OK, I seriously apologize – I’m way behind on my fuck posts. There are now 3 guys I’ve fucked and filmed that I haven’t written up. I just haven’t had time to edit the videos. Then there’s a jackoff video my bf shot as a test of our new HD camera that I want to put up as well…

So in addition to the three videotaped fucks, yesterday I fucked porn star Jayson Park. If I have my facts right he started doing porn last November and after an initial taste I think he’s gotten bit by the porn bug and it seems like every time I talk to him he’s off doing porn somewhere. I don’t know everything he’s done, but I do know he’s been in videos for HDK (including “Backroom Bareback”), and Treasure Island (including “Bone Deep” – the TIM video that sold the most initial copies – where he’s called Jason Park), and Factory Video (including a “Private Cumhole” – where he’s on the cover).

Anyway, we’ve been trying for a while to hookup. Initially it didn’t look like it was going work because his general availability conflicted with mine. Then we got more serious about it and we started discussing me videotaping him and it got more serious, but kept getting pushed off. Finally we figured out we had time for a quick fuck yesterday followed by a quick drink at a bar.

Time came and I was supposed to leave but didn’t have his address. For a while there I thought I wasn’t going to be able to hookup with him, but then at the last minute he gave me his address. I wanted to prep a bit better, but all I had time for was downing part of a pill, throwing on some white boot socks (he’s got a serious white sock fetish), washing off my dick, and brushing my teeth.

I get there and he answers the door stark naked (except for some white socks, of course). I was thinking something along the lines of JACKPOT! Jayson is mixed race Asian (Asian + white). Frankly, that mix sometimes doesn’t come out right, but with him he got the best of both… He’s got an incredibly hot body that’s much hotter than his pics (which are hot). He’s really lean, but muscular at the same time. Great ass, a little hair in all he right places, and a killer smile. He had a big grin on his face as well. Said I was better than my pics. (He’s not the first to say that – I think I need better pics…)

We go to his home office where there’s a futon and we start making out, kissing, he sucks my dick… There is really great chemistry with him. Pretty quickly the term “boyfriend material” pops into my head. If I were single and he were looking and interested I think I’d wind up dating him… I mean a hot little cumhole boyfriend who who’d constantly be getting other guys’ loads in him I could use for lube… Who wouldn’t want that? Thing is he seems pretty committed to his boyfriend, and I have mine…

[Though I should mention I've been thinking about my relationship a lot lately. We're in contract to sell our apartment - if it goes through it would be the first time in 11 years when property ownership wouldn't be a complicating factor in breaking up with him. There were times in the past where if it hadn't been a huge hassle to break up with him I probably would have. Still, that said, I've thought about it and have no plans to break up. There's so much that works in our relationship and my bf is a really special guy. But still, meeting hot little (quality) cum hungry bottoms like Jayson does make me think about my options...]

Getting back to the fuck… It’s not long before his ass is up and I’m eating it out. He had a perfectly clean hole – was great to rim. About the only thing that would have been better would have been if I had tasted some other guy’s load when I was sucking on his ass…

He sucks my dick some more, we make out some more (we actually kiss a lot) and before long his legs are up and my dick is in his hole. God, it was an awesome hole – perfectly silky (probably due to the silicon lube). So he’s legs up my dick in his ass and I keep leaning in to kiss him while I fuck him. It was good…

I turned him over at one point, but given that his futon was in couch mode it was a little awkward fucking him on his belly. We switched up fucking him in a bunch of different positions, absolutely every time I pulled out he wanted to suck my dick and clean his ass juices off my dick – that’s called “Ass-To-Mouth” or ATM and I’ve never had a bottom be that into it… Guess he’s just a little “ATM machine”

The fucking went on for a while it just didn’t feel like I could cum. Wasn’t his fault. The day before I had been working on the porn blogs and jacked off 2 or 3 times. Guess I shouldn’t have done that. But it was still a great fuck. I seriously could fuck him all day… But after a while we were pushing the time when his boyfriend would be home, so we wrapped things up.

