Anyway, I’ve fucked him on two occasions before. Once last May that went really well, and then at the end of August when my pills were working a bit too well. Thing was, I didn’t know he had done porn back then. Somehow I missed the videos he has been in, but then I saw one and asked him about it.

I’d been wanting to hookup with him again and we made plans for last Sunday. He was also game for getting it on videotape, so I brought my camera and tripod along. To me it was cool that I could finally videotape someone who didn’t mind their face showing. Not to mention that I think he’s a hot little pig… 

I get there and we set things up. It’s sorta weird, but to get light in from outside the blinds on the windows are open and people walking past on the street can see right in. But I put that out of my mind and just enjoyed myself… He had these plastic/rubber sheets he put on the bed, ’cause he likes his sex a bit messy. He had texted me right before I went over and told me to have lots of water ’cause he wanted to drink my piss. If you read this blog much you know I like piss bottoms…

The rest is pretty much shown in the video (it’s a pretty long video - 20 minutes and there’s another supplemental video coming, plus some other clips I may show later). It started off with him sucking my cock. At one point in there I’m fucking his mouth really slowly ’cause I’m actually pissing in his mouth.

Then we move to the bed and I rim him and fuck him. He had mentioned that he got fucked earlier in the day and took a load, but it turned out it was a massive load - my dick is just swimming in cum as I fuck him. It feels great. In fact he’s got so much in there it actually overflows while I’m fucking him and there’s a small puddle of it on the bed (which I lick up ).

Here’s some supplemental footage of sucking and rimming that didn’t make it into the video above…

All in all it was a good fuck. We fucked for a while and I fucked him pretty hard. [For those of you who keep asking for me to take my clothes off - you'll like the last bit of the video.] But the thing was I just couldn’t cum. There are a number of reasons but it boils down to me working too much. First, I’m jacking off these days just so I can concentrate and get work done. But jacking off frequently makes it more difficult to cum when I’m fucking. Plus there’s the stress and always feeling tired…

There’s more to this story, but I’m going to wait on telling that part… But I will say Marcelo and I ‘clicked’ (he’s a sweet guy) and I plan on hooking up with him in the near future.

And just as a shameless plug… If you want to hookup with Marcelo, you can hire him as an escort (see his ad on RentBoy.com). As you may know from the videos - he’s a great top as well as a good raunchy bottom…

Earlier this week I had a post saying I was looking for someone to help with image tagging for the porn blog. A 20 y.o. guy responded and came in on Friday for the first day of freelance work. When I told him to come in I had no clue what he looked like and my boyfriend said I should have asked for a picture since he didn’t want someone unattractive working in our apartment. He also said that I could only have sex with the guy if he could have sex with him too…

The guy shows up, and he’s totally my type - an attractive, young Latino. My boyfriend met him, before he left to go downtown to get a haircut and hang out with a friend. The two of us worked the whole day, things went well, and then at the end of the day he was sorta hanging around and we started talking. One thing lead to another and at one point I asked what sorta guys he was into. He said the opposite of him - older, beefy tops… About a minute later my dick was out and he was giving me a blowjob.

Now, the funny part is I wasn’t really intending for it to happen. Having a cute guy around working with me was more than sufficient. But he seemed to want it, so things progressed…

He gave a really good blowjob and then we moved things into the bedroom. I wanted to fuck, he seemed to want to get fucked, but I was a little worried about him being clean. I haven’t used our shower shot in years and when I pulled it out I figured out it didn’t attach to the sinks and was way too much trouble to attach to the shower. So I told him to just go and take a good shit, and I hoped for the best…

He came out, gave me another good blowjob, but I wanted to fuck him. I should mention that with no pills, I was rock hard. This kid totally did it for me…

So he gets on all fours on the bed, I lube up my dick and his hole, and I push in. I don’t get in the first few times ’cause he was really tight, but I just made sure I was lined up properly and pushed harder until I was in. Given how tight he was I was sorta surprised he didn’t have a problem taking my dick. But once I got in he seemed like he was good.

He definitely felt good. Pretty quickly I had him on his stomach with his tight little hole massaging my dick. It felt so good… I knew it wouldn’t take long to cum, so I didn’t rush it, but when it finally came, I didn’t hold back and he got a nice big load deep in his ass…

We then laid there and cuddled. He seemed to really like the quiet time. I’m guessing he likes the intimacy with someone who’s old enough to be his dad. I gotta say, I liked it too…

As he was about to leave my boyfriend came home. A business-related problem had come up late in the afternoon and my boyfriend was sorta rattled by it. After the guy had gone my bf asked me if I had had sex with the guy, I said yes, and he started railing on me for that. He was mostly upset about the other problem, but he went on the attack about the sex. Yeah, having sex with someone who you’re working with makes the situation complicated, and it wasn’t good from that point of view, but honestly - an attractive 20 y.o. Latin guy offered me his ass and I was supposed to say ‘no’?

It’s sorta a bummer that I lost a lot of the early blog posts when I migrated off Blogspot. These were the sorts of issues I was dealing with back then. My bf has a history of wanting to control my sex life. I half-way let him do it for years, but a breaking point came in early 2004. In this case he told me he didn’t want me having sex with someone who was working for me unless he could fuck the guy as well, but at the same time he says he wants someone attractive working for us.

I don’t know, it’s really complicated, and I’m sorta fed up with the whole situation. It feels like every couple weeks there’s something little between us that results in me getting out of my groove and losing a day or so of productivity with work. And 2-3 times a year there’s something like this. Next month we’ll have been together 11 years. There are things that are great about our relationship, but I honestly wonder if I wouldn’t do better if I were single.

It’s just such a pain in the ass. Why can’t he just be happy that we’ve got a hot young bottom hanging around the apartment? Now it’s all complicated. In so many ways our relationship works, but at times like this I have zero interest in fighting to keep it going. Yet breaking up after 11 years of interdendence isn’t exactly fun or easy, but that’s hardly a good reason to stay together…

So we’ll see how it turns out…

Then the first guy got back to me and wanted to come over, so I was upfront and told him I double booked - could he come a little later. He was fine with it, so I had two set up for tonight… There were other guys who were interested, some pretty cute (including a 19 y.o. and a early 20s guy who wanted me to practically rape him), but I just logged off…

The Mexican guy called a few times ’cause he had a little trouble finding the hotel, but a little over an hour later he was at my door. He really was pretty hot. Sorta a young version of a man - very masculine and pretty reserved, though he stripped down pretty quickly.

