Load 2010-6

Well, I finally got back in the saddle tonight… I was hoping to fuck this 24 y.o. but when I had to push back the time he said he couldn’t make it ’cause he was starting to crash from partying last night. (Guys – I may sound like Barbara Bush, but keep those drugs under control…)

So then I went on the hunt for another hole to fuck. I sorta wanted a hole I hadn’t fucked before, but when I e-mailed all the ones who were prospects and none of them panned out I saw the Brazilian come back online so I e-mailed him. It’s been 6 months since we last fucked (153 days to be exact). I like fucking him, but don’t always cum with him, so I was just hoping my horniness and the fact that I took a pill would be sufficient (it was).

He came over and we undressed and he started sucking my cock. Blowjobs often don’t do anything for me and this one was no exception. There was nothing wrong with it and he was enjoying it, so it wasn’t like I wanted it to stop. It was sorta cool actually how he’d keep pushing my dick as far back as possible and getting it into his throat. But let’s just say there was no risk of me cumming from his blowjob – but again, that’s just me, not him.

I know from past experience that he doesn’t like to be rimmed, so after the blowjob we went straight to fucking. I couldn’t find the Gun Oil so I grabbed my Wet Original (BTW, Wet has promised to send me some of their old-style oil based lube as well as their new silicone based Wet Platinum, but the package hasn’t arrived yet). I put a little on but after fucking him for a few minutes his hole still felt pretty dry even though he had prelubed before coming over and I had lubed my dick. I put some more lube on and that helped a bit.

We’ve fucked so many times he sorta knows what positions I like and he was on his belly. But lately I’ve been doing this thing where I turn myself at a 45 or 60 degree angle to give more friction to my dick. I think the reason I don’t always cum with him is ’cause my usual position doesn’t feel quite as good with his hole. But after turning a bit sideways and then turning back and being lined up with him I finally felt my load boiling up.

After nearly a month of not fucking anyone it felt good to give him my load. We then laid there and spooned a bit and talked with my dick up his ass. Eventually my dick got soft and came out. I knew he had moved but had a few of the detailed mixed up. Bottom line was that he’s been single for a while now. He mentioned how he had hooked up with the hardcore piss bottom I’ve fucked a few times before. And his observation was the same as mine – arriving for a hookup reeking of stale, musky piss isn’t a good thing… He also casually mentioned that he’d gotten fucked by someone in the neighborhood I know, which surprised me ’cause I didn’t think that guy was someone he’d have fucked with in the past, but he said since he’s been single he’s getting fucked by a broader range of guys.

I was starting to get my second wind and his hole was feeling mighty nice and wet. That combined with what he told me about being less selective about who fucked him gave me a hardon, so I started fucking him again. This time his hole felt SO much better. It was wet and cummy. I almost thought I could come a second time which is extremely rare for me. But alas I had jacked off the day before and there just wasn’t a second load in me. I stopped and we talked a little more while we spooned and I kept pumping his ass with my hard cock.

He left a little while later (we both had things we had to do). All in all a really nice hookup.

This teen contacted me a few weeks ago…

hi, sir. i dont know if you got my message on xtube. im the 18 yo bottom from san diego who sees himself as a total cumhole but doesnt really know where to begin. your blog is so fucking hot to me and i would be honored to take your load. if you want some pics for your own viewing pleasure just email me. i’m very slim and very cute and i know what kind of boys you like. i think im a good match for you

I got back to him with a few pointers on how to get loads – things like looking for sex parties, going to a bathhouses (and laying face down), and how to be assertive about getting dick but not aggressive. He then got back to me and (among other things) told me a little more about himself…

a little about me. hmm. well i’m a senior in hs, 18 years old, into some sports, movies, just having fun i guess. but i also have this other side of me which seems to be an insatiable cum whore haha. which is why i respect you so much and love your blog. i feel the need to be used in every sense of the word and have my hole stuffed and filled with sperm. the sheer idea of having a man’s sperm inside me drives me crazy because, in a way, it makes him a part of me and it makes me his subordinate because i’m taking his load. it’s like an act of submission. i’m saying all this because i think you understand…

At this point I wasn’t sure if he was actually taking loads or not. It sorta sounded like he was just fantasizing about it. So I sent him a message and asked how he was thinking about getting started…

well i’m already on adam4adam but i’m getting dozens of messages every 20 minutes. it’s kind of difficult for me to figure out how to go about setting things up with tops because i can’t possibly take all of their loads…not enough hours in the day haha. the thing is, i don’t want to be picky. i just want to be a cumdump. and i feel like part of being a sub cumhole is to not tell guys “no” because one looks better than the other. am i right or is that just a misconception?

