Anyway, I’ve fucked him on two occasions before. Once last May that went really well, and then at the end of August when my pills were working a bit too well. Thing was, I didn’t know he had done porn back then. Somehow I missed the videos he has been in, but then I saw one and asked him about it.

I’d been wanting to hookup with him again and we made plans for last Sunday. He was also game for getting it on videotape, so I brought my camera and tripod along. To me it was cool that I could finally videotape someone who didn’t mind their face showing. Not to mention that I think he’s a hot little pig… 

I get there and we set things up. It’s sorta weird, but to get light in from outside the blinds on the windows are open and people walking past on the street can see right in. But I put that out of my mind and just enjoyed myself… He had these plastic/rubber sheets he put on the bed, ’cause he likes his sex a bit messy. He had texted me right before I went over and told me to have lots of water ’cause he wanted to drink my piss. If you read this blog much you know I like piss bottoms…

The rest is pretty much shown in the video (it’s a pretty long video - 20 minutes and there’s another supplemental video coming, plus some other clips I may show later). It started off with him sucking my cock. At one point in there I’m fucking his mouth really slowly ’cause I’m actually pissing in his mouth.

Then we move to the bed and I rim him and fuck him. He had mentioned that he got fucked earlier in the day and took a load, but it turned out it was a massive load - my dick is just swimming in cum as I fuck him. It feels great. In fact he’s got so much in there it actually overflows while I’m fucking him and there’s a small puddle of it on the bed (which I lick up ).

Here’s some supplemental footage of sucking and rimming that didn’t make it into the video above…

All in all it was a good fuck. We fucked for a while and I fucked him pretty hard. [For those of you who keep asking for me to take my clothes off - you'll like the last bit of the video.] But the thing was I just couldn’t cum. There are a number of reasons but it boils down to me working too much. First, I’m jacking off these days just so I can concentrate and get work done. But jacking off frequently makes it more difficult to cum when I’m fucking. Plus there’s the stress and always feeling tired…

There’s more to this story, but I’m going to wait on telling that part… But I will say Marcelo and I ‘clicked’ (he’s a sweet guy) and I plan on hooking up with him in the near future.

And just as a shameless plug… If you want to hookup with Marcelo, you can hire him as an escort (see his ad on RentBoy.com). As you may know from the videos - he’s a great top as well as a good raunchy bottom…

I just turned 19 this past week and as a promised birthday gift to myself, I am going to be staying in a hotel room all tonight, through Monday, and all of Tuesday, lubed and ready to take as many BB, RAW loads from as many men as possible!

I want to learn what it means to be a cum dump bottom willing to get fucked long, hard, and often, by a record number of men!

I have only been fucked by 2 men in my life and after this is over, I want that number to be huge! The more men, the better! I am 19 and neg.

I am willing to take all loads and be the true cum dump that I am!! Email pics for my location!!

Who knows if it’s for real, if he’s only been fucked by two guys I’m sorta doubting it is… Or maybe he did post it ’cause it’s his fantasy, but not sure a guy like that would follow through and actually do it.

Any tops in SF want to check it out to see if he’s actually going through with it? Should be a hot fuck from the looks of it…

Well, finally a fuck that went the way it was supposed to go… There’s this Latin guy on the Upper West Side - advertises on Craigslist constantly, see him on the hookup sites, etc. He’s been doing it for years - I first fucked him in early 2004 (maybe late 2003). Anyway, he’s the type everyone has fucked - probably multiple times (like me)…

The funny part about this guy is that his Adam4Adam profile says he’s neg… Yeah, right… This is my 58th load this year, it’s probably his 58th load in the last month - all no questions, anonymous fucks…

So, I was still horny after yesterday so when he sends me a message on Adam4Adam I ask him how many loads he has in him and tell him I’m interested. Get gets back to me saying he’s got two in him and asks how quickly can I be over.

Long story short I’m there in like 45 minutes (completely wet ’cause it started raining and I wasn’t expecting it)… He’s on the bed, face down, ass up, like usual (he typically doesn’t look at you until he’s got your load). I rimmed him a bit until I got hard. Unfortunately he had this greasy lube on his hole, but it didn’t taste aweful or anything, but it was enough that I did a pretty superficial job of rimming him.

When I got hard I pushed in, and after a few thrusts pushed him down on the bed and fucked him pretty hard. Last time I fucked him I had a problem cumming, but gave him a good hard fuck. The problem was he didn’t really want a hard fuck - his ass was sore. Same thing this time. He put up with my fuck, but I could tell it was more endurance than pleasure. But the bottom line for him was that he wanted my load. He’s a good bottom and never told me to stop or anything, but I could tell from his grunts and groans and the way he moved around that I was being rough on him.

I started so hard and rough that I actually got to this point where I was pretty much panting. I was starting to lose my energy and I wasn’t close to cumming. So I slowed down a little and got his ass massaging my dick just right and came as soon as I could. I knew he didn’t want to draw it out and I had promised my bf I’d “make it quick”…

As soon as I came I pulled out, he got up and handed me a paper towel, I wiped myself off and left. It was just a pump and dump which is what it usualy is with him. There’s been a couple times when we cuddled for a few minutes afterwards, but not tonight.

As I left the building I was still sorta out of breath from fucking him… But it was a decent fuck, and I needed that.

There was a gangbang I was sorta hoping to get invited to tonight, but another top just texted me and said it was a “fiasco”, so I’m now happy I didn’t get invited…

I get down there and this cute cub greets me at the door. It’s a small hotel room and they were in the middle of filming the top who was just before me. He was this massive black guy - very hot. Max waved ‘hi’ and they continued on…

The room was stifling hot ’cause it was small and there were 6 people (plus me) and really bright, hot lights for filming. On top of that I had taken a part of one of my pills and was feeling a little flush which just exaggerated the heat. I went into the bathroom to get ready and found it was the coolest place there. I put on the cock ring and sat down on the edge of the tub and waited.