As we started playing he wasn’t too keen on sucking my dick, but he liked getting his sucked (it wasn’t very big which is probably why he’s a bottom). He didn’t like to kiss, but he liked looking at me and “making a connection”. He was sorta a mass of contradictions

His hole was really nice - I rimmed it for a while and I could tell it has been fucked a fair amount and could take dick pretty easy. After getting it nice and wet I stood up, spit on my dick a bit and shoved in. He really could take it pretty well, and we fucked like that for a bit, but when I flipped him over he had a problem with taking it and wanted lube (that’s twice in a row that’s happened - weird).

So, long story short, we kept changing positions. It felt best when he was on his belly, but he didn’t seem to like that. He didn’t arch his back, so when he was on all fours or bent over the bed I couldn’t get in as well as I wanted to. And so I fucked him on his back (missionary position), and fucked him like that for a while, and I got close, but it just wasn’t rubbing my dick quite right, so I got tired before I was able to cum. When I slowed down he took it as I wasn’t going to cum, and he came himself (he’d been jacking his dick).

Once he had cum, I scooped up his cum and put it on my dick for lube, but he didn’t want to get fucked any more, so I stopped. We laid there for a few minutes and then he wanted to go. Apparently he only had an hour of parking…

All in all the chemistry was a little weird. Not exactly sure why. From how things went I think he thought it was my fault, and I’d probably say it was a bit his fault… He didn’t quite seem like he was totally into it and he didn’t seem hungry for my cum. But he was still a pretty good fuck…

So now the next guy will be here in about a half hour. Not sure if I’m going to post that right away or wait… I’ll need to pay for another day of Internet access to post it tonight, we’ll see… But at least I have another guy to fuck since I didn’t cum with this one…

Well, finally a fuck that went the way it was supposed to go… There’s this Latin guy on the Upper West Side - advertises on Craigslist constantly, see him on the hookup sites, etc. He’s been doing it for years - I first fucked him in early 2004 (maybe late 2003). Anyway, he’s the type everyone has fucked - probably multiple times (like me)…

The funny part about this guy is that his Adam4Adam profile says he’s neg… Yeah, right… This is my 58th load this year, it’s probably his 58th load in the last month - all no questions, anonymous fucks…

So, I was still horny after yesterday so when he sends me a message on Adam4Adam I ask him how many loads he has in him and tell him I’m interested. Get gets back to me saying he’s got two in him and asks how quickly can I be over.

Long story short I’m there in like 45 minutes (completely wet ’cause it started raining and I wasn’t expecting it)… He’s on the bed, face down, ass up, like usual (he typically doesn’t look at you until he’s got your load). I rimmed him a bit until I got hard. Unfortunately he had this greasy lube on his hole, but it didn’t taste aweful or anything, but it was enough that I did a pretty superficial job of rimming him.

When I got hard I pushed in, and after a few thrusts pushed him down on the bed and fucked him pretty hard. Last time I fucked him I had a problem cumming, but gave him a good hard fuck. The problem was he didn’t really want a hard fuck - his ass was sore. Same thing this time. He put up with my fuck, but I could tell it was more endurance than pleasure. But the bottom line for him was that he wanted my load. He’s a good bottom and never told me to stop or anything, but I could tell from his grunts and groans and the way he moved around that I was being rough on him.

I started so hard and rough that I actually got to this point where I was pretty much panting. I was starting to lose my energy and I wasn’t close to cumming. So I slowed down a little and got his ass massaging my dick just right and came as soon as I could. I knew he didn’t want to draw it out and I had promised my bf I’d “make it quick”…

As soon as I came I pulled out, he got up and handed me a paper towel, I wiped myself off and left. It was just a pump and dump which is what it usualy is with him. There’s been a couple times when we cuddled for a few minutes afterwards, but not tonight.

As I left the building I was still sorta out of breath from fucking him… But it was a decent fuck, and I needed that.

There was a gangbang I was sorta hoping to get invited to tonight, but another top just texted me and said it was a “fiasco”, so I’m now happy I didn’t get invited…

He called and then came over. When he arrived I knew there was going to be a problem. Let’d just say he was short and Latin, but I wasn’t into him. His profile said he ws 38. I’d add about 10 years to that and he wasn’t aging all that well… I had him come in, showed him into the bedroom. We took off our clothes then I realized he was a smoker (who wanted to kiss)…

After a while, he sucked my dick a bit, but I wasn’t responding. I hadn’t taken a pill or anything ’cause I didn’t think I needed to ’cause I was pretty horny. But this guy just wasn’t doing anything for me. I figured I’d try to eat his ass to see if that would help. I went down only to find it didn’t smell all that clean. I sorta played at rimming, not wanting to get too serious if his hole was dirty…

I put a fair amount of spit on his hole, stood up and tried to fuck him. He said to go slow, but I just wasn’t getting in… So we went back to other stuff like him sucking my dick. Then we tried again and again I just wasn’t getting in. I wasn’t totally hard, but I was hard enough. So I fingered his hole and found he was incredibly tight. I think he was clenching, but who knows… Then as I was fingering him I felt shit up there…

That was the end of it. I said I didn’t think it was going to work and went into the bathroom to clean the lube off my dick. The had no intention of getting fucked. He didn’t clean out and he was clenching. And on top of that he didn’t do anything for me…

Hopefully I’ll find some decent ass tomorrow to make up for it…  ;)   At least I wasn’t the one who had to pay the bridge toll…

I moved to New York in 1990 to go to grad school. When I came here I was pretty inexperienced sexually. I had had sex for the first time just 8 months before, and had sex with a total of 3 guys at that point. A one night stand who was “my first”. An older guy I dated for the Spring semester of my Senior year before he moved to San Francisco, and a party boy I dated over the summer before I moved to NYC.

New York was like a big playground and I was this shy, sorta geeky, guy who didn’t know how to make the most of it. In hindsight I really should have gone to the big sex (”j/o”) club everyone was going to, but it scared me. I was taking things at my own pace, which in hindsight was way too inhibited…

Long story short, I ran up credit card debt (in part by going out to see the ex-boyfriend who moved to SF) and by the end of January I needed money. I knew there was a respectable hustler bar over on the east side - Rounds @ 53rd and 2nd avenue, so I went there and started doing sex work which I did for about 9 months to supplement my income.

Despite the fact that I had dated someone who did drugs every weekend, I hadn’t done drugs until after I moved to NY - and then only X and only a handful of times. One of those times was the Saint-at-Large White Party. I went out to clubs a lot back then, but the White Party was huge. I had nothing but these skimpy white little shorts on that didn’t leave much to the imagination. I remember seeing guys walking around in K holes… And then there was him - this adorable Latino who I saw on the dance floor. He was muscular, very little body fat, short, great smile - in other words totally my type (even today). I’ll call him “Alex”, but that’s not his real name…

He liked me, I liked him and we left the dance floor together. I was on cloud nine. From my perspective he was totally out of my league and here he was just wanting me. I had never had someone that hot want me before… We made out, talked (as much as you could in a club) and then he mentioned he was working the party - that he was a bartender and had to work the second shift.

