So he comes over and he’s really hesitant, so I take the lead and rim his ass, then he gives me a blowjob. But when I go to lube up my dick and fuck him, he scoots away from my dick and tells me he doesn’t get fucked raw.

Now my Adam4Adam profile is really clear that I’m looking to bareback. I tell him as much and he says “I thought I was clear in my message”. “No, you weren’t clear. Trust me, if you had said anything like that I wouldn’t have had you come over.” He asked if I wanted him to leave and I said yes…

So he left.

I had taken a part of a pill, so now I’m all hard with no one to fuck.

He called and then came over. When he arrived I knew there was going to be a problem. Let’d just say he was short and Latin, but I wasn’t into him. His profile said he ws 38. I’d add about 10 years to that and he wasn’t aging all that well… I had him come in, showed him into the bedroom. We took off our clothes then I realized he was a smoker (who wanted to kiss)…

After a while, he sucked my dick a bit, but I wasn’t responding. I hadn’t taken a pill or anything ’cause I didn’t think I needed to ’cause I was pretty horny. But this guy just wasn’t doing anything for me. I figured I’d try to eat his ass to see if that would help. I went down only to find it didn’t smell all that clean. I sorta played at rimming, not wanting to get too serious if his hole was dirty…

I put a fair amount of spit on his hole, stood up and tried to fuck him. He said to go slow, but I just wasn’t getting in… So we went back to other stuff like him sucking my dick. Then we tried again and again I just wasn’t getting in. I wasn’t totally hard, but I was hard enough. So I fingered his hole and found he was incredibly tight. I think he was clenching, but who knows… Then as I was fingering him I felt shit up there…

That was the end of it. I said I didn’t think it was going to work and went into the bathroom to clean the lube off my dick. The had no intention of getting fucked. He didn’t clean out and he was clenching. And on top of that he didn’t do anything for me…

Hopefully I’ll find some decent ass tomorrow to make up for it…  ;)   At least I wasn’t the one who had to pay the bridge toll…

Sometimes sex just doesn’t go the way you want… Yesterday I had to go downtown to do a follow up visit for that study I’m participating in… I figured I’d get a hair cut and fuck someone before the study appointment.

The haircut went well - it was with a guy I’ve been wanting to have cut my hair, though he hummed off key most of the time - even when the radio station they had playing in the barber shop had a commerical with no music. Nice guy though, and a good haircut.

I had arranged to hookup with this guy before I went down, so I swung by his place. I knew he wasn’t totally my type, but his pics looked interesting - had sort of a Brawny man look to him in his pics. Well, I show up and it’s the same guy, but he doesn’t look like that any more - it was like he was a shadow of who he used to be… It was sorta sad to see…

The apartment was small and a mess. The small part is no problem, but it was dirty, with shit strewed all over the place. It was a beautiful day out and he had the windows closed and the shades drawn. 2 of the 3 drawers on his dresser were open and looked like they didn’t get closed much. This wasn’t a case of “I’ve been working really hard and the cleaning person is coming in tomorrow” - it was just dirty…

He mentioned two other guys had just left, but it hadn’t gone well with them. I probably should have left, but I figured I’d give it a little time and see how it went. I knew he was pretty oral and as soon as I had my dick out he was down on his knees sucking it. While he wasn’t careful enough with his teeth, he had great deep throat abilities. I could get my dick nice and deep and keep it there - he had no gag reflex and he was able to breathe through his nose.

I had limited time and just wanted to blow my load and leave. I reached for his ass and he stood up and bent over in a way that I had access to his hole, but then he squatted down again. The second time I reached for his hole he did the same thing, but then I broke off the oral and made it clear I wanted to fuck.

We lubed him up a bit and he got on all fours on the bed. I pushed in and he had a bit of a hard time taking my dick - said the other two guys hadn’t fucked him. I finally got in, but he kept pulling away from me. I really didn’t have much time, so I pushed him forward onto his belly and fucked him that way so he couldn’t pull off my dick.

As I was fucking him I was thinking about how he was just a hole to me - nothing more. It didn’t take long for me to be able to cum, and given the time and the fact that he wasn’t my favorite guy to fuck, I came as soon as I could, pulled out pretty quickly and left.