The black guy was taking his time cumming… After about 10 minutes I checked my dick ’cause I was worried the cock ring was a little tight and didn’t want to have a purple dick. Then I saw it - a blood vessel had burst on the top of my dick and it created a big dark spot, and there was a smaller one next to it. It was just in the wrong place for filming and would have looked like I had a KS lesion on my dick or something…

When they took a break Max came over and I showed it to him. He went back to filming while he thought about what to do. But I knew the result - you just can’t film around something like that…

Dammit! I am so fucking bummed… The bottom was this early-20s twinkish jock. He was a newbie to porn and it would have been really cool to fuck him. He had 5 loads in him already and they were expecting to get about a dozen loads in him today…

And it was such a stupid mistake for me. I’ve had problems like that with metal cock rings before, but never with the soft rubber ones. I really should have known better - I could tell it was tight going on…

Hopefully Max will use me again soon… We’ll see. It sounds like that was the last in the current round of filming for him, so it might be a while…

On top of it I now have an ugly spot on my dick that’s not going to go away for a week or so. Who’s going to want to have me fuck them with my dick looking like that?

Oh well… That’s life I guess…

Raw Bareback BB Anonymous Cum Dump Saturday - 23 (Midtown)

We will be whoring out a very hot 24 year old Raw Bareback Cum Dump for anonymous pump and dump scenes this Saturday afternoon/evening at a midtown hotel. Poz friendly.

Bottom will be waiting on all 4’s or spread eagle on the bed for you to stop by, drop your pants, use his hole, blow your load and go. Quick cummers a plus.

We will be videotaping, but you don’t have to show your face.
If interested send stats and pics.

If you’re up for being videotaped fucking a hot bottom (I’ve seen his pics), send an e-mail to the person via the Craigslist ad. Trust me, if you’re at all interested, contact him - You’ll be very glad you did

I’ll give details after the fuck (of course)…

Sometimes sex just doesn’t go the way you want… Yesterday I had to go downtown to do a follow up visit for that study I’m participating in… I figured I’d get a hair cut and fuck someone before the study appointment.

The haircut went well - it was with a guy I’ve been wanting to have cut my hair, though he hummed off key most of the time - even when the radio station they had playing in the barber shop had a commerical with no music. Nice guy though, and a good haircut.

I had arranged to hookup with this guy before I went down, so I swung by his place. I knew he wasn’t totally my type, but his pics looked interesting - had sort of a Brawny man look to him in his pics. Well, I show up and it’s the same guy, but he doesn’t look like that any more - it was like he was a shadow of who he used to be… It was sorta sad to see…

The apartment was small and a mess. The small part is no problem, but it was dirty, with shit strewed all over the place. It was a beautiful day out and he had the windows closed and the shades drawn. 2 of the 3 drawers on his dresser were open and looked like they didn’t get closed much. This wasn’t a case of “I’ve been working really hard and the cleaning person is coming in tomorrow” - it was just dirty…

He mentioned two other guys had just left, but it hadn’t gone well with them. I probably should have left, but I figured I’d give it a little time and see how it went. I knew he was pretty oral and as soon as I had my dick out he was down on his knees sucking it. While he wasn’t careful enough with his teeth, he had great deep throat abilities. I could get my dick nice and deep and keep it there - he had no gag reflex and he was able to breathe through his nose.

I had limited time and just wanted to blow my load and leave. I reached for his ass and he stood up and bent over in a way that I had access to his hole, but then he squatted down again. The second time I reached for his hole he did the same thing, but then I broke off the oral and made it clear I wanted to fuck.

We lubed him up a bit and he got on all fours on the bed. I pushed in and he had a bit of a hard time taking my dick - said the other two guys hadn’t fucked him. I finally got in, but he kept pulling away from me. I really didn’t have much time, so I pushed him forward onto his belly and fucked him that way so he couldn’t pull off my dick.

As I was fucking him I was thinking about how he was just a hole to me - nothing more. It didn’t take long for me to be able to cum, and given the time and the fact that he wasn’t my favorite guy to fuck, I came as soon as I could, pulled out pretty quickly and left.

Today was one of those rainy days that keeps everything on the East Coast so luscious green. They say New York get as much rain as Seattle - we just get it over fewer days with these huge soaking rains. Today was one of those days - it just kept raining and raining…

The funny part was I didn’t really think much about hooking up. I looked some porn for the porn blog, did a post, then checked Craigslist and then BarebackRT. When I logged into BarebackRT there were like 13 “buddies” logged in - I was a little surprised given the weather. I e-mailed a few of them - one had to go to work, the one who was close wasn’t monitoring his e-mail, but there was this one guy I’ve been wanting to hookup with who was looking for a load, so I decided to head down to his place…

Before I left I decided to take part of one of the pills I’ve been taking. I opened the capsule and dumped about 1/3rd of the contents into a glass of water. It tasted awful, but I hoped it would do the trick. I wasn’t too worried ’cause I had been able to get hard just fine earlier, but I figured I’d make sure it would go well…

Given his distance from the subway, I opted to drive down. When I saw the car I cringed a little ’cause it was perfectly clean and I was taking it out in the rain, but whatever… The Henry Hudson Parkway was slow due to road flooding which happens every time it rains, but I got there just a few minutes after I said I’d get there…

The weird part was he lived a in the building next to where a guy I used to date lived. He greeted me stark naked. He was attractive, uncut dick, lean build… I had to piss, so I ran to the bathroom. When I came out we got right down to business. I pulled out my dick which was nice and chubby, and he got on his knees and gave me a decent blowjob.