If you know anything about circuit parties the White Party is up there and being a bartender at the White Party is about as good as it gets if you’re a bartender. When he had to go check in for work I followed him back into the kitchen and saw a guy from my gym. Alex asked me how I knew Jason and I said he went to my gym. I knew Jason managed a club - what I didn’t realize was that he had been the General Manager of the Saint, he was then the manager of the Saint-at-Large, and he then became the General Manager of the Roxy until it closed a couple years ago. Funny how small the world is - even in a city like New York. Anyway, Jason was Alex’s boss.

Alex then went on duty. He’d sneak me a drink every now and then, but there was a guy watching him and he could really only give me soda… Finally, I went home. Since I couldn’t really hang out with him and didn’t have any intention of hooking up with anyone else, there wasn’t any point in staying once I had gotten the dancing out of my system.

The walk home was magical. I was in love (so to speak), it was sunrise, snow was gently falling, and I was coming down from a wonderful high on X. If you’ve been in NYC on a quiet morning when it’s snowing you’ll know it’s really special even when you’re not high and coming home from meeting a really hot guy… The City gets really quiet when it’s snowing… As I walked through Times Square the lights were brightly flashing, and the subway generators, which you can’t even hear on a normal day, seemed incredibly loud.

It was puppy love - infatuation - whatever you want to call it. It only lasted for six weeks, but it was a really memorable six weeks… On the plus side - he was bartending at Uncle Charlie’s which was one of my favorite bars (and a really popular bar back then), and then he quit there and started bartending at the Roxy. In fact some nights he was the only gay bartender at the Roxy. The owner was straight and tended to hire straight guys who’d sorta half way pretend to flirt with the gay guys to get good tips. And then right about the time we broke up he started bartending and then go-go dancing at a club named Parallel Bar where John Blair was throwing parties (but it turned out to be a bit of a flash in the pan).

Sexually things were pretty intense. He had this wonderful uncut cock that was always hard as steel. Back then I was “versatile”, but he was always a top with me. My memory is pretty fuzzy, but I’m pretty sure he’d always want to fuck me raw, but I’d always put a condom on him when he fucked me (we’re talking the height of the AIDS crisis). At some point before I met him I had gotten a tear “down there” and wasn’t the best bottom, and I always felt like he wanted more from me sexually. Maybe it was just my insecurities - I don’t know…

There were some notable firsts with Alex… He showed me how to trim my body hair with a beard trimmer. I still have a trimmer just like the one he used on me that first time. He taught me to use black hair care products to style a short “Chelsea boy” haircut. And he had me buy my first pair of combat boots…

But there were some downsides - he worked weird hours. Even though he’d been here for years his English was pretty rough and it was hard to communicate. That was particularly difficult when I went out with his friends and they were all speaking Portuguese and I didn’t have a clue what was going on around me. We were also just very different. I still remember him always watching this “feel good about yourself” sorta “spiritualist” who was on late night community access TV back then. I thought the guy was silly, but Alex was his #1 fan.

And the other big problem was that I was escorting and there were nights I needed to make money and he’d ask me what I was up to and I had to lie. I think he felt something was going on. It was, but it wasn’t what he thought it was… The escorting was also an issue ’cause I had started doing it a year after I had first had sex, which was confusing enough, and then I was trying to balance letting old men fuck me with having a hot go-go boy as a boyfriend…

Eventually he broke up with me. I was crushed - I’d see him out at the clubs and bars - he was friendly, but it was over. Curiously his next boyfriend was a blond Latino I had fucked the previous fall/winter. His English was really bad too - and they didn’t last long together since one spoke Spanish and the other Portuguese and neither spoke English all that well.

A few years later (’94/’95) I was at a gym and saw him. He had moved to Miami, but was in town for some reason. I still remember his face lit up when he saw me. There was a chemistry between us, even if we weren’t meant to be…

Fast forward 13 or 14 years to last night. I get an e-mail with pictures the new models on ManifestMen.com. I go and download some of them - there’s Zeb Atlas, and a few other guys. Loving Latinos like I do, I download pics of this one guy they call “Alexandre” and as I’m looking at the pics I realize it looks a lot like the guy I dated. He had been on a club flyer back when he was go-go dancing which I had kept, and I pulled it out and I’m almost certain it’s the same guy. It’s 17 years after the picture was taken, but the mouth is the same, his facial features are really similar. His body has changed a lot over those 17 years - far bigger and more ripped now.

I don’t know if he’d even remember me, but I’m just glad to see he’s still around and looking well…

Here are the recent pics of him from ManifestMen.com…

And here are the pics of him back in 1991…

Since some of you will find this interesting - here’s pics of what I looked like back then. These are from a photoshoot I did for Playguy within a few months of dating Alex… I did the photoshoot ’cause I was tired of having guys fuck me for money, but the photographer (Roberto Romo) fucked me in the middle of the shoot. I went away thinking it was pointless - I didn’t avoid getting fucked and now my pictures were going to be public. The reason why my ass looks so puckered is ’cause it’s freshly fucked

What’s funny is how insecure I was back then. I really didn’t think I looked all that hot. But looking at the pics, I’d totally fuck that…

So how’s that for a blast from the past? Don’t see an ex for over a decade and he winds up on Manifest Men. It really is a small world…

I ordered some new pills on Monday and they came two days later on Wednesday, but for one reason or another I didn’t hookup until Friday. (Sorry I’m just getting the post up now - I was out of town yesterday)…

So Friday late afternoon I was looking for some ass to fuck and not having an easy time finding it. When I just couldn’t find a hole I wanted to fuck on BarebackRT or Adam4Adam (lots of potentials, but nothing definite), I finally succumbed and checked out Manhunt. It was the last day of my paid membership so there weren’t any restrictions. I noticed a guy who I’d fucked before was online which in his case meant he was looking, so I e-mailed him and the first e-mail back from him was “yes” and the second one confirmed the address and time. [Just what I like, a guy who doesn't beat around the bush.]

I had actually taken one of the new pills before I noticed him (I was determined to fuck someone). I didn’t know how it would work, so I figured I’d give it a little time. It said to take it at least 30 minutes before but around the 30 minute mark I was about to go out the door and didn’t see any “improvement” down there, so I put on a leather cock ring just in case.