This bottom contacted me this weekend and really wanted to hookup with me. He had contacted me 18 months ago when I posted a Craigslist ad. Back then he really wanted to hookup as well, but didn’t want to take my load. So I filed him away in the “not ready” folder. Then he contacts me about 6 months later - still interested, but it doesn’t happen. Then he contacts me again this past January, and then this weekend. This guy knew what I was about and really wanted to hookup with me…

So tonight he asks if I can travel to Flatiron area, I check with my bf and head over. If you know Manhattan you know getting from Washington Heights to Flatiron takes a good 45 minutes, possibly more. I hurry as much as I can since he’s “staying late at work” to hookup with me.

That’s the other thing I forgot to mention - the guy has a boyfriend and the boyfriend thinks he’s hard at work (on the weekends, late at night, etc.)… When actually the guy has a private office and has people in to have sex…

Anyway, I get outside the building and my cell phone doesn’t have a signal for some reason and I have to call up to find out where he is in the building. Finally I get through and go up. He’s got this somewhat cute, but cramped corner office which is very private.

I unzip and put on one of those soft rubber cockrings. He seems to think it’s weird that I’m not taking off all my clothes, but getting my boots off is just too much trouble…

He’s described himself all sorts of different ways over the years, “Asian”, “Asian/Spanish”, but he looks like a Pacific Islander - nice beefy body - muscular with a bit of beef to him… Not a bad guy to hookup with…

So he gets on his knees and starts sucking me off. I’m nice and hard thanks to the cock ring and having taken a couple pills before leaving. He seemed to just want to suck, but I wanted to move it on to fucking, so I convinced him to let me rim him.

I bend him over a table and start eating out his ass. Nice ass - and he started really getting into it. He actually sorta leaned back into me, which makes it a little difficult for me since I need to come up for air to breathe. So I balance his weight with my hand so I’m able to pull my head away for air…

Things were looking good so far… Mind you he’s jacking his dick the entire time. I’m so hard I don’t even need to touch myself.

I get up, put some spit on his hole and some on my dick and shove in. He had told me it was a while since he’d been fucked and he seemed really tight. I can’t really get in the first or second try, but the third try I get in and just hold him there so he can get used to my dick.

But then the fucker cums and pulls off my dick. After the history with him not wanting to take my load I knew exactly what he had just done. It’s titillating for him to think about getting fucked raw and taking loads, but still, after 18 months, he’s not ready to do it. UGH…

I used his cum to lube up my dick, and tried really hard to convince him to let me fuck him. He asked if I’d fuck him with a condom. “No.” Then, after cleaning his cum off my dick with a paper towel, he got down on his knees and started blowing be again. He didn’t get that I wasn’t going to give him an oral load. I’ve come with blow jobs less than a handful of times in my life and one of those I was paid… I wasn’t going to do it with him after a bait-and-switch.

I’m pissed. I pull up my pants and leave. I should have said something pretty rough to him. If anything guys like that make me want to reveal their identities… But I’m a good guy and don’t (though there are plenty of clues in the description above)…

So then I start wondering who I could text to get a quick hookup. I try a cumhole I’ve been wanting to hookup with for a while, but he’s not available. I try another guy who I’m not sure who he is, but it’s a non-working number. Finally I settle on the guy I fucked the other day - the one who wanted to get an oral load… He had been hitting me up since then for another round. I knew he wanted an oral load, but would take it up the ass.

I get to his place and like before he drops to his knees in the hallway, just inside the door. The guy is an excellent cocksucker. At first I was worried I wasn’t going to get hard enough, but in no time he was choking on my dick. It was fun - I’d go from thrusting into the back of his throat, to holding him on me seeing how long he could take my dick down his throat…

The pig just loves to suck cock and he’s one of the best cocksuckers I’ve had in a while. It went on forever and at one point he said something about trying to get me to cum down his throat. What was so not going to happen - especially not after the first guy.

Eventually I start telling him I want to fuck him and feeling up his ass. It takes a while, but he gets the message. After sticking it in his ass in the hall briefly we move to the bed where he gets on all fours and I push him down on his stomach.