When he had had enough he grabbed the lube from the coffee table (we were in his living room), lubed my dick and his ass and then bent over the couch. The weird part was how unemotional and detached he was the entire time. He didn’t want to really interact with me - he just wanted to get fucked and get my load…

So I shoved in and started fucking him. He asked me to be quiet ’cause he was worried his neighbor would hear, so the whole hookup was virtually soundless… His ass was fairly tight right at the beginning and but loose inside (if that makes sense), so it felt like there was a ring at the entrance and then it was just a warm dark cavity… It was doing the job just fine though 

I was sorta slamming into him, but not all that rough or anything - just trying to get in nice and deep, but it was a a little too rough for him and he asked me to be a little gentler, so I slowed it down a little and didn’t try to go quite as deep. That made it a little more difficult for me to cum, but I did finally cum.

After I came I was still hard, and since he had wanted to get fucked gently, I just kept fucking his cummy ass nice and slow. It felt really good (cum is great lube). Finally I had him stand up and I tried to be a little tender with him, but I could tell he wasn’t interested, so I pulled out.

I could tell he was done, so I put my hard cummy dick back in my pants and zipped up (I hadn’t taken off any of my clothes), and left. When I got into the car I noticed the whole thing had taken less than 20 minutes… While I had been in there it had gone back to being a huge downpour outside and it was a slow ride home.

Being a bit anal about my car, when I got back to the garage I wiped the car down with a shammy and cleaned the rims with paper towels… Got it pretty clean that way!

That means I’ve given 4 loads in the past 8 days - not bad…

If you have an absurdly long and accurate memory you’ll remember the guy I fucked back in March the same day I fucked someone else. Well, he lives really close to me, but it seems when he’s online he’s never available - he has to run out to work or dinner with friends or something. Still, he’s hot and he’s close so I’ve kept trying to hookup with him.

Today he contacts me on BarebackRT - somehow I missed him joining and hadn’t noticed him otherwise. One thing that was curious was his stated HIV status. On Manhunt it’s “negative”, on BarebackRT it’s “don’t care” - that was something I hadn’t realized about him. I remember how hesitant he was last time to fuck raw, that, plus the always having an excuse I had him pegged as more of a “neg4neg” guy…

Anyway, I should be getting work done today so I told him it wasn’t a good time for me. But I could tell by his message that he was really horny, so I told him I could do a quickie pump-and-dump. He was game and was here 10 minutes later.

He stripped down to a jockstrap (his body was just a lean and hot as I remembered it). I rimmed him a bit and then tried to fuck him. He lists himself as a versatile top and apparently he really doesn’t get fucked much. So I got some more lube and that was enough to push in. Even with all the lube you could tell it wasn’t easy for him… It would alternate from unbearably sensitive to good and then back again.

I fucked him on his belly and on all fours and it sorta just wasn’t doing it for me and I wasn’t quite sure why… I remembered last time when I fucked him and just couldn’t cum. My dick had been a bit unpredictable earlier today - one moment it didn’t want to get hard, the next moment it was rock hard. And with 10 minutes notice I hadn’t taken any pills. But I was determined to cum in this guy’s ass, but also didn’t want it taking too long…

Finally I realized it was the position of his hole. He’s so thin his body sorta just bows into the bed. I put a pillow under his belly and that was all it took to get his hole in the right position. A couple minutes later I blew a nice big load up his ass.

I could tell that while he’s normally a top at that moment he just needed to be used like a piece of meat - he just needed to be a cumhole and get bred. Which is exactly what he got.

He went into the bathroom (not sure if he shit out my cum - not that that helps), then he got dressed and left…

Feels good to give 3 loads in the past 4 days… Now I just have to get back to work - at least the fuck should make it easier to concentrate…

In case you thought 12 minutes was too long for a pump-and-dump, did one that was MUCH shorter earlier tonight…

This guy and I started chatting on Manhunt. He seemed really hungry to be treated like a cumhole and take a load. The scene he wanted was just a pump-and-dump with him blindfolded. On top of that he makes it clear he wishes I were a poz top. It take the cue and contacted a poz guy I knew was versatile (I had fucked him before, and he had had me over to load up a bottom he was fucking). Given how things had gone last time when he hadn’t let the bottom turn around to look at me, I knew he’d be into it, but the timing was bad for him. Then I took a look at the profile of this other poz vers/top, he saw me look at his profile, contacted me and said he wanted to take my load. I told him the scenario and he liked the idea, but the timing was bad for him too. [And for the record, both tops were undetectable - so they're shooting blanks - the fact that they were poz is somewhat irrelevant...]

But then the hookup fell through completely when the guy didn’t confirm. I tried to find another hookup. The hot skinny guy who lives near me who I fucked a few months ago said he was game to come over. That was a big step for him since he had told me he had stopped taking loads, but was still game to take mine. But then when he was supposed to come over I get a message saying when he was cleaning out he realized today was one of those days he couldn’t get completely clean, so he wanted to cancel. Mighta been true, or coulda been a good excuse. Either way that was the second hookup that fell through.

Thing was I had taken a couple pills and there was this point at which I popped a HUGE boner and really just needed to fuck. So I start really hitting up guys to hookup. It was amazing how many “online” guys didn’t read my message. OK… I contacted a piss and cum bottom who was in town and had wanted to hookup with me the night before. But he said he had been out late the night before and wasn’t up for it (even though he said he’d been taking it easy all day). That one I didn’t understand - it was 7pm - if he had been taking it easy I don’t get how he couldn’t hookup. Oh well, whatever…

Then the guy from the first hookup contacted me and said he was ready. Two hours late, but whatever… I jump in the car and head over. Surprisingly I find parking pretty easily (which I couldn’t have found two hours earlier due to parking restrictions). I get into his building, find his door and it’s ajar. I go in and the bedroom door is ajar - I peer in and see him on all fours, blindfolded…

The guy had a hot musclar, trim body… I pulled his ass back, got on my knees and started eating out his hole. He was absolutely LOVING it… He reached back and pulled apart his ass cheeks to let me get in deeper. Problem was his ass started expelling air right about then. So I waited until that was over, figured out he wasn’t messy and went back at it a little more gingerly than before, but just long enough until I was hard (didn’t take long).