By the time I got to his place I could feel a bit of a bulge down there and knew it would be fine. With the old pills I’d take 2 of the recommended dose of 3 and would do just fine, but this was a one pill sorta thing. I was a little worried if this was and improved formula, that it would work too well…

I get up there and like last time he greeted me at the door in a towel. He’s sorta cute - short latino with a lot of tattooes and the best part is that he’s way cuter than his pics. I notice there’s a sling in the hallway - didn’t remember that from last time - made me wonder how often he’s just laying in the sling waiting to get fucked. As I’m taking off my clothes I see he has “What I Can’t See 2″ from Treasure Island playing on the TV. This guy was blindfolded and getting fucked (it’s a good DVD).

The guy’s bed was covered in sorta a black heavy plastic S/M style play sheet. I know the guy can be pretty hard core, but I wasn’t really looking for that… After a quick blowjob, he laid down on the bed (on his back) and I started playing with his body. He’s got a big uncut dick which was rock, so I sucked on that for a bit. His nipples had seen some serious use, and I was playing with those as well. It felt like there was “chemistry” between us, which as much as I like fucking anonymous holes, felt nice. I was envisioning taking a boyfriend like him out to some sex club and watching him take loads from whoever wanted to fuck him…

Eventually his legs went into the air and it was clear he wanted to get fucked. I started by rimming him - his hole looked like a nice loose “slot” that had seen just the right amount of use. After rimming him a bit, I got a bunch of spit on his hole and some on the head of my dick and shoved in.

I should mention I had gotten rock hard pretty quickly and had zero trouble staying that way. So it just sorta aimed my dick at his hole and shoved in no problem. He felt good and we were kissing a lot while I fucked him. There sorta seemed like there was this chemistrty between us.

I was so close to cumming quite a few times but I held off, but eventually I unloaded in his hole. It had been a few days since I’d cum, so he got a nice big load. But since I had taken the pill and had a cockring on there was no way I was getting even a little bit soft, so I just kept fucking him.

His ass was all cummy and felt really great. That plus the chemistry made things sorta intense. A few times I pulled out and felched my cum out of his ass (tasted good and since there was no lube in there it was nice and bitter). At one point he reached down, got some on his fingers and tasted it so he could taste my cum…

This is where the “problems” started… I wasn’t going soft - not in the least. I had blown my load like 10 minutes before and was still rock hard. All I could think to do was keep fucking him (which I did). It felt really great since his hole was all cummy, but after a while I sorta got tired of fucking. He was just laying there - not really interacting with me all that much and after a while the “chemistry” sorta wore off as well. I didn’t feel the same connection with him I felt earlier.

Finally I pulled out and he sucked my dick clean (since it was all nice and cummy). Then I told him to sit on me and ride my dick. He did it for a little while, but didn’t really seem into it. His raging hard on from earlier has sorta gone limp, and then he got off and just seemed to want to watch the porn on the TV.

That was my queue to leave, so I got up and stuffed my rock hard dick into my pants and left… It’s almost like the fact that it didn’t go down much at all sorta changed the chemistry and became a problem. If he had been a little hungrier it coulda been a great thing - he could have gone to town riding my dick and sucking it, but he seemed to just want to watch porn.

Oh well, at least most of the hookup was really good…

My theory is that the pills I was taking had something in them that’s lacking in my body. When I get a regular dose of whatever the magic ingredient is I have no problem getting hard, staying hard, and giving bottoms loads. I can even perform well when I’ve taken the pills days before. The fact that I stopped taking them and had no problems for a couple weeks tells me, whatever the magic ingredient is - that it stays in your system. I’m just not getting whatever that is in my regular diet.

But today, for the second time in a row, I had problems getting hard with a bottom. It was the Brazilian guy from the neighborhood who’s a regular fuck buddy. While I did get hard enough to fuck him for a bit, there’s really no point in going into the details ’cause not much of anything happened.

Before he actually even came over I had ordered more pills. The ones I was taking are no longer being sold, so I had to try the new type of pill by the same manufacturer. Hopefully it will work as well as the old one.

When he showed up he was pretty much just like his pics, I showed him into the bedroom, we stripped and got right down to business without anything meaningful being said. He started by giving me a blowjob, but I wasn’t really responding all that well to that - I had him turn around and started eating out his ass.

As usual that got me hard enough to fuck, so after I got his hole pretty wet with spit, I spit a little on the head of my dick, stood up and shoved in. He had told me that he hadn’t gotten fucked in like a month and he had a problem taking it with no real lube. I told him to just take it - that he had told me not to be gentle…

Eventually he got used to my dick, but by that time I was starting to lose it a little. I fucked him a little bit, but just couldn’t stay all that hard. I pulled out and he whipped around and cleaned off my dick with a blowjob. That part turned me on, but didn’t help me get hard again, so I went back to rimming. Suprisingly rimming wasn’t working for me either, so started fingering his ass…

Long story short (since there’s not much to tell). I got hard a few more times and fucked him as hard as I could. One time I got hard for a pretty long time, gave him a good fuck (finally), but just couldn’t cum. With that fuck he jacked off a little and came on the towel I had under him.

So he got what he wanted (though not quite as intense as he probably wanted), but I didn’t cum.

[BTW, he was the first guy in a long time to ask me if I was actually neg. Lots of guys say they're neg in their profiles, and just take what I say in my profile as truth (or don't care).]

The weird part was I was plenty hard before he came, and afterwards I nearly came watching a video of a twink get double fucked, and then just couldn’t hold back when I watched a video of this Latino twink orgy with cum literally pouring out of the bottom’s ass - so I came all over myself with that one. It was sorta disappointing - I wanted the load up his ass, not on my chest.

Now I’m just not really in the mood to fuck for some reason - and there’s another top in town visiting that I’d like to tag a bottom with - been blowing him off, ’cause I’m just not in the mood. Hopefully that will change today…

Well, with this fuck I hit 50 loads given so far this year. If things keep up I’ll hit 82 for the year… Not bad - way better than last year.

So this skinny Brazilian guy’s been hitting me up the past couple weeks on Manhunt, today I finally got to hookup with him. After doing the research study interview at CHEST I headed over to his place. When I saw the building I thought his place was going to be a miserable hell hole, but while it was really small it turned out to be not so bad…

He was a really sweet guy - skinny as a rail and somewhat child-like even though he was in his 30s… He was so happy I was hooking up with him… He wanted to put on a blindfold (he thought I was the only guy on the Internet who was also into blindfolds), but his building didn’t have a buzzer system so he put it on after we had met and chatted - it was more about him concentrating on the fuck rather than being an anonymous thing…

He took off his clothes pretty quickly he must have had a 27 or 28 inch waist and was so skinny he had a 6 pack - plus he was Latino - so he was definitely my type and I had zero problem popping a woodie. Before he put the blindfold on he pointed out where the lube and condoms were and then made it clear the condoms were completely optional.