Besides being a good cocksucker the guy is super skinny - like emaciated. I sorta like guys like that, so it didn’t take me long to cum (especially not after the good blow job). The orgasm was sorta weird. I felt it coming, and felt like I was “leaking”, but it didn’t come, didn’t come, and finally sorta came. Then when I finally stopped it really came. Whatever - he got his ass flooded…

I then spent a few minutes slowly pumping in and out of his cummy hole. Felt really good… Then I turned him on his side and held him (in case he wanted to cum)…

It’s weird with him - in some ways he’s my type, in other ways he’s not. When he wanted to kiss (more than a peck on the lips), I tried to make it clear I didn’t want to. When he persisted, I said I had to go…

I washed off my dick, put on my pants and boots, and left…

At least the evening wasn’t a total wash out…

You know know how when you have a 3way sometimes one person feels left out, like the other two are more into each other than they are into the 3rd person? Well, I had one of those situations tonight and I was the odd man out. Thing is the bottom wasn’t into another guy, he was into his crappy video camera.

The bottom was someone who had first contacted me years ago. He moved back to the city a little while ago, but he was living in Queens so it wasn’t easy to hookup. I had been meaning to fuck him, so tonight I decided to drive out there ($3.50 toll each way).

I get there and he takes a while to answer the bell. Then when I get up to his apartment he tells me he fell asleep and he still needs to get ready for me. He seemed like a nice guy, he set me up with some porn on the TV, and went into his room for a bit and then into the bathroom to clean out.

In the middle of it he comes out, gives me a bit of a blow job, and asks if I mind if he shoots some video of it. Given the video I shot the other day, I was game. But his video camera wasn’t nearly as good as ours and had to be plugged in to both his laptop and power to work. Whatever… He goes away and finishes cleaning up.

Then he comes out and asks me if I mind if he does a booty bump. I have zero interest in drugs but for some reason I was like “whatever”. Then he had me actually give him the booty bump. That was a first for me (and a last).

So then he’s trying to set up the video camera and it’s not going well. I’ve been sitting there for like 30 minutes jacking off to porn and just want to fuck, but he’s obsessed about getting the video camera set up. It goes on and on… And video cameras do best when there’s plenty of light (and minimal shadows), but he wanted to turn most of the lights off. That meant the picture quality was really low.

After rimming a bit, we finally I start fucking him. Given that I’ve been jacking for so long I feel like I’m going to cum after like two strokes. I pull out and I actually cum a little on is hole, but it wasn’t a full load (I hadn’t cum in 4 days), so I’m hoping to myself that that won’t mess things up when I actually want to cum. The little bit I came did make for good lube.

We fuck a bit more - finding a position that works for both of us plus the video camera was pretty difficult. The whole time he’s completely obsessed with the video camera despite the fact that the video that’s being captured is clearly pretty aweful. I keep suggesting we just forget the video camera and just fuck, but he just keeps futzing with the camera…

Finally I put the camera down, get him on his belly and just fuck him. I really didn’t give a shit about the camera at this point and just wanted to unload. It didn’t take all that long before I felt it coming. I could tell I was shooting a nice big load up his butt.

We pull out and he futzes with the camera a little more. I see a big ‘ol dildo on the couch that he had brought out. Put a little elbow grease on it and start trying to shove it up his ass. He manages to take it (mentions it’s not his biggest one). While we’re playing with the dildo he mentioned that it cost him $150 - that going to The Leatherman while your high can be expensive, but it was his favorite dildo so it wasn’t a complete loss…

While we’re playing with the dildo he’s having a problem keeping my load in, so he wanted to videotape it pouring out. We set things up and he squats and starts pushing the load out. The video was crappy, but still hot because just when I thought it was over, he’d push more out - it went on and on… The cum was mixed in with a bit of lube, but still - it really was a huge load…

We play a little more, then I went to take a piss and afterwards say I need to leave (it had been an hour and a half since I had arrived, which is pretty long for me). I ask him to e-mail me a copy of the video of the cum coming out of his ass (he’s forgotten we actually captured it), he asks for my e-mail and I tell him. He recognizes the e-mail address and says - “You have that web site, right?” I say, “yeah, that’s me”… So there’s a good chance he’s going to read this. I doubt he’ll like what he reads, but all I can say is quit the drugs - you’ll be a much better fuck…

Me: “Where are you located?” (since his ad just said “downtown”)

Him: “im in chelsea teens/7th ave you and your stats”

Me: “39, 6′, 230, 8″, white. we’ve corresponded before-check past emails for my pics. I’m close and can stop by in a little bit if you want…”"

Him: “hey dont see an old email from you but im HOT and HORNY you wanna CUM over or send me a DICK pic… do you know what I look like?”