I STILL wasn’t sure if he was taking loads so I asked directly and suggested that he try hosting so he could schedule a bunch of tops and get one load after another.

yeah, i have been taking loads from this guy who lives one freeway exit away from me. it’s convenient so i havent branched out yet really. that’s why i wanted to talk on IM. i’ve got some questions that you might be able to answer. is there such thing as a sub bottom who loves taking loads but just prefers the neg ones? i’m not looking to be pozzed by any means so i feel like i’m sort of a walking paradox.

At this point I figured he needed me to be pretty direct, so I told him…

basically, cumdump bottom = poz bottom… you’ll be really conflicted until you accept that… you can try serosorting, but it will fail eventually. serosorting sounds like a nice idea, but it just doesn’t work long term unless you’re the relationship type who really gets to know his tops and even then i can say from personal experience that you don’t really know what risks your tops are taking…

He got back to me and told me that “made sense” and that was sorta the last thing we discussed on the poz issue other than the fact that he mentioned he’s never been tested for HIV and doesn’t plan to get tested for a while.

A few days had gone past and I had been busy and hadn’t gotten back to him. So then he tell me how “his top” took him to a bathhouse that had a lot of older guys and took him into the sauna and fucked him raw in front of the guys who were there. He pulled out and let two anonymous tops fuck him no questions asked one after the other. They both unloaded in his ass and then “his top” gave him a 3rd load. So he got 3 loads in 20 minutes and two of those loads were from complete strangers. Pretty hot, eh?

At this point I knew the guy was pretty serious so I asked him if he’d be interested in doing a blog to record his journey. He’s at this critical stage where he’s making major decisions and experimenting. Luckily he was up for it. I checked and TeenCumhole.com was available so I bought it for him and set it up a few days later. One of the things I was thinking as I bought the domain for him was that when you give someone a label, they usually live up to it. Call someone smart or stupid or “hot” or ugly and that’s how they see themselves and they tend to live up to the labels other people give them. In this case I was giving him a label – Teen Cumhole – and I fully expect he’ll adopt it and become a full-fledged cumhole.

In the past week he’s branching out, going to the bathhouse on his own, finding other tops to hookup with. I get the sense that this is the beginning of his sex life and he’s not doing it timidly – he’s learning to swim by jumping in the deep end. Not bad for a guy who only turned 18 a few months ago…

Needless to say, make sure you check out his blog – TeenCumhole.com. Give him encouragement and if you’re in the San Diego area and want to give him a load, contact him and make it happen. Or better yet, organize a gangbang for him…

Load 2010-5

This afternoon I was horny and the black guy I fucked last week was online. He said he’d come over but then it took him FOREVER to get here. I had just given up and started looking for someone else when he rang the buzzer.

Thanks to a pill and looking at other profiles, I was rock hard when he arrived and so when I stripped down I was literally ready to go and he started giving me a blowjob. Thing is I had managed to catch the head of my dick on my zipper and it was a little tender and he kept grazing the tender part with his teeth, so I sorta called that off and went to rimming his hole.

He loves it when I rim him and he’s got a nice ass. The funny part is I like rimming him, but it’s always a little musky to the point where I never really want to felch him after I’ve blown my load, but that comes later… So I rimmed him for a little bit and he was spreading his ass cheeks wanting me to get in deeper.

Then I was just ready to fuck. I lubed up my dick and put a little on his ass and he flipped over. He had been on his back, and I sorta wanted to fuck him that way, or on his side or something… But he wanted to be on all fours on the bed, so that’s how we fucked.

I usually have to worry about tiring out a bit when I fuck, but standing up to fuck isn’t nearly as exhausting as having the bottom on his belly, so I was able to fuck him for a while sorta pretty much just casually fucking his hole. But that wasn’t going to get me off, so eventually I climbed up on top of him to fuck him.

He’s got a big beefy muscle butt on him and that’s usually a problem, but somehow it isn’t an issue with him. So fucked him for a while on his belly and it felt good, but when I turned sorta 90 degrees it felt incredible and that got me to cum pretty quickly. It was actually one of the most intense orgasms I felt for a while. It was like a whole body orgasm… Very cool that way.