We got down to business pretty quickly. He got on the bed and I pulled off his underwear and started eating out his ass. He was loving it - sorta whimpering and saying stuff I didn’t understand while I was eating him out. His ass was so skinny it was really pretty hot. His hole looked like it had gotten fucked a lot, which was fine with me - I like fucking sluts…

When I went to fuck him he wanted poppers. As soon as he had had a few really good inhales I started fucking him. I didn’t use any lube other than spit and he seemed to have a bit of trouble taking it so I went slow at first, but then when I got in nice and deep with his legs up over my shoulders I started fucking about as hard as I felt like. I could tell he’d just take it - he was happy to have me fuck him and would take whatever I gave him…

He kept whimpering and muttering things. Several times I thought I heard him saying “help me” followed by some other stuff, but I couldn’t really tell what it all was. It sounded like English (not Portuguese), but I couldn’t really get a handle on what he was saying.

I then flipped him over and kept fucking him. He felt really good. I could have cum several times but I took my time… I was getting hot and we were both sweating pretty profusely. Finally I just dumped my load deep in his ass…

Since my dog had eaten my pills, I didn’t have any help staying hard, but that wasn’t an issue. After I came I stayed hard for a while and kept slowly fucking him. I must have stayed in him 5 or 10 minutes and we just sorta cuddled.

This is when I really realized how child-like he was. I had sensed it for a while, but he was like a kid in a candy store or a kid who just opened the Christmas present he really wanted. At one point he said “I can’t believe you picked me“… He seemed really needy. In a way it was sweet, in another way I felt bad for him. He was literally fauning over me… I like sub bottoms, but he was a little over the top…

When we got up from cuddling he sucked me clean. While I figured he must be pretty clean since he didn’t have to clean me off before licking me click,  I wasn’t confident enough about that to felch his hole (I knew he had gotten home just a little before I got there and didn’t know how well he had douched)… Maybe next time on that one…

All in all a sweet guy who I definitely want to fuck again…

I did go to the gangbang last night. I’ve started the write up on it, but I’m waiting for pics of me fucking the bottom from the top who organized it…

This morning I was still horny. I was a little worried about how a hookup would go ’cause I hadn’t eaten much of anything, and hadn’t taken any pills or anything (except last night)… But when I was looking at pics on Manhunt I had a rock hard cock, so I knew things should at least be able to work for fucking - even if I couldn’t cum…

There were a few options, but this one hot light-skinned black guy couldn’t commit to hooking up, and other guys were too far away (subway is running via shuttle buses again this weekend). Then the Brazilian guy who lives near me contacted me and said “Fuck Me”. It was quick, easy and local - so I had him come over…

It was a pretty basic hookup with him… He sucked my cock, I fucked him, came in his ass, we cuddled, and he left… Pretty much like a lot of the other times we hooked up. The only thing that was different was that I nearly came when I had his legs up - that almost never happens - usually I can only cum with him on his belly. The other notable thing was that I was able to come 12 hours after I last came - that something that’s usually pretty hard for me…

So it was a good hookup. Got me over my horniness…

Well, after two quickie pump-and-dumps lately - 12 minutes and 4 minutes - I figured it was time for something slightly more meaningful, so when the Brazilian guy in my neighborhood sent me a message on Manhunt saying “give me your load”… I figured - why not? I checked with my bf, took a shower, and headed out…

I hadn’t taken any pills or anything so I put a leather cock ring on before I left. When I got there I made it nice and snug and he got down on his knees and gave me a blowjob. At one point he indicated that he wanted me to put my hands either side of his head and fuck his face, which I did. Didn’t seem to be able to get in far enough to gag him or anything though…

It’s funny hands forcing a head onto a dick is one of those things I absolutely hate when I’m the one giving head - but I guess if you’re a bottom who likes to get pounded it might be enjoyable.

After a while I reached down to feel his hole - it had been really well lubed. He doesn’t like me to rim him for some reason, so he fact that he was lubed wasn’t a problem.

We then move on to fucking and as usual start with his legs in the air. He likes to kiss in this position, so we do some of that while I’m fucking him. But (like usual again), I need him on his belly in order to cum, so I flip him over fuck him that way. His hole was working my dick just right and after a while I felt my orgasm coming. But then it sorta passes, I slow down a bit and then I cum… This delayed cumming thing is getting a bit weird…

We cuddle a bit and catch up on things (it had been over two months since we last fucked), and then I take my leave…

A little routine, but not a bad way to get the day started…

It’s been a while since I’ve done a real quickie pump-and-dump and last night I was sorta in the mood for one. After work there was an art opening my bf wanted to go to down in the meatpacking district, so I figured I’d stop and fuck someone on my way downtown.

What’s weird is that guys seem really horny this week. Must be the weather or something, but the timing seems to be bad. Either they’ll want to hookup during the day, or late at night when I want to go to bed. So I’ve gotten a lot of offers, but nothing has really worked.

So when I was looking late yesterday afternoon this Latino unlocks his pics on Manhunt. The arrangements were quick and to the point…

Me: can you host around 6 or 6:30 - i’m just looking for a quickie pump and dump before i go to something down in the meatpacking district…

Him: 6:30 sounds good

Me: give me an address and i’ll be there…

Him: XXX west 49 just call me before 646-XXX-XXXX

Why can’t they all be that easy? There were a few other e-mails after that, but I loved how quickly things fell in place.

So I show up at his place - nice, neat, tidy apartment which sorta matches his personality - seems like a nice, unremarkable guy (not saying that in a bad way at all)… I’m not there for chit-chat, so pretty quickly I just unzip my pants and he’s down on his knees sucking my dick.

I wasn’t quite sure how my dick was going to respond - I was horny, but I had taken a pill not on an empty stomach and not quite enough time before the hookup. So I put a leather cock ring on to hurry things along…

The leather cock ring did it’s job and before long my dick was down his throat. He seemed to like seeing how far he could get it down his throat, but then he’d choke pretty bad, his gag reflex would kick in and he’d wind up coughing spit all over my pubes. Was sorta hot though…

I was there for a quick load, so when I got hard pretty soon I started feeling for his ass. He got the hint and the second time I reached for his ass he did one last push to get my dick down his throat, then he got on all fours and presented me with his ass…

I just spit on his hole a bit and shoved in. It hurt him a little initially, but he’s an experienced bottom and got used to it pretty quickly. It was a good fuck, but the weird thing was that I kept hitting something that felt a bit hard. I’ve sorta had that experience in the past and what I was hitting was shit. But there was no odor this time (and in the end my dick came out clean), so I don’t know what it was.