As I was shoving my dick in his ass I realized I hadn’t made note of the time when I came in. I looked and saw it was 7:56. I figured I’d been there about a minute so far - maybe a little more, but not really more than two minutes.

I started fucking him. His hole was gaping open when I was rimming him. It was sorta hot. He wasn’t tight (at all), but it still felt really good… I had needed to cum so badly it didn’t take long at all to cum… But it was one of those weird orgasms where the actual cumming comes after the feeling of the orgasm. Either way, he got my load… I pump a few more times and pull out.

I see him turning around and feeling with his hand trying to find my dick. I figured what the hell - I’d let him clean off my dick before I shoved it back in my jeans. I could tell he wanted to blow me, but my dick was sensitive after cumming. So I pull away, shove my dick in my pants and leave.

I had managed to turn off my cell phone when I checked it earlier. When I got in the car it had booted back up and the time was 7:56… So 7:56 to 7:59 - the time at the beginning before I checked the time was less than the time I spent walking to the car. Take inclusive time period and you have a 4 minute pump-and-dump… Not bad.

When I got home there was a message waiting for me… “man that was a big load… very hot”. That was far from my biggest load… Which explains why I can’t cum all that often…

UPDATE: Heard back from him with more details… My load got him wanting more. He got a total of 7 loads that night - was blindfolded for all of them. [The most he's gotten in one night was 12 loads...]

UPDATE #2: Was chatting with him on Manhunt yesterday (7/1) he said he got his test results back and he was poz… He thinks it happened a few months ago. Similar to when I fucked him, he was blindfolded taking anonymous loads. A guy he had been chatting with sent over a couple of tops and one of them asked “Want it?” before dumping in his ass. Of course he said ‘yes’, and he got IT… He never saw the top - doesn’t have any clue who it might be since it was the other guy who set it up…

It’s been a while since I’ve done a real quickie pump-and-dump and last night I was sorta in the mood for one. After work there was an art opening my bf wanted to go to down in the meatpacking district, so I figured I’d stop and fuck someone on my way downtown.

What’s weird is that guys seem really horny this week. Must be the weather or something, but the timing seems to be bad. Either they’ll want to hookup during the day, or late at night when I want to go to bed. So I’ve gotten a lot of offers, but nothing has really worked.

So when I was looking late yesterday afternoon this Latino unlocks his pics on Manhunt. The arrangements were quick and to the point…

Me: can you host around 6 or 6:30 - i’m just looking for a quickie pump and dump before i go to something down in the meatpacking district…

Him: 6:30 sounds good

Me: give me an address and i’ll be there…

Him: XXX west 49 just call me before 646-XXX-XXXX

Why can’t they all be that easy? There were a few other e-mails after that, but I loved how quickly things fell in place.

So I show up at his place - nice, neat, tidy apartment which sorta matches his personality - seems like a nice, unremarkable guy (not saying that in a bad way at all)… I’m not there for chit-chat, so pretty quickly I just unzip my pants and he’s down on his knees sucking my dick.

I wasn’t quite sure how my dick was going to respond - I was horny, but I had taken a pill not on an empty stomach and not quite enough time before the hookup. So I put a leather cock ring on to hurry things along…

The leather cock ring did it’s job and before long my dick was down his throat. He seemed to like seeing how far he could get it down his throat, but then he’d choke pretty bad, his gag reflex would kick in and he’d wind up coughing spit all over my pubes. Was sorta hot though…

I was there for a quick load, so when I got hard pretty soon I started feeling for his ass. He got the hint and the second time I reached for his ass he did one last push to get my dick down his throat, then he got on all fours and presented me with his ass…

I just spit on his hole a bit and shoved in. It hurt him a little initially, but he’s an experienced bottom and got used to it pretty quickly. It was a good fuck, but the weird thing was that I kept hitting something that felt a bit hard. I’ve sorta had that experience in the past and what I was hitting was shit. But there was no odor this time (and in the end my dick came out clean), so I don’t know what it was.

Mid way through the fuck I notice a wedding band on his finger. To me that was a total turn on. Here’s this guy on all fours taking my load no questions asked - and I’m guessing his boyfriend has no clue. Fuck I love that…

I can come pretty quickly when I’m fucking a decent hole - especially when I haven’t cum in a couple days. And the whole point of quick pump-and-dump is to make it quick, so when I felt my orgasm coming, I just unloaded in his ass - didn’t try to draw things out or anything. I stayed in his ass for a little bit, then pulled out.

As I mentioned, everything came out clean, but I went to the bathroom to piss and clean off a bit, and then left.

Total time for everything - about 12 minutes. Coulda been less if I had tried, but that’s not a bad amount of time…

Turns out my bf hadn’t left yet, so I had some time to kill so I went to Gym (a bar) for a beer. Talked to two guys - one “big” guy who literally walked away from me in the middle of a conversation (about Baltimore, of all things). It was to get a beer, but he didn’t say “just need to get a beer - be right back”, so it was weird, and then I was talking to someone else by the time he got his beer. The second guy was a Latino I had seen and thought was hot. He came up and we started talking, but after exchanging names he asked who I was married to (he saw the ring). We were a little flirty with each other, but when we figured out we were both tops, he went off to smoke a cigarette.

Curiously enough, I was recognized by someone who reads the blog who I’ve been meaning to fuck. When I got home there was an e-mail from him asking if I had been at Gym. He’s actually someone who had me put a listing on my cumhole directory, but then asked me to take it down.