I then slowly fucked his cummy ass until my dick popped out of his hole. We talked for a bit and then he started jacking off and wanted me to suck his nipple. I was fine with that, but then when he wanted me to pinch his other nipple I said ‘no’. I don’t really like bottoms who tell me what to do and this was the 2nd time he’s done it. Then just as he was literally about to cum he guided my hand over to his nipple. Whatever… I pinched his nipple a bit and he came.

The whole “do this”, “do that” thing doesn’t really do it for me. That’s my job, not the bottom’s. He’s a good fuck, it’s just getting him off that’s a bit of a pain. So we’ll see – it’ll probably be longer than a week next time…

Load 2010-4

OK, I’m at a measly 4 loads this year. It’s sorta pathetic, but I’ve got a life and it interferes with seeding hole… On completely the opposite side of that spectrum is “BareWhore24″ who is the bottom I kept referring to in my MAL write ups as “the hot piece of meat everyone wanted to fuck”. Well, on January 30th I gave him his 90th load of the year. That’s right – he’s averaging 3 loads a day and if he can keep it up he’ll get over 1,000 loads of cum in his ass this year. He’s being a good cumdump and telling the world about his exploits. You can find him on Twitter and he’s got a blog as well. (And if you want to fuck him he’s BBWhore24 on BarebackRT).

We’d been going back and forth about hooking up – almost did it at MAL, but it didn’t happen. So when we got back to NY we decided to fuck and film it. The first weekend he couldn’t do it, so we did it the second weekend.

When he got here he was hot as ever. But it his interaction with me was a little curious – when I went to kiss him he didn’t seem to want to kiss so I gave up on that really quickly. It’s not like I was trying to make out with him – just break the ice a little. That’s fine – he was there just to get fucked… But it was sort of a continuation of something I’d felt at MAL – there’s a side of him in e-mails and texts that’s really warm to me, but in person he’s sorta detached. I really don’t know what’s behind it, but the worst case scenario is that I’m just a notch on his bedpost and I’m absolutely fine being a notch on his bedpost if it gets my cum in his hole

He stripped down to a t-shirt, jockstrap and white socks and put on a hood he brought with him (identical to one I already had). Then he got on the bed with his ass in the air waiting for me and my bf to finish getting ready to film him. Needless to say seeing this just laying there wanting my dick and cum was pretty sweet…

I finish up what I’m doing and then pull out my dick and he gets off the bed to suck my dick….

That went on for literally a minute and it just wasn’t doing it for me. To really get me in the mood I need hole, so I had him get on the bed on all fours and I ate him out. It’s curious ’cause in his write up of our hookup on his blog he said…

Two minutes later he started to lick my asshole. Usually I am not really into having me cunt eaten out, it actually pretty much bores me. But he had the most amazing technique ever – felt so fucking good….

I guess I should thank that guy on 15th Street so many years ago (‘97?) who gave me a new perspective on rimming by chewing and sucking on my hole…

The funny part was I could sorta tell that he wasn’t totally into it. Bottoms almost never just silently lay there. I usually get some sort of feedback out of them and with him it was like he was indifferent to it. But honestly, I didn’t really care. He had an awesome hole and I liked rimming it (as much as I like rimming there are holes I don’t really get into).

Rimming gets me hard faster than anything else but with him it wasn’t like I even needed to jack my dick – it was just bouncing up and down and rock hard. In fact I didn’t want to jack too much ’cause I was afraid I’d get too close to cumming.

I took my time ’cause I wanted to get good footage of eating his ass, but eventually I had had my fill. I got up, lubed my dick and started fucking him.

He (obviously) has a good hole (you don’t get fucked that much if you don’t), but while I was fucking him I was thinking too much about the camera and the shot and not enough about actually cumming in his ass, so I fucked him for a while but it got to the point where I started overheating (with the lights, etc.) and I had to take a break. [He was kind in his write up and didn't mention me needing a break.]

Taking a break is usually pretty deadly for me. Once I lose it I lose it, but this was my lucky day and it helped that I had a truly hot bottom laying there waiting for my dick. What was sorta sweet was at one point I wasn’t hard and he started sucking on my cock and I got the sense that he was perfectly OK with sucking a soft cock. Most bottoms get turned off when the top isn’t hard.