Mid way through the fuck I notice a wedding band on his finger. To me that was a total turn on. Here’s this guy on all fours taking my load no questions asked - and I’m guessing his boyfriend has no clue. Fuck I love that…

I can come pretty quickly when I’m fucking a decent hole - especially when I haven’t cum in a couple days. And the whole point of quick pump-and-dump is to make it quick, so when I felt my orgasm coming, I just unloaded in his ass - didn’t try to draw things out or anything. I stayed in his ass for a little bit, then pulled out.

As I mentioned, everything came out clean, but I went to the bathroom to piss and clean off a bit, and then left.

Total time for everything - about 12 minutes. Coulda been less if I had tried, but that’s not a bad amount of time…

Turns out my bf hadn’t left yet, so I had some time to kill so I went to Gym (a bar) for a beer. Talked to two guys - one “big” guy who literally walked away from me in the middle of a conversation (about Baltimore, of all things). It was to get a beer, but he didn’t say “just need to get a beer - be right back”, so it was weird, and then I was talking to someone else by the time he got his beer. The second guy was a Latino I had seen and thought was hot. He came up and we started talking, but after exchanging names he asked who I was married to (he saw the ring). We were a little flirty with each other, but when we figured out we were both tops, he went off to smoke a cigarette.

Curiously enough, I was recognized by someone who reads the blog who I’ve been meaning to fuck. When I got home there was an e-mail from him asking if I had been at Gym. He’s actually someone who had me put a listing on my cumhole directory, but then asked me to take it down.

So after a quick bite at Better Burger, I went with my bf to the art opening. OMG… It’s like New Jersey and Long Island had invaded Manhattan… It used to be that “bridge and tunnel” people weren’t so prevalent in the City, but these days it feels like they’re everywhere. Almost everyone at the opening was straight, there were more women than men there, and while the women looked fabulous, the sensibility was very cheesy. Lots of blonds… They were like young versions of Alex on The Real Housewives of New York City. It was a bit disturbing actually. I don’t want people like that taking over New York. It felt way too much like LA… Ich! (LA is OK, but Manhattan should never feel like LA - it’s just wrong).

Then we needed to be around gay people so we went to Chelsea for dinner. Even though it’s been there for years, we’d never been to Nisos - so we tried it out. We were plastered from all the drinks we had and I managed to order a soft shell crab salad without realizing it was $21. Oh well… As we were leaving I had to go to the bathroom. They were busy and when a guy came out of the women’s room, I figured what the hell, it’s Chelsea… Later I told my bf if a woman had said something I would have told her she’s in Chelsea - get used to it… Hell, stay on the Upper East Side or Staten Island if it bothers you that much. He thought that would have been rude (he was drunk and just being difficult), but honestly, when you look out the window at that restaurant you see a huge sign across the street for Nasty Pig. Where do they think they are?

So I get ready and head over to Steamworks. Nice place. Didn’t know what to expect with so many leathermen in town so at first I didn’t really get out of my leather gear. Then after about 30 seconds I realize everyone is in just a towel so I get out of my leather and just blend in…

The place was packed… “Blackout Night” wasn’t all that dark, but it was still hot… There were no rooms available and long waitlists to get one. It wasn’t a big deal for me since I don’t really need a room being a top. So I walked around… The place has a wonderfully confusing floor plan. Oddly enough despite the fact that all the rooms were taken, most had closed doors… They have a lot of gloryholes set up for sucking - probably a bit too many. Curiously what they didn’t have was a video room… There was a TV room with CNN on the TV, but no porn videos anywhere. That meant there really wasn’t a sexual place to relax and jack off if you had a locker, which given how tired I was a bit of an issue.

I look for bottoms laying on their bellies and, unlike the other night at Flex, there were plenty to chose from. Two in particular stood out - room 128 (who I thought was the hottest bottom there), and room 202 who wiggled his ass at me and seemed really eager. (If you were there and trying to figure out who I’m talking about - it was the guys in those rooms around midnight.) The guy in room 128 was this smooth Latino and/or American Indian guy who had a beautiful smooth ass that he spread really well - showing off his hole. He seemed interested in me, but changed his mind when I got in the room. It bummed me out for a second then I let it slide…

So I went back to the guy in room 202. He turned out to be Latino (couldn’t tell from the door) and he had the smoothest butt and hole… It was really a wonderful thing. He started by sucking my dick, then I rimmed him, then I fucked him while he had one leg on the floor and one on the bed. His hole felt wonderful… It was all silky (I’m pretty sure it was from loads). Then I repositioned him on the bed on his belly and fucked him that way… I was alternating pounding him pretty hard and then gently…

That went on for a while and then he asked me if I came. I said ‘no’, and I wasn’t sure if I could, so he wanted to take a break… Given that I’d already cum twice today it was no big deal. I felt like I got close at one point with him, but close doesn’t count when it comes to giving loads…

I walked around a bit more and saw the bottom I fucked and then saw at the bar laying on his belly in room 230… After our talk, I knew what that meant…

I continued on and discovered the sauna which was this complicated labyrinth that was pretty cool. I could tell my time there was ending - as much as I tried when I jacked off in the steamroom I just couldn’t get completely hard…

I walked around a bit more and saw a bottom on all fours. Went in (he barely turned his head to see who I was), and after feeling his sloppy hole I rimmed him. That usually gets me hard, but it didn’t that time, so I put my towel back on walked around one last time.

As I was getting my clothes on I see the bottom (who I fucked, ran into in the bar, and saw laying on his belly). I asked if he was in room 230, he said ‘yeah’. He told me two guys had fucked him and they both pounded him for a long time. I thought he said they unloaded deep in him, but this morning he sent me an e-mail and said he got fucked a lot last night, but doesn’t think he took any loads, even though he really wanted to… I asked “did you ask any questions?” He said “no”… He knows the implications of what it means to be a negative bottom face down in a packed bathhouse taking loads… He’s made his choice…

After winding things up with him I headed out and went back to the hotel…

I’m laying here this morning trying to get a handle on all the e-mails on BarebackRT. Started the morning off with 22 unanswered e-mails and it’s taking forever to clear them ’cause new ones keep coming in… Don’t know that I’m even going to bother with Manhunt - have more than I can deal with just using BarebackRT.

Had to go downtown last night to do a final fitting for some leather chaps and a leather vest I had made for IML. Was looking forward to hooking up afterwards… Had a hookup planned, but it fell through, then had a hard time finding another.

