is pretty much the same as a neg bottom who wants to get pozzed. I mean, the war in Iraq isn’t really necessary for national defense – people who want to fight there are simply turned on by danger (or hate Arabs, or whatever)…

That’s why I don’t think it’s fair to look at bug chasers like they’re two headed freaks. We don’t look at guys who are volunteering for the military that way and they’re pretty much doing the same thing as a bug chaser, IMHO.

So he wants me to post his pics and give out his e-mail in case any of you out there are willing to help him on his quest. The funny part is he didn’t want his real name used, but the pics he initially sent me were face pics. lol [That means I've seen his face pics and can say that he's VERY hot!]

[pics removed]

For hookup stuff he goes by “Brad”, and his e-mail is [removed]. If you’re interested in making his wish comet true – contact him…

[And for those of you have a problem with this - think about the fact that he's been wanting it for 3 years... He's on a quest and it will happen sooner or later...]

UPDATE: Got a message from him…

Hey man!!! Ive found someone and just started taking loads!
You can keep the post up but if u could remove my pics n email id appreciate it!
I’ll keep you posted with updates on my journey
Thanks!!

I asked, and the guy he found is high viral load poz… Looks like he’s getting what wanted.

Got this e-mail this morning and thought there might be a few of you in SoCal who can help this twink out in his quest for poz cum…

Hi my name is *** I was looking at BB shit today and came across your blog, k I know this is weird, but I’ve been trying for like a year to find a hot top to poz me my residence is ***, california aka orange county, seeing as it seems like you talk to people everywhere or at least know a few maybe you can help me I know it seems easy but I want it to be with a guy who is at least under 33, only because I want it to be really hot I want him to want to poz me and that’s the whole point of fucking me, long story short I’ve been trying to find a guy for a little over a year and have been unsuccessful, so if you could help me, refer me 2 someone or idk really but its my biggest fantasy, I’ve wanted to do this for 3 years took 2 to think about and 1 to start looking.

If you want to contact him, his e-mail is: [removed]

And for all of you who are appalled by this… Notice the part where he’s been thinking about it for 3 years… It’s not like he’s made the decision lightly nor is is likely he’ll stay neg once he’s made the decision to get pozzed after that much thinking about it…

Here are some pics of him. Had to crop out his face, but he really is pretty cute…

[pics removed]

UPDATE: The twink asked me to take things down, that he’s “got things covered now”….

UPDATE: It’s now a month or so after the gangbang. The bottom got an HIV test and he’s negative. That means chances are he really is negative and what happened at the gangbang was of no consequence. Just reminder – this is all hearsay – it could be the guy who said he was poz wasn’t poz at all, but just playing some sort of weird game. Or it could be the bottom was lucky that night… Who knows.

Just a reminder: I have no clue which parts of this story are the closest to the truth. It’s three sides to a story and the truth is in there somewhere. Or it could just have been a matter of different people having different perceptions of the situation…

So the gangbang a couple weeks ago where I got the video of me fucking the guy with my PA… Well, it’s gotten even more interesting… Turns out the bottom took a poz load that night despite the fact that the organizing top had promised him to screen the tops and only have neg tops fucking him…

First I noticed the bottom had changed his HIV status on Manhunt from “Negative” to “Don’t Know”. I asked why and he said…

well a) since i figured thats a more accurate representation and b) since i found out that one of the guys who bred me at the gang bang is poz and lied about his status to get in

Needless to say that peeked my interest, so I inquired further, asking the organizing top what happened…

it was a guy that I had been talking to for over a week… about loading guys, etc. I originally asked his status and he said he was unsure. Told me that for weeks.

So we continued talking afterward and then it came out that he was actually poz. To our knowledge, he is not on meds (according to him) and he wouldn’t give us info on his viral load. So not sure. He claims that he told us he was poz, but he didn’t.

Then the bottom told me more…

his name is *** on here [Manhunt]. he was the second load i took.

honestly, although most of the time i was doing it in very controlled situations (but not always), i have been bbing for such a long time that it is of course possible that i’ve taken poz loads before and not known it. however, this guy’s attitude was so appalling. he lied to get in to the gangbang and he was completely unapologetic about his blatant decision to knowingly do that to me. he is an unhappy, bitter person. that affected and upsets me more than the fact that he was poz.

Notice how he doesn’t say the guy told him he didn’t know his status… Curious. Personally, I view “don’t know” as riskier than “poz” since at least with poz you can ask their viral load…

In another email the bottom said

of course i realize the risks of taking loads. still, thinking about that guy, about how he would just blatantly lie like that and not care at all about the consequences…and how he could be so young and so bitter… that type of thing just makes me sad.

It sounds like he’s pretty mad at the poz guy, right? Well, that’s where it gets a bit more complicated…

I knew the poz guy – he’d been hitting me up to fuck him and I just hadn’t found the time. So I shot an e-mail off to him asking about it and mention the bottom seems pissed. He says…

he and i have spoken extensively on the topic. he wants to hang out again but hes not sure when. he doesnt seem THAT angry to me.