We got dressed and went out for a drink at The Saloon on 9th Ave in Hell’s Kitchen. It was one of the first gay bars I went to when I came to New York in 1990 (back when it was called Cleo’s Saloon). Back then the RA in my dorm took me there ’cause it was the neighborhood bar. It had a pretty homely crowd back then and nothing has changed, but we weren’t there to pick up tricks (already did that). We had a beer, tried to talk about the porn business over the too-loud music, but then I had to leave to go downtown to have dinner with my boyfriend and some extended family.

Hopefully we’ll hookup again soon and I’d love to figure out a way to shoot some porn with him – but we gotta work out the details (money, etc.) – he’s a bit more professional than I’m ready to pay for at this point…

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Sorry I’ve been pretty absent lately. I was crazy busy with mainstream work, had a few deadlines this past Monday, and have also gotten wrapped up in possibly selling our place and getting something bigger (we don’t have enough space). Then when I got over the stress of all the work, I just sorta collapsed out of exhaustion. And then on top of everything else, my I asked my bf the other night if it some left overs in the fridge were still good, he said yes, but they weren’t, so that meant 24+ hrs of feeling like shit…

But Tuesday (before I ate the tainted food) I did manage to hookup with a hot black guy from the neighborhood. He’s someone I’ve been meaning to hookup with for a while but I couldn’t quite tell from the pics what he’d be like, but he was actually pretty hot in person… Nice guy, lean but solid/thick, attracive…

We stripped down (I kept on my shirt), he gave me a blowjob, I returned the favor, then he blew me some more. Finally I bent him over the bed and ate out his ass. His ass was big and muscular, so I had to work to get in deep enough to get to his hole. The best way I can describe things is that he smelled like a black man and the smell was strongest (but not too strong) when I was rimming him.

Since his hole was nice and wet and I had him bent over, I figured I’d just fuck him right then and there, so I did. I almost grabbed the lube, but didn’t and turns out I didn’t need it. His hole felt good. I had been really horny all day – constantly popping a boner. Even though I didn’t need it, I had taken part of a pill earlier in the day which always helps things (except this time it also seemed to give me a little headache). I was afraid it was going to help too much and I’d cum too quickly so I took it easy.

Then I had him get on his stomach. Usually this is my favorite way to fuck and feels the best, but it didn’t quite feel as good with him, but given that I wanted to prolong things a bit that was a good thing. He just laid there taking dick. Occasionally we’d kiss or something, but despite his being versatile, in that moment he was pretty much a sub bottom who was letting me use him. He had a great body, smelled like a black guy, his dark skin was a big contrast to my lilly white skin, and was submissive. Sexually racist fantasies went through my head, but didn’t really stick ’cause that’s not something I dwell on much. (I need to find a black guy who gets into that – could be fun. Years ago I had a black guy ask me to call him the N word when I was fucking him, but I couldn’t do it back then – definitely could now…)

It took a while, but when I finally came I blew a big load up his hole. It had been days since I had last cum and I knew he was getting a nice big thick load up there. I rolled him over and kept my dick in him like I often do. Thanks to the pill it took a while to go soft so I just kept slowly pumping his cummy hole. When I did finally go soft and pulled out he got down and cleaned off my dick.

We laid next to each other talked a little bit and I just sorta slowly stroked his back, ass, and head. I could tell he really loved it. He just laid there and didn’t move a muscle. I wondered which he liked better – getting fucked or getting this pseudo massage? I could tell he didn’t want me to stop, so it went on and on.

Finally I started getting hard again, so I stopped that and went back to fucking him. His hole was all wet and cummy and felt even better than the first time, but it’s not easy for me to cum more than once, so I wasn’t able to give him another load.

Then we talked a bit more and then wrapped things up. All in all a very good fuck to start the new year…

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I ordered some new pills on Monday and they came two days later on Wednesday, but for one reason or another I didn’t hookup until Friday. (Sorry I’m just getting the post up now – I was out of town yesterday)…

So Friday late afternoon I was looking for some ass to fuck and not having an easy time finding it. When I just couldn’t find a hole I wanted to fuck on BarebackRT or Adam4Adam (lots of potentials, but nothing definite), I finally succumbed and checked out Manhunt. It was the last day of my paid membership so there weren’t any restrictions. I noticed a guy who I’d fucked before was online which in his case meant he was looking, so I e-mailed him and the first e-mail back from him was “yes” and the second one confirmed the address and time. [Just what I like, a guy who doesn't beat around the bush.]