Me: “What’s you address - I’ll be there in a few minutes… and yeah, I know what you look like you sent me a lot of emails trying to get me to fuck you… ;)”

Him (again): “hey im ready where r u CUM and Get it”

Me: “16 & 7 what’s your address?“

Him: “Kewl its 6pm now what time,I will send you my addy”

Me: “Not asking a third time… I WAS looking for NOW. the games are really tiring…”

I give up, sign out of mail and send a text message to a guy who gave me his cell number and told me to call him whenever I was looking to fuck, but he texts back that he’s off to a Project Runway party (which I didn’t really understand until I got home and my boyfriend was watching the first show of the new season - great crop of designers BTW).

So I check my e-mail one more time and he had finally sent me his address… I send a message back saying I’ll be there in a bit.

I arrive and it’s a ‘modest’ apartment (nothing particularly wrong with that- some cumholes live in real dives) . In the pic he had sent me he had really short hair, but now it was really long. We played around a bit, he sucked my cock. I wanted to rim him and he cleaned off the lube he had put on his hole. The whole time he’s trying to talk dirty and a lot of what he’s saying is focused on the fact that he’s black and I’m white. I can definitely get into the whole racial thing, but the way he was going about it wasn’t really doing it for me.

Then I went to fuck him… We’re both standing - he’s bent over a desk. Thing is his legs are longer than mine and my dick comes to a point about 2 inches below his hole. I can get in his hole, but not comfortably and I’m not in the mood to stand on my tip toes to fuck him (been there, done that - no fun…) I ask him to lower his ass, he doesn’t get it. I then push down (pretty hard) on his lower back and he stays right where he is. I move him around to the couch thinking that might be better. No luck. I have him lay on his stomach and he manages to lay in a way that’s awkward for me.

I’m so over the hookup and my dick is almost too soft to fuck. Then he says (still talking dirty) “You like your hard dick in a black hole, don’t you?” I’m thinking - Guy, can’t you notice I’m soft? What’s the talk about my hard dick? It’s not hard!

At that point I give up. I say “it’s not working for me”, pull up my pants, put on my jacket, grab my bag and leave…

For someone who I think (based on his Craigslist postings) gets fucked a lot - he’s a really bad bottom…

I’m out-of-town for a few days in a small city in the south… God I love NY… There’s just a weird karma down here… Mind you parts of it are so charmingly stereotypical - like the woman on the plane saying “Thank you so much…” just like Kyra Sedgwick - and then the waitress last night would could have been Kyra Sedgwick’s younger sister…

I’m finding it funny reading profiles that say “I’m just a country guy who’s recently moved to the city”. Guys - this place barely passes for a City. I know - I spent two hours walking “downtown” when I got a bit lost today (until I realized I had Google Maps on my cell phone). The place is a wasteland. I finally found the “good” part of downtown only to see boarded up buildings there too… Yes, there’s a nice part of the city and it’s quaint and charming, but lets just say you need to stay in the numbered streets and they seem to stop at 4th Street.

And the choice of men isn’t much better… It’s been a long time since my bf and I spent days apart and I was hoping for a little action. The thing is, the guys just aren’t all that hot (IMO). My bf might think so - he likes beefy/stocky/chubby white guys, but that’s not my type. And the black guys down here are different too - there’s more shades of brown in NY, and a different attitude (which is true for white guys as well)…

Whatever. Anyway, I tried one… It was an OK experience, he looked mostly black, was a little chubby but not too bad… Unfortunately he took off his shirt… I needed to fuck and I did, and I came in his ass. But then he wanted to keep going and I just wanted it to be over. I tried to play along, and finally he jacked off onto my chest - a lot of cum - my belly was covered in cum and it was dripping all over the place… But I was just glad when he left.

So that’s about it. Wish it were better, but whatever…

I text him as I’m leaving, then I show up, buzz the bell, someone lets me in, I walk up a flight of stairs. The guy said he’d be naked in his bedroom, butt up, but the door wasn’t ajar and when I tried it (gently) it was locked. A guy immediately opened the door, but he didn’t look anything like the pics of the guy I’m supposed to meet - he just wasn’t attractive at all. Not butt ugly, but definitely below average. On top of everything he looked a bit confused. I asked “Are you expecting me?”, he said “No”, so I said “Sorry, I must have the wrong place” and I left…

I get out to the street and start texting the guy, but figure what the hell, I’ll call him… When I call his number I get “The PCS Subscriber you called is temporarily not in service.” I’m pretty sure if he was just out of range I would have heard something about “cannot be located”, not “temporarily not in service”.