Finally I had two options - a thin Latin guy who wasn’t quite my type (which is saying something), or a white guy who was taller than me with a beefy body. I opted for the thin Latino…

I get to his place, and he’s at least 10 years older than the age in his profile. But I was horny and needed to fuck. So I stay and we wind up going at it pretty fast. I had to take a leak so I did that first, and then he went down on me in the hallway outside the bathroom. At first I wasn’t all that hard, but I got hard pretty quickly. He gave a good blow job and didn’t gag when I’d push my dick down his throat… He seemed to like that and kept sucking and sucking.

After a while he started jacking his dick. I was a little afraid he was going to cum all over my boots and it would all be over. To me oral is nothing more then foreplay, but to this guy it seemed like that was all he was interested in. I’d reach for his butt and he didn’t really respond. Finally I wind up just saying it - “I want to fuck you”, but he just kept on sucking.

FINALLY, he gets the idea, stands up, pulls down his pants, but tells me to go slow ’cause I’ve got a big dick… I put some spit on his hole and on my dick and just shove in. When I first get inside him his reaction is to pull off me, but I just hold him on my dick and tell him to keep it in there… I’m not sure why he was being so hesitant - he wound up taking it just fine…

So there we are, standing in the hallway fucking. The angle is difficult and he’s not really being cooperative. He’s standing in a way that makes it really difficult to fuck. When he bent over to get the poppers out of his jeans I was able to get in nice and deep and it felt great, so I knew there was potential. I tried to get him to arch his back down, or bend over and basically grab his ankles, but he just wasn’t paying attention all that well to what I wanted…

Finally I ask if there’s a place we can lay down so I can fuck him that way. I get him on the bed and gradually we go from a doggy position to having him on his belly. It’s funny the little things you notice at times like that. I noticed the photographs on the wall were really nice for such a small apartment, and that I really should have taken off my glasses…

I continue fucking him and gradually get him into a position that feels really good, and I know I’m going to have no problem cumming. Right about that time he tells me he wants me to shoot in his mouth. I just say “I want to cum in your ass” and continue fucking. Then like 30 seconds later he says “Don’t cum in my ass” to which I say “But I want to…”

If there’s anything that’s clear about my Manhunt profile it’s that I’m looking to seed ass. This guy had been hounding me for a long time about hooking up - he knew what I was about and there was no way I was pulling out… I could tell I was going to cum soon, so when I finally came I didn’t make a big deal of it. My breathing changed a little, but I didn’t really say anything until I’d shot most of my wad up his ass. It felt good too - it was a nice, big, 5 day load…

I pumped in and out of his hole when I was done - always like the feeling of a cummy ass. When I pulled out he got up and went to the bathroom where he probably shit out my load. I used the opportunity to get dressed. When he came out of the bathroom we said our goodbyes and I was out of there…

Do I feel guilty about cumming in him when he said to pull out? Absolutely not. He knew what I was about before he hooked up with me. Just cause he was an oral bottom who wanted to taste the cum isn’t really something I care about. If he wants to taste it he can scoop it out of his ass and lick it off his fingers. And he seemed to have issues with having cum in his ass (running to the bathroom after sex). If that’s the case, then why was he pursuing a top that clearly was looking to breed?

Speaking of guys who don’t want cum in their ass… The thin bottom who lives near me told me yesterday he’s not sure about taking loads anymore. A friend of his who used to fuck him raw found out he’s poz - he feels like he dodged a bullet. I told him when he’s ready to take a load, let me know, but if we hookup again I definitely intend to cum in him… I didn’t get my load in him last time ’cause I had hooked up earlier that day. Next time I really want to complete what I started… I’m confident he’ll go back to taking loads - they always do…

UPDATE: The bottom contacted me - hoped I enjoyed myself and wants to hookup again… Goes to show he wasn’t upset about getting cum in his ass… Probably just wanted to taste it…

I know the Brazilian wanted my load tonight, but he didn’t get it. And I ran into the tattooed Latin guy who lives near me, and he was horny too, but he didn’t get my load either…

This morning I got a call. I could tell by caller ID that it was a guy who I had made plans to hook up with a couple weeks ago but things had fallen through. I HATE when tricks call out of the blue, so I didn’t answer and let it go to voice mail. His message was asking if I was available tonight. Since I hadn’t cum last night, I sorta needed a good fuck, so I texted him back saying I was available.

So after work was done, I wrapped things up, took a bath, and then headed over… I get to his place and he greets me in just a towel… He’s cute - cuter than his pics actually. Tattoos all over his body, he’s nice and short and has a hot body… When he dropped his towel and turned around he had an excellent ass… I was a happy man…

We got down to business pretty quickly - he sucked my dick, I went to rim him ass, but it was a bit musky down there so I ended that pretty quickly, put some spit on his hole and shoved in…

He feelt good to fuck - I was totally into him and could have cum really quick if I wanted to. I sorta wanted to turn him over, but I knew I’d cum instantly that way, so I kept him with his legs up. But that didn’t last long either… I needed to cum and he was a great hole… But my orgasm felt like it would never actually come. Finally I just stopped and then it came… Felt really good to unload in him. Been too long since I’d seeded a hole (over a week)…

Up to that point I don’t think we’d said much of anything to each other. I was thinking it was sorta a pump-and-dump, but I didn’t leave right away after cumming. I stayed in him while he jacked off. But he wanted to suck my dick while he was jacking off. So I got over him and fed him my dick until he came…

Afterwards we laid down together and talked. He said I looked a lot better and younger than my pics. I could tell I was his type, and he was mine as well. We talked a bit about life - we’re in very different places, but I really respect how he’s worked hard to get where he is…

The funniest part was that he told me he dumped his last boyfriend in part because the guy would fuck him raw, but never cum in his ass. He just couldn’t date someone who wouldn’t dump their load in his hole.

It finally wrapped up, and I was out of there… It had only been 20 or 25 minutes, but it seemed like longer.

The funny part is that both of the really heavily tattooed guys I fuck are completely sweet guys… Not exactly what you’d expect, but nice…

We sitting around talking about stuff (like he time he was fucked by “the other blogger” who lives around here), and the conversation changed to Dawson’s 20 Load Weekend. He mentioned he hadn’t seen it, so I asked if if he wanted to watch it and he said ’sure’. So I put it in the DVD player, and we’re both tugging at our dicks through our jeans. Since he’s looking at my dick on screen, I just pull it out - he might as well see the real thing, right? He leans over and starts sucking. We change so we’re in a 69 position with me eating out his ass and him sucking my dick. Then he changes position again and when I ask if he wants to get fucked he says ‘yeah’.