I had actually taken one of the new pills before I noticed him (I was determined to fuck someone). I didn’t know how it would work, so I figured I’d give it a little time. It said to take it at least 30 minutes before but around the 30 minute mark I was about to go out the door and didn’t see any “improvement” down there, so I put on a leather cock ring just in case.

By the time I got to his place I could feel a bit of a bulge down there and knew it would be fine. With the old pills I’d take 2 of the recommended dose of 3 and would do just fine, but this was a one pill sorta thing. I was a little worried if this was and improved formula, that it would work too well…

I get up there and like last time he greeted me at the door in a towel. He’s sorta cute – short latino with a lot of tattooes and the best part is that he’s way cuter than his pics. I notice there’s a sling in the hallway – didn’t remember that from last time – made me wonder how often he’s just laying in the sling waiting to get fucked. As I’m taking off my clothes I see he has “What I Can’t See 2″ from Treasure Island playing on the TV. This guy was blindfolded and getting fucked (it’s a good DVD).

The guy’s bed was covered in sorta a black heavy plastic S/M style play sheet. I know the guy can be pretty hard core, but I wasn’t really looking for that… After a quick blowjob, he laid down on the bed (on his back) and I started playing with his body. He’s got a big uncut dick which was rock, so I sucked on that for a bit. His nipples had seen some serious use, and I was playing with those as well. It felt like there was “chemistry” between us, which as much as I like fucking anonymous holes, felt nice. I was envisioning taking a boyfriend like him out to some sex club and watching him take loads from whoever wanted to fuck him…

Eventually his legs went into the air and it was clear he wanted to get fucked. I started by rimming him – his hole looked like a nice loose “slot” that had seen just the right amount of use. After rimming him a bit, I got a bunch of spit on his hole and some on the head of my dick and shoved in.

I should mention I had gotten rock hard pretty quickly and had zero trouble staying that way. So it just sorta aimed my dick at his hole and shoved in no problem. He felt good and we were kissing a lot while I fucked him. There sorta seemed like there was this chemistrty between us.

I was so close to cumming quite a few times but I held off, but eventually I unloaded in his hole. It had been a few days since I’d cum, so he got a nice big load. But since I had taken the pill and had a cockring on there was no way I was getting even a little bit soft, so I just kept fucking him.

His ass was all cummy and felt really great. That plus the chemistry made things sorta intense. A few times I pulled out and felched my cum out of his ass (tasted good and since there was no lube in there it was nice and bitter). At one point he reached down, got some on his fingers and tasted it so he could taste my cum…

This is where the “problems” started… I wasn’t going soft – not in the least. I had blown my load like 10 minutes before and was still rock hard. All I could think to do was keep fucking him (which I did). It felt really great since his hole was all cummy, but after a while I sorta got tired of fucking. He was just laying there – not really interacting with me all that much and after a while the “chemistry” sorta wore off as well. I didn’t feel the same connection with him I felt earlier.

Finally I pulled out and he sucked my dick clean (since it was all nice and cummy). Then I told him to sit on me and ride my dick. He did it for a little while, but didn’t really seem into it. His raging hard on from earlier has sorta gone limp, and then he got off and just seemed to want to watch the porn on the TV.

That was my queue to leave, so I got up and stuffed my rock hard dick into my pants and left… It’s almost like the fact that it didn’t go down much at all sorta changed the chemistry and became a problem. If he had been a little hungrier it coulda been a great thing – he could have gone to town riding my dick and sucking it, but he seemed to just want to watch porn.