So after a quick bite at Better Burger, I went with my bf to the art opening. OMG… It’s like New Jersey and Long Island had invaded Manhattan… It used to be that “bridge and tunnel” people weren’t so prevalent in the City, but these days it feels like they’re everywhere. Almost everyone at the opening was straight, there were more women than men there, and while the women looked fabulous, the sensibility was very cheesy. Lots of blonds… They were like young versions of Alex on The Real Housewives of New York City. It was a bit disturbing actually. I don’t want people like that taking over New York. It felt way too much like LA… Ich! (LA is OK, but Manhattan should never feel like LA - it’s just wrong).

Then we needed to be around gay people so we went to Chelsea for dinner. Even though it’s been there for years, we’d never been to Nisos - so we tried it out. We were plastered from all the drinks we had and I managed to order a soft shell crab salad without realizing it was $21. Oh well… As we were leaving I had to go to the bathroom. They were busy and when a guy came out of the women’s room, I figured what the hell, it’s Chelsea… Later I told my bf if a woman had said something I would have told her she’s in Chelsea - get used to it… Hell, stay on the Upper East Side or Staten Island if it bothers you that much. He thought that would have been rude (he was drunk and just being difficult), but honestly, when you look out the window at that restaurant you see a huge sign across the street for Nasty Pig. Where do they think they are?

This past week (or two) has felt pretty sparse sexually. Too often I just haven’t felt in the mood to fuck - mostly ’cause I’ve been busy with work. I even worked all weekend on a project I’ll tell you about in a couple days…

Saturday morning the guy who has the nice townhouse contacted me on BarebackRT and asked if I wanted to come over. I sorta felt like it, but Saturdays are weird for me. I tend to wake up with a hardon, but then lose my sex drive a few hours later. So I put him off… But Sunday evening (yesterday), I really just needed to at least try to cum. He was online, so I contacted him again. He said he had a bottom coming over and asked if I wanted to fuck the bottom with him. I said sure so he told me to head over. The weird part was I didn’t know who the bottom was when I actually left the apartment. I was just trusting that he’d have a decent bottom.

I was running a little late and then had trouble finding parking so I got there about 20 min late. As I walk up to the building I see a guy waiting outside. I figured he was the bottom. He said “hi” and I returned the hello, but I was generally busy texting the host to tell him I was there. The door swung open and the bottom went in and the host indicated I should wait outside. OK… Chances are he hadn’t told the bottom about me…

I wait for about 10 minutes and then figure things weren’t going to work out, so I try out Manhunt on my cell phone, but every time I try to send an e-mail to someone I get a timeout. I give up and wait a little longer. Finally at the 20 minute mark I’m a bit cold, but need to kill some time, so I give up, and walk into Central Park which is a couple blocks away. When I’m in the park for just a couple minutes I get a text asking if I left. Followed by another one that’s really apologetic for how long he had me waiting… I text back that I’m still close by and head back in that direction.

When I get back to the townhouse he’s left the door ajar and I walk in. When I get to the bedroom he’s got the bottom positioned on the bed ass just waiting to get fucked. He’s kissing the bottom and it’s clear the bottom isn’t going to be looking back to see who I am (even though he saw me outside, I’m not sure what he’s been told or whether he knew it was me at that point). I’m sorta hard, but kneel down to rim the bottom’s ass. I should mention the bottom was looking really good - great ass, lean, sorta lightly muscular body… His ass was a bit hairy, but he had a nice hole…

There wasn’t any lube lying around so when I was done rimming him I just spit on my dick and shoved in. He took it like a champ and within seconds I realized lube wasn’t necessary - he had the host’s load in him - and it must have been a fairly big load too. The hole felt all silky and wonderful - the way the Brazilian’s ass should have felt if he really had had 6 loads in him the other day. (Why can’t all bottoms have asses filled with cum?)

Even though his hole was all silky and wonderful I didn’t cum right away. The host had started off kissing the bottom - keeping him looking forward, not back at me, but then he switched and had the bottom suck his dick. After a while I was finally about to cum, and the host went back to kissing the bottom while I unloaded in the bottom’s ass.

I could tell from the scene that I was just there to breed the bottom and leave, so I just shoved my dick back in my pants (never did take off any clothes), and then I left… The bottom never did look back to see who I was.

After I got home I got messages from both the host and the bottom. The bottom was actually someone I had fucked before - a quickie pump-and-dump last fall. Since I had spent less than 8 minutes with him back then - most of it looking at his back while I fucked him, I guess I can be excused for not recognizing him when I saw him on the street. Given how emotionless and matter-of-fact the last hookup had been with him, this hookup was pretty much just par for the course - probably perfect in his eyes - though he did seem to have a connection with the host.

It had been a while since I’d done a real pump-and-dump. While I wish I hadn’t had to wait, it was still a really good hookup. Though it is a bit weird that the bottom was someone I’d fucked before…

Hooked up with a hot early 20s twink tonight. He had seen my video on XTube and from that read the blog and sent me an e-mail. The pic he sent was damn cute - so cute I wasn’t sure if it was for real. His e-mail address indicated that he was a model - at least an amateur one. I responded saying I liked his pic and he sent me another - of him in underwear and a cowboy hat. The pic was a bit femmy, but it was real, and the combination of a professional shot and a amateur one sorta proved he was who he said he was.

We went back and forth and for a while it seemed like it wasn’t going to happen. Then he wrote me saying “I need to really experiance my ass being used for cum.” That told me exactly where his head was at, and we arranged for me to go over to his place.

I get over there, when he answers the door he’s adorable - super thin, beautifully proportioned, great face - just over all adorable… I can see why he’s trying his hand at modeling… He was friendly, but didn’t interact much - I could tell he just wanted to get fucked. He laid on the bed, I put his legs up and I rimmed his hole. His hole had definitely seen some use. You can never tell if the hole looks that way ’cause the bottom likes to use dildos or if he’s just gotten fucked a lot. But one way or the other the kid was all about getting his ass plugged.