Eventually I took off my shirt to cool down, got a hardon again, and went back to fucking. This time I really didn’t give a shit about the camera and just concentrated on fucking him and cumming his hole. I was pounding away at his hole. At first he was tightening up his ass to make it feel good for me, then I think it was too much for him to keep it up so I felt him go loose. It was a completely different sensation for me as a top, but it still felt good.

It took a little while for me to get my load and then when I felt it coming it took a while for me to actually unload in him, but he did get it – and a pretty big load too… When I pulled out I told him to see if he could push a little out. Next thing I knew there was like this huge load coming out. I didn’t want him to lose the load, so I pushed as much back in with my fingers as I could, but there was cum all over his ass. I love to felch a load, so I dove in and cleaned all of my cum off his ass. I still wanted him to keep the load, so I didn’t suck any cum out, but I was tempted to… My fingers were still coated with a lot of thick jizz, so I had him lick it off. At first I don’t think he knew what I was doing, but as soon as he figured out there was cum on my fingers he lapped it up like it was his last supper.

We then handled the paperwork for the video and he got dressed and left. As he was leaving it was like he was studying the apartment. We’re in a small(ish) rental while we try to buy a new place and on top of that our cleaning guy left town about a month ago so the place is messy (anyone want a cleaning job?) I’ve had bottoms get a little offended when I commented on the state of their apartments. I never care whether a guy has a messy apartment, but being observed like that I saw a bit of what they must feel when I write stuff here…

All in all a really good fuck. I’ll work on the video and get it up later – though with everything I’ve got on my plate, it may take a while…

Load 2010-3

This morning I was sorta casually on the hookup sites and had a few guys who wanted to hookup. I needed to get some work done so I told them maybe this afternoon or this evening. I’m not sure what it is, but it seems like it’s getting easier and easier to find bottoms. If I fucked all the guys who were seriously interested I think I’d be fucking a few times a day – and I just don’t have time for that…

Anyway, this guy had been hitting me up for a few months and today was the day it sorta just worked out. If I remember correctly I had given my number to him a while back and he called at like 3 in the morning one morning at which point I sent him a pretty abrupt e-mail telling him to delete my number from him phone. Today just seemed like a simple hookup so I had him come over.

You never really know what you’ll get and he was pretty much what I expected – a little bigger (taller, bigger build) but it all worked out really well… We started stripping down and he had a nice build on him – pretty muscular and solid, so still pretty “regular” if you know what I mean.

He got down and started giving me a blowjob, and then we swapped and I blew him for a bit. He had this nice big thick (but not huge) dick. He was uncut and had something I’ve seen only a few times before… Around the head of his dick it was rough, almost spikey. Still, it was the perfect sized dick – big, but not too big to blow. He asked me if I got fucked and I sorta laughed inside and just said “not today”…

I then got him on all fours on the bed and started rimming him. His hole wasn’t quite the type I completely dive into with gusto, but it was close. His ass was big and muscular and at one point he pulled his cheeks apart so I could get in nice and deep. He definitely liked getting rimmed.

I then lubed up my dick and started fucking him. I kept him on all fours on the bed and I stood behind him. I wasn’t really in a rush or anything. But every now and then he’d abruptly pull off my dick. It was a little irritating ’cause it messed up my flow. So I pushed him onto his belly and fucked him my usual way.

Typically I like a pretty small butt ’cause it lets me get in deeper. This guy definitely didn’t have a small butt. His butt was this big black muscle butt, but even though he had a big butt it sorta just worked with my dick. Actually it felt pretty amazing. It was like there was a bit of friction inside his hole that rubbed me perfectly.

It wasn’t long before I came up his ass. Then I kept fucking his cummy ass nice and slow. Felt great.

When I rolled over my dick fell out of his ass and we just laid there slowly jacking our dicks and feeling each other up and we talked a bit. He kept saying over and over that I looked better and younger than my pics, which is sorta funny ’cause my pics are a bit old.

His skin was really sensitive and I’d just lightly stroke him and he’d totally get off on it. At one point he rode my dick a bit. But then he came by jacking off while I was sucked his nipple. I tasted his cum and it was just a little bit salty…

He was off to the gym – hoping maybe he’d suck off a guy in the steamroom – one time he even got fucked and took an anonymous load. His ass would definitely be well lubed with cum and ready for a steamroom fucking – who knows?

Load 2010-2

I had the apartment to myself a fair amount today, so this morning I was on BarebackRT wondering if I could find something quick and easy (preferably in the neighborhood). This cute guy unlocked his pics and it showed he was 0 miles away… A couple e-mails later we had made plans for him to come over an hour later after I got some stuff done.