Who knows if that’s true or not… It is suspect given that the whole thing started with him not being fully open about his HIV status…

Then the bottom tells me…

yeah, i’d like to try to stay neg. i’ve managed to take loads for years without turning poz…we’ll see what happens at my next test. i know that part of that is luck, but part of it is screening and seeing if i trust the person (which i can’t do if i’m letting someone else set up a gang bang). of course on rare occasions i’ve also done things like take random loads from guys at the park or in nasty vid stores, etc, which clearly has virtually no control or screening.

one of the ways i dealt with the stress of finding out about all of that was to sexualize it. i’ve never been into the “bug chaser” scene at all. but my friend *** [his "master"] helped spur me on to jo-ing about getting fucked by that guy. he was actually one of the hotter fucks of the night – he was fun and mean and had a good cock.

So his master has him jacking off to the idea of taking a poz load… He did the same thing with obese guys – had the bottom get fucked by a really obese guy and then told the bottom he was only allowed to jack off while thinking about getting fucked by that guy. That resulted in the bottom getting turned on by the idea of being used by fat guys, now he’s going to start getting turned on by the idea of taking poz loads.

Now also think about how rough the bottom was fucked that night… I fucked him with the PA and he was hurting from that. The top before me had a huge dick and fucked him really rough. It goes without saying that the poz load got worked in there really well. It’s two weeks later and the bottom feels fine (no “fuck flu”), but who knows…

Since he’s jacking off to the memory of taking a poz load, and he’s thinking of meeting up with the guy again (if you believe the poz guy) – I think the bottom is at a big turning point in his life.

Remember the bug chasing bottom I met up with at IML? The one I did the whipping video of and who wrote up the whole post about how he’s now taking all loads – both neg and poz? Well, he’s in San Francisco this weekend for Dore Alley and he’s looking to continue what he started at IML and get as much cum in his ass as possible…

Here’s what he wrote up…

Cum hungry bottom visiting San Francisco from July 24-31, Dore Alley, new to taking loads of cum up my ass but hungry for as much as I can get.

6 ft, 170lbs, dark bl/beard, and a total bottom. Looking for total TOP MEN only to come by and breed my ass. I’m staying at a hotel in SOMA and I’m also looking for guys who want to join in a gang fuck I’m organizing for Saturday evening in my hotel room. Bring your buddies.

So guys, lets make this week a really good one for him… All you tops in SF get in contact with him and see if you can’t give him a load before he leaves!

He likes the sexual energy of total tops. Mind you, the “dom top” who worked him over during the gang bang at IML was actually versatile, but in “top mode” – so that’s fine with him as well… What really gets him off is being dominated. Taking loads is a totally submissive act for him. But his submission goes way beyond taking loads. He’ll drink your piss, and will get into it if you slap him around. If he trusts you he also gets into being punched and if you leave bruises he’ll be showing them off in a day or two when they’re visible. But don’t get the wrong impression – he’s a really sweet genuine guy which is why I’m doing this post… I like the guy a lot…

So give him what he wants boys and keep his hole nice and cummy this week… You can contact him by sending him an e-mail… henk01@hotmail.com

Just as a reminder of what he looks like here’s a pic I took of him @ IML… Maybe if you hookup with him this week you should take pics or a video…

And here’s the video of me whipping and fucking him… Don’t quite know why, but this video has done really well on XTube – over 176,000 views, and it’s got a perfect 5 star rating!

Just thought I’d give some publicity for BareBottom1980 (the blogger in Omaha) who’s got a top whoring out his ass this Saturday, Juy 5th… Here’s the description from the Craigslist ad the top put up…

I’m arranging a cumdump gangbang session this Saturday, July 5, for a bottom bud of mine. he’s 28, a little on the bigger size body-wise, but he can take your cock like a pro. bang him as hard as you want, he loves it, no load will be refused. we’re getting a hotel room for the action, so a freewill donation of a few bucks would be welcome but not necessary. we’re getting a hotel near 108th and L in omaha

let me say again, no load will be refused, none whatsoever. bring your buddies with you if you want, the more cum he gets the hungrier his hole becomes. we’re looking for raw loads only. the whole point is to get as much seed in him as possible. there may be pictures taken, but they would only be showing your cock, nothing identifiable. its just for his humiliation. if you dont want to do that, no problem, he’ll take your jizz and i’ll take a picture of it leaking out his hole after you pull-out.

looks, age, stats, not as important as willingness to breed. pic is preferred but not absolute requirement.

‘perv4cum’ on BarebackRT is organizing it – he’s a 25 y.o. poz top. BareBottom1980 is neg – you do the math…

If you’re out near Omaha and want to give him a load, you can contact him at barebottom1980@yahoo.com, or you can contact the top on BarebackRT (via his profile or the party listing) or via the e-mail in the Craigslist ad. Literally no load will be refused…

Think that about sums it up…

There was a discussion a while back about whether bug chasers were urban legend or not. Back then I think it was a legitimate question. Now I think you can say pretty definitively that bug chasers do exist – and some of them even have blogs…

• There’s Matt & Dan who seem to be competing to see who can get pozzed first.
• Then there’s BareBottom1980 (the bottom for this gangbang) who’s showing that heavy guys can be bug chasers too…
• Probably the first one was Cosmaz who may not have considered himself a bug chaser at the time, but chronicled his experiences a few years ago when he was using meth, going to sex clubs, and wound up poz as a result.