I hadn’t taken any pills and my dick wasn’t cooperating quite as much as I expected it to, but it got hard enough to fuck, so I eventually stopped rimming him and shoved my dick up his hole. He took it like a champ. The whole time I had been rimming him, and now fucking him, he was jacking his dick. I fucked him with his legs up, and leaning over him… Then I turned him over and kept fucking him. It felt really good and I could tell I was going to cum, but not right then.

I put him on all fours and kept fucking him. I was definitely going to be able to cum this way - it felt really good. Before long I started cumming. As I was unloading in his ass I pushed him forward and put him on his belly - and told him how he was a good boy for taking my load…

I laid there for a little while and then rolled him on his side side since I was pretty sure he wanted to jack off. So while my dick was still up his now cummy ass, I played with his nipples and felt up his perfectly lean body while he jacked off. In a few minutes he came.

I was being pretty tender with him, but he wasn’t really returning it. He was in a head space where he just wanted to get fucked - it was about sex to him, not tenderness or being connected to the other person. As soon as he had cum, he was done - we got up, got dressed. There was just a little bit of polite conversation while I was getting dressed, then I was out of there…

My boyfriend has been really unsuccessful hooking up lately. So yesterday I suggested we hook up with the eager/submissive bottom I’d fucked over a year ago. He was pretty close to the type of guys my bf gets into and would do anything I asked him to do - including taking my bf’s load… So I shot him an e-mail, but didn’t hear anything from him. He had posted ads on Craigslist looking for a group of guys to gangbang him saying “no request will be denied”. The guy is seriously submissive.

So I sent him an e-mail to see if he’d be up for getting tagged, but I didn’t hear anything back until after 11pm - after my bf had left to “hang out” with a guy we knew in the neighborhood. I figured what the hell - and told him to come over, but it had to be quick ’cause I wanted to get to bed… I was tired and wasn’t sure my dick would cooperate, so I took a couple pills. But the problem was he left immediately and he got here in like 30 minutes when it takes at least 45 minutes for the pills to take effect, and before it takes effect the results are just the opposite - a small little dick…

He gets here and seems like he’s in a rush and is practically pulling off his clothes. We both get naked and he goes to give me a blow job, but I’m totally small and soft. I told him to get on the bed ’cause I wanted to rim him. For starters it would give me some time to get hard - I knew it would kick in eventually, and it would also not have him focusing on my being soft.

So he gets on the bed on his hands and knees presenting his ass to me. There was something about how he did it which was curious - he’s like a slave who’s trying to please and gives you exactly what you ask for. There was very little emotion in how he did it other than obedience - it was like he was carrying out a command the way a sci-fi virtual sex slave would…

Luckily, as soon as I started rimming him, I started getting hard and it wasn’t long before I had a decent hardon. I stood up, put some lube on my dick and pushed in. His hole feelt pretty good. He mentions that he wishes he could see my face while I fuck him, so I tell him to flip over. As soon as I’m back in I start regretting my decision ’cause his hole felt better when he was on all fours. But I keep going and notice his hole feels really wet.

Since he had had an ad up earlier looking for someone to gang bang him, I ask if he’d been fucked already tonight. He said ‘no’ - that he just hadn’t checked his e-mail and so he didn’t know I had e-mailed him. He said he wished I had called him so he could have come by earlier.

I wasn’t so sure he hadn’t gotten gangbanged - the more I fucked him the more his hole felt like it had a few loads up it… It was a great feeling - he was loose and silky wet… Needless to say that got me going and after a while felt even better than when he was on all fours. Not long after I gave him a nice sized load up his ass…

As soon as I was done and pulled out, he was up and getting his clothes on as quickly as he could. Pretty soon he was out the door… It must have been the quickest hookup I had ever hosted. I had traveled for quicker ones, but never hosted one that quick. I didn’t time it, but it was probably 10 to 15 minutes.

Thinking about it afterwards I thought he might have double parked outside my building, or parked in a bus stop or something like that… It’s hard to find parking late at night. There was one place he could have parked, but he said he “found a spot right outside” - that’s pretty much impossible, and when I went out to walk the dogs right after he left there were no empty spaces…

Either way, much better hookup than last time - not nearly as freaky. It’s curious to see how he’s changed. He was so neurotic about my being neg last time. This time he just bent over and took my load and was outta there - and I wonder if he didn’t have loads in him already… He’s come a long way…

Oh yeah, my bf came home later - he’d fucked the friend he went to hang out with. Hopefully they’ll turn into regular fuck buddies - my bf needs it…

Was out last night at a birthday get together at a restaurant. Midway through dinner I checked my e-mail on my phone and remembered the guy from Craigslist who said he was going to be in town at a hotel taking loads. I sent him an e-mail and it turned out he was at a hotel that my subway went right past. I asked him his room number and the address of the hotel. As I was leaving the restaurant I mentioned it to my boyfriend who was OK with it, so I got off the subway early and went to hook up with the guy.

I was a little worried about how much I had had to drink. It was only three (big) glasses of wine, but I was sorta feeling it and was worried about ‘performance’ (I’ve got some pills on order…)

After hotel security asked who I’m there to see and they called up, I get to the room. I test the door and find it’s slightly ajar. When I close the door and the light from the hall isn’t shining in any more the room is pretty much completely dark. I had seen the bottom going from standing to bent over the bed so I go over to him, get on my knees and start rimming him. He had lubed himself with a greasy lube that tasted a little weird, but it wasn’t horrible…

Before I had gotten there his message had said he had six loads in him already, but just like when I fucked Dawson I couldn’t taste any of them even though I was sucking a bit on his hole… That was really too bad, but whatever… I still managed to get hard enough to fuck despite being a bit drunk.