So I run and get a towel and lube. I lube up my dick and push in… I’m only in him for like 30 seconds or a minute when he cums (how typical for a 20 y.o.), and then he asks me to pull out. Again, it’s at his speed, so I’m fine with it, though it was a huge disappointment not to seed him… I was really hoping to send him home with an ass full of cum.

If there are any young guys (legal through 20) who want my load - contact me…

Well, with this load I’ve given more loads so far this year than I did all of last year. My spreadsheet of fucks says if I keep it up I’ll get to 92 loads this year…

I saw the Brazilian guy online yesterday and asked him whether he was up for hooking up after work. He was, and he said he was going to try to get some loads in him before we hooked up. I suggested a few tops and versatile guys I saw online in the neighborhood including the (versatile) top I tagged a bottom with who’d told me the bottom was neg when he was actually poz. That top flaked out on him, the cute thin versatile guy I’d fucked a while back only likes white guys, but the Brazilian guy said he’d gotten one guy to dump in his ass, had another consistent fuck buddy on the way over, and would try for more - that his goal was to get fucked by 5 guys..

So he arrives that evening, I ask him how he’s done - he says he’s got 6 loads in him, from 4 guys… So I was going to be top #5 and load #7… I’m not quite sure what to think… If what he’s saying is true, he’s come a long way… This is someone who’s pretty cautious about who fucks him and says he usually uses condoms when he fucks. Now it looks like he’s just hungry for loads. On the other hand it’s almost like he’s reading the blog and trying to beat out the 5 loads the bottom got from 5 tops in the gangbang I organized a little over a week ago. But to my knowledge he doesn’t read the blog… Still, it was really hot for him to offer me sloppy seconds…

While I’m waiting for him to get undressed I lay back on the bed and stroke my cock. When he finally gets naked he sucks my cock a bit, but then he made it clear he was here to get fucked, not suck dick… He gets on all fours, I lube up and push in. Now here’s the weird thing… For someone who’d been fucked at least 6 times that day, his hole was tight. And if he had any loads in him, I couldn’t tell. I told him to keep the loads in him, but they didn’t seem to be there…

Anyway, he was there to get fucked and fuck him I did. Pretty hard too… But my hard fuck seemed to match where he was at as well. Usually he likes me to fuck him with his legs up so we can kiss and stuff. But there wasn’t any of that this time… I probably only fucked him for 5 minutes, maybe a little longer, and then I felt my orgasm building and I dumped in his ass. Finally he hole felt cummy…

After I came I kept my dick in his ass, and we spooned while I kept slowly fucking him. His hole was nice and silky and wet by this point… As soon as we laid down he just started chatting about life - catching up on things… After about 10 minutes my dick went soft, he pulled off, turned over and we started kissing… We just laid there talking and kissing for a while until he realized he was late for dinner with his boyfriend and had to run…

I’m not sure what to think. I don’t get why he was so tight and dry… Part of me thinks he was just telling me what I wanted to hear. But I do believe he was a man on a mission that day and wanted to get fucked as much as possible. Who knows… Either way it was a good fuck, though there’s something to be said for a gangbang where you can felch loads out of the bottom… 5 loads at a gangbang beats 7 loads one at a time…

I was going to hookup with the cub I fucked last week - he had contacted me and it was clear he was hungry for more cum. I asked him if he had gotten any other loads since I fucked him and he said he doesn’t usually get fucked bareback, but he thought it was really hot and wanted a repeat. I could tell where his mind was at. He’s the worried neg bottom who thinks barebacking is hot, but usually doesn’t act on his feelings. Anyway, I wanted to give him another load to get him a little more comfortable with the idea of letting guys breed him - so maybe he’d get hungry enough that he’d start having other guys give him loads…

But when I logged into Manhunt to see if he was online this really hot, hairy, muscular Latino e-mails me and says he wants my cum in his ass. I look at his profile - he lists himself as a versatile top and I can see why - his dick looks like it’s practically beer can thick… He didn’t have a face pic, but he e-mailed me his ass pic… It was pretty much perfect as well. He was way downtown, but I really wanted to fuck him. So I told him I needed to take care of few things and then I’d drive down.

I take care of what I need to do, hop in the car and head down. When I get there he hides behind the door as he opens it. He’s naked… He leads me into his apartment and I practically fall in love… I hadn’t realized he was a little guy - about 5′8″. His pictures were perfectly accurate, but what they didn’t show was his back… It had a huge, exquisite tattoo on it that went all the way down to the top of his ass. And his ass was incredible as well.

While he’s looking around for something, I start undressing. He asks if I want my dick sucked. I tell him I want to rim his ass first… He gets on all fours at the edge of the bed and I dive in and enjoy his ass. I knew he wanted to suck dick, so when I was rock hard, I offer him my dick. He has me lay down on the bed and he starts sucking my cock. It goes on, and on, and on… At one point he tells me to just relax and enjoy. He has his hand on my belly and I’m feeling his hairy forearm with my hand… At one point he has me reposition to the edge of the bed he can be kneeling on the floor. But he just keeps sucking and sucking. And it’s a decent blow job…

Finally I tell him I want his ass. I really wanted to rim him and then fuck him, but he gets on his back and immediately reaches for the hand lotion and puts a bunch all over his hole (so much for rimming)… I push back his legs and shove in… He feels good. It’s just really hot having this little, hairy Brazilian musle boy under me. His big dick just isn’t in the mood (he must have jacked off or something earlier), but I didn’t care. I just liked fucking a prime piece of meat…

I have to actually work not to cum. I had a five day load in me and he just gave me a really long blow job… I flip him over and fuck him on his belly. After a little while I can’t hold it any more. I tell him he’s a good pussy boy bottom and blow my 5 day load up his ass…

I wanna keep on fucking him, so I get him up into doggy position and continue to fuck him. He takes this as a queue and starts jacking off, and then blows his load pretty quickly. He must have been jacking off a lot ’cause there wasn’t much on the bed when he had me pull out and we laid down. Problem was there were brown spots on the bed - he was dirty… So I get up and go into the bathroom and wash off my dick. He turned on the TV, so I sit down and watch the local news on NY1, not sure what he wanted to do next.

When he comes back we play around a little more, but it was clear it was time to go… All in all a pretty good hookup. Definitely like some of the hot guys I’ve been fucking lately…

BTW, I’ve now cum in as many asses so far this year as I did in all of 2006. I’m definitely enjoying things this year!

Had a nice hookup with the Brazilian guy tonight. It was pretty much like the last time though shorter. I was waiting for him naked with all the lights out in the apartment except those in the bedroom.

He sucked me, we made out, he rode my dick, I fucked him in the missionary position and then on his belly before shooting a nice load deep up his ass. We laid around and talked about life and then he was on his way…

Nice, simple, relaxed…