The other day I almost wrote up a post ’cause I saw two bug chasing ads on Craigslist on the same day.

I think bug chasing has existed for a while, but most guys didn’t want to associate themselves with the term – like the bottom from IML… But now that some of them have blogs it means bug chasers are getting their voice, which will lead more guys to being willing to identify themselves as bug chasers… It’s like they’re coming out of the closet, just as barebacking came out of the closet a little over 10 years ago…

Load 2008-40

In case you thought 12 minutes was too long for a pump-and-dump, did one that was MUCH shorter earlier tonight…

This guy and I started chatting on Manhunt. He seemed really hungry to be treated like a cumhole and take a load. The scene he wanted was just a pump-and-dump with him blindfolded. On top of that he makes it clear he wishes I were a poz top. It take the cue and contacted a poz guy I knew was versatile (I had fucked him before, and he had had me over to load up a bottom he was fucking). Given how things had gone last time when he hadn’t let the bottom turn around to look at me, I knew he’d be into it, but the timing was bad for him. Then I took a look at the profile of this other poz vers/top, he saw me look at his profile, contacted me and said he wanted to take my load. I told him the scenario and he liked the idea, but the timing was bad for him too. [And for the record, both tops were undetectable - so they're shooting blanks - the fact that they were poz is somewhat irrelevant...]

But then the hookup fell through completely when the guy didn’t confirm. I tried to find another hookup. The hot skinny guy who lives near me who I fucked a few months ago said he was game to come over. That was a big step for him since he had told me he had stopped taking loads, but was still game to take mine. But then when he was supposed to come over I get a message saying when he was cleaning out he realized today was one of those days he couldn’t get completely clean, so he wanted to cancel. Mighta been true, or coulda been a good excuse. Either way that was the second hookup that fell through.

Thing was I had taken a couple pills and there was this point at which I popped a HUGE boner and really just needed to fuck. So I start really hitting up guys to hookup. It was amazing how many “online” guys didn’t read my message. OK… I contacted a piss and cum bottom who was in town and had wanted to hookup with me the night before. But he said he had been out late the night before and wasn’t up for it (even though he said he’d been taking it easy all day). That one I didn’t understand – it was 7pm – if he had been taking it easy I don’t get how he couldn’t hookup. Oh well, whatever…

Then the guy from the first hookup contacted me and said he was ready. Two hours late, but whatever… I jump in the car and head over. Surprisingly I find parking pretty easily (which I couldn’t have found two hours earlier due to parking restrictions). I get into his building, find his door and it’s ajar. I go in and the bedroom door is ajar – I peer in and see him on all fours, blindfolded…

The guy had a hot musclar, trim body… I pulled his ass back, got on my knees and started eating out his hole. He was absolutely LOVING it… He reached back and pulled apart his ass cheeks to let me get in deeper. Problem was his ass started expelling air right about then. So I waited until that was over, figured out he wasn’t messy and went back at it a little more gingerly than before, but just long enough until I was hard (didn’t take long).

As I was shoving my dick in his ass I realized I hadn’t made note of the time when I came in. I looked and saw it was 7:56. I figured I’d been there about a minute so far – maybe a little more, but not really more than two minutes.

I started fucking him. His hole was gaping open when I was rimming him. It was sorta hot. He wasn’t tight (at all), but it still felt really good… I had needed to cum so badly it didn’t take long at all to cum… But it was one of those weird orgasms where the actual cumming comes after the feeling of the orgasm. Either way, he got my load… I pump a few more times and pull out.

I see him turning around and feeling with his hand trying to find my dick. I figured what the hell – I’d let him clean off my dick before I shoved it back in my jeans. I could tell he wanted to blow me, but my dick was sensitive after cumming. So I pull away, shove my dick in my pants and leave.

I had managed to turn off my cell phone when I checked it earlier. When I got in the car it had booted back up and the time was 7:56… So 7:56 to 7:59 – the time at the beginning before I checked the time was less than the time I spent walking to the car. Take inclusive time period and you have a 4 minute pump-and-dump… Not bad.

When I got home there was a message waiting for me… “man that was a big load… very hot”. That was far from my biggest load… Which explains why I can’t cum all that often…

UPDATE: Heard back from him with more details… My load got him wanting more. He got a total of 7 loads that night – was blindfolded for all of them. [The most he's gotten in one night was 12 loads...]

UPDATE #2: Was chatting with him on Manhunt yesterday (7/1) he said he got his test results back and he was poz… He thinks it happened a few months ago. Similar to when I fucked him, he was blindfolded taking anonymous loads. A guy he had been chatting with sent over a couple of tops and one of them asked “Want it?” before dumping in his ass. Of course he said ‘yes’, and he got IT… He never saw the top – doesn’t have any clue who it might be since it was the other guy who set it up…