He shows up and he’s not quite as cute or ‘fresh’ as his face pic but it wasn’t in a bad way – it was just different – he looked older than his pic, but sexy tends to stay sexy as it gets older, so that wasn’t a big deal…

We went to the bedroom and started taking off our clothes. He said something like “I’m not really all that submissive, but I want to learn to be”. I asked him what submissive meant to him and he said something about following orders or something… That’s not really what submissive means to be, but whatever I had my license to treat him as a sub bottom… That’s all I needed or wanted. I’d show him what it meant to be a sub bottom by treating him like one.

He got on his knees and sucked my dick for a bit. I had taken a pill, ’cause I wasn’t sure how I was going to perform. That meant I was thick and hard. He totally seemed to fall in love with my dick – kept saying how it was beautiful, a perfect dick, etc. I was thinking “Yeah, whatever, just suck my dick…”

After a couple minutes of him blowing me I had him get on the bed on all fours and I pulled his hole toward me and started eating out his ass. He had this really excellent hole. I don’t know how to describe it other than it looked accommodating and experienced. His hole would open up as I tonged it. It was actually really fun to rim him and he was loving it…

I should mention that the view of his body from the back was incredible. From the front he’s got a nice, but generally unremarkable body. From the back he’s got this perky ass (but not too big), and a muscled back and shoulders that looks more natural than worked out. It was a really hot, natural body (with a great hole)…

As I rimmed him he shoved his hard dick back at me as if I was supposed to do something with it. I just ignored it. He was hard and enjoying himself – that’s all it meant to me. Bottom’s dicks are sorta irrelevant to me – it’a all about their hole, not their dick. They could have a 2″ dick and I’d be fine with it…

I rimmed him for a while. Actually “ate him out” would be a better description. His hole was clean and I was feasting on it. Usually rimming is when I jack my dick and make sure I’m hard. Didn’t even need to touch my dick with him – he made me rock hard…

Then I stood up, put some Gun Oil on my dick and just shoved in. I think he was expecting me to go a little slower, but this is where I show him how sub bottoms take dick – they just deal with whatever the top dishes out… I then pushed him down on his belly and he had his hand under him jacking his dick. I thought that might be a problem, but jut ignored it and went about my business.

His hole felt awesome… VERY sweet. I was able to get in pretty deep and hit his second sphincter at which point he’d sorta jump in pain. He wanted to be a submissive bottom, so I figured I wasn’t going to do much to change my fuck – I’d make him adjust how he was bottoming. But the other thing was when it was painful for him was when it felt most incredible to me. His second sphincter was tight and it was grabbing the head of my dick.

But he figured out pretty quickly that he had to adjust to my pounding, so he relaxed. It didn’t feel quite as good as when he was in pain, but still felt pretty incredible. The guy had a great ass. As I was fucking him I was pushing him off the bed. I could tell he wanted to get back in a more comfortable position, but once again I wasn’t uncomfortable, so he just needed to deal with the situation…

I could feel my orgasm building for a while and when I came I could tell it was a big load. There was also something about his reaction that told me he doesn’t take a lot of loads. His status on BBRT is “Ask Me” – I always assume that means poz, but I guess I should ask if he’s neg – he just might be…

My dick stayed hard so I just rolled him on his side and kept slowly fucking him. His cummy hole felt great. At one point I went down to felch him, but it didn’t seem as squeaky clean as it did before – probably ’cause I got my dick past his second sphincter…

As we laid there with my dick in his ass I could tell he was in love – with my dick, with the way I rimmed, and even how I fucked. He kept complimenting my dick, and said he’d never been fucked like that, which sorta surprised me. I don’t think he’s used to being used as a hole – there’s an energy about it where the bottom just becomes a piece of meat… And then he asked me where I learned to rim like that. It’s true – I don’t just politely lick down there. If a guy has a good clean hole I’ll literally eat him out. I told him I learned from a guy who took me home from the Spike years ago to his apartment on 15th Street in Chelsea. It was the roughest rimming I’ve ever had. He literally chewed on my hole. It opened me up to realize there’s so much more you can do down there when you rim…

We talked a bit and he asked a lot of questions, then I had to get him out so I could get on a conference call…

He was an awesome hole and he’s walking distance from me and available during the day some days – couldn’t ask for more. Hopefully he’ll become a regular…