Long story short we tried a few positions and whenever I got a bit soft I’d just rim him a little more until I’d get hard and then I’d fuck him some more. (It all happened pretty fast.)

Finally I got him on his belly with his legs together (the position that felt the best) and went for the load. I talked dirty to him until I could feel my orgasm coming. In our dirty talk he mentioned there was another top (load who was on his way over and would be there in 5 or 10 minutes. If I waited I could eat his load out as well…

Normally when I cum there’s a little bit followed by a huge load. This time, since I was a bit drunk, he just got the little bit. Oh well, guess it’s still a load…

I kept my dick in him and laid on top of him for a bit and then want into the bathroom to piss (but couldn’t). I washed off my dick, put on my clothes and left. On my way out he complimented me on my dick and made sure I knew he was there for another two nights…

Not bad for a quickie on the way home from dinner… And it was an excellent night for him as well - this morning he told me he got “at least 8 loads”… No wonder guys like to be hotel sluts when they come to NY. Here I am at just 10 loads given so far this year and he got 8 in his hole just last night…

After an unsuccessful hookup the other day when I wasn’t feeling all that well and couldn’t even get hard, the little tattooed Latin guy who I first fucked 10 years ago and I hooked up tonight when I had a little time to myself. Got to the building at 10:30, was going out the front door at 10:42 - and that included taking off most of my clothes, and chatting about his straight twin brother (who has more tattoos than he does and wants one more)…

It was a pretty simple hookup. He got on the bed, ass in the air, I rimmed him, got myself hard (which I was a little worried about after a couple pints of beer), I fucked him pretty hard, and came in his ass. Like the last time he came without touching himself… Must be his “thing” or something - I gotta say, it’s pretty cool…

I’m glad he’s close by - totally my type and a great, enthusiastic fuck…

Went to the dentist this afternoon since the dentist was near the Latino guy who I first fucked 4 years ago, and he was online right before I left, I arranged to swing by his place to give him a load.

Got there, and as usual he was on all fours on his bed just inside the door. Since I had just had some serious dental work done I wasn’t going to rim him, so I felt up his hole and when I was hard enough I just started in fucking him (still fully clothed). It felt good, but I wanted to make it quick, so I put him on his belly pounded away for a little bit and when he took a hit of poppers his hole loosened, felt really good, and I came right afterwards.

Didn’t know if I could cum less than 24 hours after fucking the guy yesterday, but it didn’t seem to be a problem…

After I came he wanted me to lay on top of him, which I did for a little bit, then I got up, washed off my dick in the bathroom and left…

I gotta say - I’m doing pretty well on hookups and giving loads this year (my “failure rate” is way down as well). Way ahead of my goals of 3 loads a month… Probably won’t hook up again until this weekend when I’m in Montréal - hopefully my bf will want to go out to a bathhouse while we’re there and I’ll get myself some good anonymous Québécois ass…

Tonight a guy in the neighborhood sent me a message on Manhunt saying “seed me”. I first fucked him 10 years ago this month - a few times, and then a few years later - once in the bathroom of a school he was going to. He was wearing sweat pants and no underwear. He took my load and then went to class where my load seeped out… But I digress…

So we arrange a quick pump-and-dump in the park next to where we live, while I’m out walking the dogs. We meet up, go down to the end of a dead-end trail, tie up the dogs, he sucks my dick a little, then pulls down his pants and I start fucking him. It’s freezing out with icy snow on the ground, but I don’t care… I had put one of those soft rubber cock rings on so I had a nice chubby.

I was fucking a bit like a jack rabbit - quick and hard. He asked me to slow down and do long strokes. Normally I don’t like bottoms calling the shots, but I’ve always had a thing for this guy… I slow down, it feels good. I had been on the edge of cumming earlier that night and knew it wouldn’t take much for me to cum, and sure enough after a little bit I let loose in his ass - nice big load too.

I put my dick back into my pants, he wipes his butt with a paper towel, mentions how much I cam and we split. (I saw him walking off deeper into the park - probably looking for more loads - the park here is pretty cruisy)…

I get home and when I got to the bathroom and notice my boxers are a bit “dirty”, which means he must have been as well. So I decide to take a shower before bed. That breaks my routine of going directly to bed when I get back from the dog walk. I then lay down on the couch and channel surf. There’s a 24 hour news channel here in NY (local news, not CNN). I flip to it at the top of the hour and do something I almost never do - watch the 11:00 news. One of the top stories was about a big high profile accident downtown. I recognized some of the details of the accident and got online to verify that our friend wasn’t hurt…

But he was hurt, and after a lot of phone calls we found out that it looks like he’ll be paralyzed from the waist down. While that’s horrible news, if I hadn’t hooked up tonight we wouldn’t have known about it - it would have been another normal night where I went right to bed after walking the dogs.

It also points out the fragility and unpredictability of life… But that’s a whole other topic…

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Been chatting with a guy I’ve known casually for a while now who lives really close to me. He’s not really my type, but did a quickie pump and dump with him last night - kept it pretty impersonal, even though we knew each other and it only took a few minutes… Hadn’t cum in days and really needed to seed some ass. It’s sorta funny. He probably wouldn’t have taken me for a pump-and-dump top, and I wouldn’t have thought of him as a cumhole…

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So there’s this latin guy on the Upper West Side who I fucked a couple of times over 3 years ago. He was a good bottom who liked it anonymous and simple. I’d show up at his place, he’d be on his knees, ass up. I’d fuck him, cum in him, and leave.