I’m wondering who the guy was who answered the door and what his relationship was to the guy I was supposed to meet. I think there’s a good chance he was the guy, but one of those guys who never gets anyone ’cause he doesn’t look anything like his pics. Or he’s someone the guy knew. The address I had gone to was a a few blocks from what I had remembered his address was when we had talked about hooking up before - but close enough that I thought I might have been wrong in what I remembered.

Curiously, in the past he had given me an address that was on the same block that the blogger ‘confessions of a bareback top‘ had told me he lived on - and the pics of him and ‘confessions’ were similar enough that I thought they might be the same person. Who knows, maybe the guy who answered the door was ‘confessions’…

UPDATE:

It’s now early Feb ‘08 and I’m convinced the guy who told me to come over was ‘Confessions’. The profile of the guy says he’s in the UK, and Confessions had a post last week asking where to go in the UK… The question is whether he was just jerking me and gave me the wrong address and phone number and had me show up at some apartment other than his. That’s what I think probably happened - although the guy who answered the door could have been him… I don’t really know.

In other words, I may not know if the guy who answered the door was Confessions, but I can say that Confessions was the same guy who for years wanted to take my load (he literally used the word “begging” when he’d ask me to fuck him). Sheds a whole new light on him - seems like all these things he says he’s doing to bottoms are actually things he wants done to himself…

He’s been a total prick lately in our private communications, but I still have a soft spot for him… If he’d chill out a bit, and possibly take my load, all would be forgiven…

I was seriously horny yesterday… I hadn’t jacked off and was supposed to hookup with the guy who lives near where I work on my way to work, but he didn’t answer when I called to confirm. Then I contacted the bisexual guy who goes around fucking women and getting fucked by guys in the work van his company has him working out of. I fucked him in Decemer and he seemed up for it yesterday, but then he never set up a definite time. (Incidentally he mentioned the load I gave him back then was the only time he’s gotten cum in his ass…)

So I posted on Craigslist hoping to find someone to fuck on the way home from work. A few guys responded and I picked the guy who seemed like your normal, average bear (the other guys seemed like freaks)…

I show up at his place and the apartment number wasn’t on the door, and the door didn’t look like it was ajar, like he said it would be. But I push on the door and it swings open, look around and he’s bent over the ottoman. He was bigger than I expected, really big in fact. I thought about just leaving, but I was horny and needed to cum. Needless to say I wasn’t going to do anything other than fuck the guy…

He had told me that he didn’t have lube so spit would have to do. I start jacking off, but he’s not really doing it for me. I get a little hard, but not completely so I grab the base of my dick to get it hard enough to get in. I try to get it in his hole, have a little trouble, but finally get in. He starts trash talking (you know the type), doesn’t bother me, but not my style.

I’m fucking him less than a minute when I feel like I’m going to cum (I really needed to cum). It’s funny sometimes cumming is actually the last part of the orgasm, but I get “that feeling”, slow down, nothing comes out, and then I cum… Whatever - he got my load… I pump in an out another couple times and then pull out.

He seems pretty confused as to why I’m leaving. Says something about spraying over him (was he looking for piss? don’t know), I just zip up and leave.

Despite the fact that he got my load and he sent me a thank you e-mail, it had to be pretty bad sex for him. It’s not like I’d want to fuck him again - he was just a hole to get me off…

But I think not jacking off may be the way to go to be able to cum when I’m fucking guys… So I’ll try that for a while and see how it goes…

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Since the time I fucked the latin guy I’ve see him sporatically advertising on Craigslist for similar anonymous pump-and-dumps, but he didn’t get back to me quickly, so I went with the Eastern European guy. I figured I’d try a new hole… Thing is, even before I left I knew it wasn’t going to work out. I hadn’t eaten and when my blood sugar is low I don’t do so well, and I was a bit tired, etc… But I thought, what the hell…

I show up at his place and he’s naked on the bed, face down… Good enough body, but not great… Unlike the buppie, there’s easy acess to his hole (doesn’t have a big butt). So I start rimming him and he’s loving it and he’s pretty verbal. Thing is, I wasn’t getting hard. I almost always get hard when I’m rimming a bottom in a anonymous pump-and-dump, but this just wasn’t working for me, for whatever reason.