Oh well, at least most of the hookup was really good…

Yesterday morning I was horny, my bf was out, and there was this Dominican guy, mid-20s, who wanted to come over and get fucked hard, so I had him over… I knew from his pics he was cute but a little “soft”, which was fine with me… His age, cuteness, submissiveness and the fact that he was Latino more than made up for the fact that he wasn’t skinny…

When he showed up he was pretty much just like his pics, I showed him into the bedroom, we stripped and got right down to business without anything meaningful being said. He started by giving me a blowjob, but I wasn’t really responding all that well to that – I had him turn around and started eating out his ass.

As usual that got me hard enough to fuck, so after I got his hole pretty wet with spit, I spit a little on the head of my dick, stood up and shoved in. He had told me that he hadn’t gotten fucked in like a month and he had a problem taking it with no real lube. I told him to just take it – that he had told me not to be gentle…

Eventually he got used to my dick, but by that time I was starting to lose it a little. I fucked him a little bit, but just couldn’t stay all that hard. I pulled out and he whipped around and cleaned off my dick with a blowjob. That part turned me on, but didn’t help me get hard again, so I went back to rimming. Suprisingly rimming wasn’t working for me either, so started fingering his ass…

Long story short (since there’s not much to tell). I got hard a few more times and fucked him as hard as I could. One time I got hard for a pretty long time, gave him a good fuck (finally), but just couldn’t cum. With that fuck he jacked off a little and came on the towel I had under him.

So he got what he wanted (though not quite as intense as he probably wanted), but I didn’t cum.

[BTW, he was the first guy in a long time to ask me if I was actually neg. Lots of guys say they're neg in their profiles, and just take what I say in my profile as truth (or don't care).]

The weird part was I was plenty hard before he came, and afterwards I nearly came watching a video of a twink get double fucked, and then just couldn’t hold back when I watched a video of this Latino twink orgy with cum literally pouring out of the bottom’s ass – so I came all over myself with that one. It was sorta disappointing – I wanted the load up his ass, not on my chest.

Now I’m just not really in the mood to fuck for some reason – and there’s another top in town visiting that I’d like to tag a bottom with – been blowing him off, ’cause I’m just not in the mood. Hopefully that will change today…

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Well, with this fuck I hit 50 loads given so far this year. If things keep up I’ll hit 82 for the year… Not bad – way better than last year.

So this skinny Brazilian guy’s been hitting me up the past couple weeks on Manhunt, today I finally got to hookup with him. After doing the research study interview at CHEST I headed over to his place. When I saw the building I thought his place was going to be a miserable hell hole, but while it was really small it turned out to be not so bad…

He was a really sweet guy – skinny as a rail and somewhat child-like even though he was in his 30s… He was so happy I was hooking up with him… He wanted to put on a blindfold (he thought I was the only guy on the Internet who was also into blindfolds), but his building didn’t have a buzzer system so he put it on after we had met and chatted – it was more about him concentrating on the fuck rather than being an anonymous thing…

He took off his clothes pretty quickly he must have had a 27 or 28 inch waist and was so skinny he had a 6 pack – plus he was Latino – so he was definitely my type and I had zero problem popping a woodie. Before he put the blindfold on he pointed out where the lube and condoms were and then made it clear the condoms were completely optional.

We got down to business pretty quickly. He got on the bed and I pulled off his underwear and started eating out his ass. He was loving it – sorta whimpering and saying stuff I didn’t understand while I was eating him out. His ass was so skinny it was really pretty hot. His hole looked like it had gotten fucked a lot, which was fine with me – I like fucking sluts…

When I went to fuck him he wanted poppers. As soon as he had had a few really good inhales I started fucking him. I didn’t use any lube other than spit and he seemed to have a bit of trouble taking it so I went slow at first, but then when I got in nice and deep with his legs up over my shoulders I started fucking about as hard as I felt like. I could tell he’d just take it – he was happy to have me fuck him and would take whatever I gave him…

He kept whimpering and muttering things. Several times I thought I heard him saying “help me” followed by some other stuff, but I couldn’t really tell what it all was. It sounded like English (not Portuguese), but I couldn’t really get a handle on what he was saying.