Since then I’ve seen him online a lot - he has a lot of ads on Craigslist for anonymous, “no questions asked”, pump and dump encounters. I kept meaning to hookup with him, but things always fell through. I’m sure he thought I was a complete flake… But one thing that really made me want to hook up with him was that he got fucked enough that half the time we’d talk he had a load or two in his ass already and I’ve been wanting “sloppy seconds” lately…

Anyway… Today was a bit frustrating. There was a blog reader who wanted to hookup - he’s been talking about it for a while, but things always fell through. Finally I think it came down to him not being ready to get cum in his ass. Then there was a 21 y.o. kid who logged off Adam4Adam as soon as things got serious (again the issue was probably taking loads). And the top who I tagged the bottom with (the guy who said the bottom was neg when he was actually poz) keeps saying he wants to hook up with me and my bf and get fucked, but I can never get him to actually come over. Then there was a willing black guy, but he wasn’t online when I actually wanted to hookup…

So I contacted the latin guy I fucked before. He got back to me pretty quickly and I went over. When I got there not much had changed. He lives in an SRO, which for those of you who aren’t New Yorkers, is a “Single Room Occupancy” building (technically a hotel). Basically they were low end hotels that the poor moved into and they became residential - decades later they’re still low end, one room apartments that don’t have kitchens - they’re just a room and a bathroom.

Not only does he live in a little room, but it’s one that’s low down in the building and the only light he has is a dingy light well… It’s always dark in his apartment - no matter what time of day it is. And from what I can tell he spends a lot of time in his apartment watching TV and online looking for guys to fuck him… It’s a little depressing when I think about it.

Like before, he left the door to his apartment ajar, and when I opened the door he was there like 3 feet inside the door on his bed, head down, ass up. I unzipped, got on my knees and started eating out his ass. He was a little guy, really smooth, and had a great ass and a nice hole. This was the kind of hookup I like, so I took my time and just ate his ass for a while. He had greased it up a little, but not so much that it was unpleasant to eat out.

I then took my hard raw cock that I’d been jacking a bit and shoved it in his ass (I’m still fully clothed, BTW). Like when I rimmed him, I took my time fucking him. He kept moving around a bit - adjusting himself to make things more comfortable but the whole time he was basically head down ass up. He never once turned around to look at me, and neither one of us said anything. He was just a piece of meat - and a good one at that…

I was actually a bit surprised with myself. Usually I get to the point and cum pretty quickly, but I just kept fucking him and fucking him… It felt good. Finally I could feel it building and I could tell I was sorta “leaking” in his ass. Finally I came in his ass. I wouldn’t say it was a long fuck, but it wasn’t a quick fuck either…

When I was done I kept my dick in him and he finally looked back at me and asked me to lay down with him. I went forward on the bed and laid on top of him - still keeping my dick in him. I wasn’t sure how things were going to go at this point. I figured he wanted to feel me on him, covering him, dominating him (in a tender way). I started kissing his neck and he started responding. He turned his head and I saw his face and he was actually pretty cute (which is more or less what I remembered).

We started cuddling and talking a little bit. He had this big grin on his face. I think he was enjoying himself - I know I was… Here was a short, inshape, latin bottom who loves getting cum in his ass, who was simultaneously a cumhole and a really sweet guy… Other than the fact that I find his life a little depressing, there was a lot I liked about the guy…

It was pretty surprising that an anonymous, “no questions asked” bottom who doesn’t even bother to look at who’s fucking him would be so affectionate and personable. But it was nice at the same time…

He finally suggested he get me a towel and we both sorta got up, but then I went back to eating his ass. I was hoping to taste my cum, but I guess I came pretty deep in him, and I didn’t have him sit on my face or anything that would made it come out… Then he cleaned off my cock with a blow job. I think he was hoping for round two, but I didn’t get hard enough for that. Finally I tucked my dick in, zipped up, and left…

I gotta say, it was one of the most satisfying fucks I’ve had in a really long time… Ah, the irony of having a really good bareback fuck on World AIDS Day…

There’s something about full moons - I’m just a lot hornier when there’s a full moon.

After being a bit sick on Thursday (100.6° fever), I was horny on Friday and jacked off 3 times. Saturday (yesterday) I wanted to fuck someone on my way downtown to meet my bf and friends. There were a couple prospects, but one on bnskin.com was on my way and looked decent, so I made plans with him.

We both didn’t have much time and it was made worse by subway troubles. So when I showed up at his place we didn’t have much time at all. When the security guard at his building rang him, he didn’t answer, so I called him and he answered the guard the second time. I noticed the time at that point…

When I got into his apartment it was a big Upper West Side apartment with really tall ceilings. He took me into what looked a spare bedroom set up as an office. There was a futon couch, a small desk with a computer (with him logged into Manhunt). He looked older than his pics, but still like a decent fuck…

I unzipped and pulled out my cock. He shoved down his pants, bent over and sucked my dick while I played with his hole, which had a light fuzz on it. I was thinking of rimming him, but then he got up, handed me some lube. I got the hint, put some lube on his hole, and on my dick…

I wasn’t totally hard at this point, but had enough of a chubby that I grabbed it, got it hard enough and tried to push in. I had to try several times ’cause he was really tight, but I finally got in.

At first I wondered if I could cum, but as time went I knew I would - eventually… He was shorter than me, his waist was really thin (just like I like them) - must have been about 28″, and he didn’t seem to have much fat on him at all - so he was pretty much my type. It felt like I kept fucking him and fucking him. Eventually his hole got looser and wetter and I felt my orgasm building, until I finally just felt it and stopped and let loose in his hole. It felt good - it had been almost a month since I had unloaded in someone’s hole…

After I pulled out he pointed out the bathroom and I went in and washed up. I took a look at the time - 8 minutes since I had called him in the lobby… I love quickies…

Thinking about it later the hookup was a little weird in that there was really no connection between us. Usually guys who are “just holes” have their doors unlocked and the lights low. He was so matter-of-fact and emotionless about getting fucked, but at the same time he had a really tight hole. I couldn’t quite figure him out…

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