I try fucking him, but his hole’s a bit tight and dry and I’m not hard enough. I get it in, but keep slippig out ’cause he’s fairly tight… After a few different attempts I give up, he rolls over and jacks off pretty quickly.

Oh well… Guess I should have gone with the latin guy…

Tonight a 22 y.o. latin guy contacted me on Adam4Adam and said he was in the neighborhood and looking to hookup. His pics were hot enough, though he didnt have a body pic - just face pics. His profile mentioned “safe” twice so I told him I don’t use condoms ’cause they make me go soft. He didn’t really respond to that part, but we exchanged details and he came over. He asked if I had poppers and I said yes…

When he got here he was cute enough, though a bit hyper and wearing these baggy clothes that make it so you couldn’t see what his body was like. We got down to business pretty quickly. He turned out to have a bit of a belly, but I just wanted to fuck, so after we exchanged short blow jobs I moved on to his hole. I could tell he really liked getting rimmed. Then when I got up, I was totally hard (rimming does that for me), and he blew me some more.

Then I started lubing up my dick and he asked if I had a condom. I said ‘no’ (a lie - my bf has some), so he goes over to his pants and fishes around for one. Takes him a while but he finally finds one. I remind him that I go soft with condoms and he’s like “won’t you at least try?” “Ah… No…” I should have just thrown him out at that point, but I didn’t. I thought I’d be nice, so I went back to eating out his hole while he jacked off. Then he blew me some more and I fingered his hole until he blew his load.

After he was gone I was cleaning up and realized that there was only one bottle of poppers. I had just opened the other bottle that night and they were good ones - Jungle Juice Platinum - big bottle too… I looked all around and they were nowhere to be found. The little fuck had stolen them. UGH! I guess it could have been worse - he could have stolen my bf’s iPod or something…

I was aching to bust my nutt, ’cause I hadn’t cum in 5 days, so I posted the following ad on Craigslist

Want a 5 day load in your ass?

Need to cum badly, but wanna fuck and seed some ass…

If you can hookup this morning, let me know.

I’m 38 GWM, total top, stocky build (6′ 225), 8″ cut, neg

You should be HIV NEGATIVE and love to get fucked raw (bb) and take loads. Anything from skinny to a couple extra pounds is good, prefer my age or younger.

Had a few responses one was this eager Italian guy. He was older than me, not completely my type, but seemed really submissive and like he might be a good fuck, so I invited him over. In our conversations he seemed really nervous about taking a load - it was going to be his first…

Anyway, he came over, he seemed like had a general nervous personality, but also really submissive and eager to please. His body was nice for a guy his age and he had a fury muscular chest.

At the same time he seemed like a total freak. He brought along something like 6 bottles of poppers and kept sniffing them every 30 seconds. We started by him giving me a blow job. He knew he was going to get fucked raw and take my load and asked a few times whether I was really neg. The blow job felt good, but since I hadn’t cum in 5 days and didn’t want to cum in his mouth, I had to stop him after a while.

I had him lay on the floor on his belly on a towel. He asked again whether I was really neg… As I got in his ass it felt really good. The feeling, combined with not cumming in 5 days and having a good blow job leading up to the fuck made me cum after a couple of strokes. I didn’t say anything and tried to keep fucking him, but then after a little bit I went soft, so I stopped. I was a little embarrassed that I’d cum so quickly, but what could I do?

When I pulled out and it was clear I couldn’t keep going, he was visibly disappointed. He asked if I came and I said ‘yes’ and he seemed even more disappointed. He said something about how he had hoped taking a load in his ass for the first time would be more special. That made me feel really bad, but what could I do - that’s just how things went down… I mean I hadn’t cum in 5 days and desperately needed to cum…

He asked again if I was sure I was neg…

I had mixed feelings about it after the fact. I like giving guys their first load, but it didn’t go the way either of us had hoped. Yet he had gotten my load, which was a big step for him. But he was also a bit of a freak… Between all the bottles of poppers and constantly asking if I was neg - it set a weird tone to the hookup… Still, I was his first load and that’s worth something…