I then flipped him over and kept fucking him. He felt really good. I could have cum several times but I took my time… I was getting hot and we were both sweating pretty profusely. Finally I just dumped my load deep in his ass…

Since my dog had eaten my pills, I didn’t have any help staying hard, but that wasn’t an issue. After I came I stayed hard for a while and kept slowly fucking him. I must have stayed in him 5 or 10 minutes and we just sorta cuddled.

This is when I really realized how child-like he was. I had sensed it for a while, but he was like a kid in a candy store or a kid who just opened the Christmas present he really wanted. At one point he said “I can’t believe you picked me“… He seemed really needy. In a way it was sweet, in another way I felt bad for him. He was literally fauning over me… I like sub bottoms, but he was a little over the top…

When we got up from cuddling he sucked me clean. While I figured he must be pretty clean since he didn’t have to clean me off before licking me click,  I wasn’t confident enough about that to felch his hole (I knew he had gotten home just a little before I got there and didn’t know how well he had douched)… Maybe next time on that one…

All in all a sweet guy who I definitely want to fuck again…

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I realize I haven’t been fucking enough (some of you are getting bored and I can see the traffic to the blog tapering off just slightly)… So I figured I’d step things up a bit and have a second hookup this week. But it’s not about the traffic I really don’t feel like I’m fucking enough unless I get in 2 or 3 holes a week…

There’s this Asian guy who’s been hitting me up who likes white bearish guys… He seemed like a nice guy and I kept meaning to hookup with him, but frankly, there are more bottoms than I have time to fuck and so timing and availability are an issue. [That said, why is it that when you really want to fuck someone no one is available - it's like feast or famine.] He told me he wanted me to wear my hood and my boots, so I grabbed those and after a work-related delay, I headed over.

He opened the door wearing just a leather jock strap and combat boots. He looked hotter than his pics, which is always a pleasant thing to find… I thought he’d be in the bedroom and I’d put the hood on just inside the door, but he was just inside the door – so much for the whole point of the hood. But who cares, he looked like a hot little fuck hole.

We started playing just inside the door. He stripped my t-shirt off me, and I put on my hood while he was sucking on my dick… Then I bent him over in the hallway and rimmed him. I gotta stop and mention that he had the smoothest softest skin… And he had zero body hair – it felt really sensual. His hole was pretty excellent as well… I got it nice and wet, stood up and started fucking him. But he wanted more than that so he broke it off and led me into the bedroom…

I could tell he wanted me out of my jeans, but that was just too much trouble. I just wanted to fuck. Now, if he has been a really good sub and gotten down and removed them for me (so I wasn’t falling all over myself doing it), I would have gone for it, but he didn’t so they stayed on (down around my ankles).

He kept blowing me, and as you might guess, I rimmed his hole, got it wet and shoved in (I’m predictable, aren’t I?) He felt great. It was like the inside of him was as silky smooth as the outside. I fucked him a bit on all fours, then flipped him over and looked in his eyes while I fucked him nice and deep. Like the guy the other day he had a huge grin on his face – only there was no pain when I slammed in nice and deep. He was a power bottom and that’s exactly what he was looking for…

As I got close and he knew I was about to cum, he grabbed a hold of me to make sure I didn’t pull out. It was a nice gesture but actually made it difficult to fuck (LOL). As if I’d pull out… He got a nice big load deep in his ass. Then we stayed with my dick in his hole until I got soft.

I could tell he wanted more than a quickie pump-and-dump but that’s pretty much where things stood at that point. He wanted to suck my dick, so of course I let him (with a warning to watch out ’cause it might be sensitive after cumming). He just put it in his mouth and let it sit there. It was like he wanted to drink my piss, but he had just told me that he was into getting pissed on and pissed up his ass, not drinking.

Eventually I got hard enough to face fuck him. Then I bent him over and felched his cummy hole. God it tasted great! Reminded me of the first time I (accidentally) felched cum at a sex club – I was rimming this smooth Asian ass on this hot thin twink, and he pushed out some of the cum inside him. It surprised me, but tasted really good…

I didn’t really have round two of fucking in me, so gradually things wound down and I left… He’s a good cumhole though – would definitely fuck him again.