So my bottom was doing pretty well by the time the gangbang came along. He had gotten 3 loads pretty quickly the night before and 4 that morning (including mine). Just before the gangbang he realized that having breakfast may have been a mistake so he went to douche. The other bottom (an older black guy) showed up a few minutes early and when he heard my bottom had had a full breakfast just before a gangbang he rolled his eyes. The more experienced bottom hadn’t eaten anything but a danish in two days and wasn’t planning on eating much of anything for the rest of the weekend. That’s actually pretty typical of cum dumps at events like that – they just stop eating a day or so before the event so they don’t have to worry about being dirty. I know Jayson Park had told me as much – he wasn’t eating anything either.

2pm came and it was officially the start of the gangbang and my bottom boy was still getting brown water when he douched, so the older more experienced bottom told him to use cold water when he douched and that seemed to do the trick.

The first top arrived while my bottom was still cleaning out, but the black bottom sucked his dick and things were off and starting… Then my bottom was finally done douching and more tops started arriving. I can’t really give a blow-by-blow since it’s all a bit of a blur, but I’ll give some highlights…

When I did the gang bang at IML I noticed that the white bottom was getting a lot more loads than the mixed race bottom. And the same thing happened at this gang bang – my bottom had something like 6 loads in him before the black bottom got his first load. Usually guys of color will at least fuck the bottom who’s of color, but in one case this huge black guy came in and completely ignored the black bottom and just went for the white boy. I know my bottom probably wishes the guy hadn’t been so into him ’cause the top managed to hurt one of the bottom’s ribs when he had him on his belly and was pounding him.

Sexual preference is what it is. I’m not faulting guys for liking who they like as much as observing that it’s not all that easy to be a gay man of color – white boys often get a lot more sex. When it was all said and done my bottom got 8 loads and the black guy got 4 loads. Some of the 4 loads came because my bottom needed to take a break (after the huge black top hurt him)…

About 16 or 17 tops had showed up and obviously a few didn’t give a load. One was this older guy who just didn’t fit in very well. I could tell he was harmless so didn’t force the point and ask him to leave. The bottoms were ignoring him and that was doing the trick. However, right in the middle of the gangbang there was a knock on the door and he went to answer it. I stopped him and answered the door myself and I was really glad I did – it was the maid asking if we wanted the room cleaned! What horrible timing. I said I just needed some clean towels and she went and got some for me. Afterwards I realized my fly was down the whole time I was interacting with her – but that was a lot better than the old naked guy answering the door…

That means my bottom was now up to 15 loads. 12 since he woke up that day, and the 15 came in about a 26 hour period. His record before was 9 loads in a day. I was hoping to get at least 25 loads up him over the weekend, so he was doing well so far in that regard.

In hindsight the loads at the gangbang were the last loads my bottom took – something changed in him and he stopped being a cum hungry slut – but more about that in later posts…

Things have been busy/crazy and I need to write up what’s been going on before I forget…

Friday I was planning on leaving NYC at 9am so I’d get into DC around 1pm, but that didn’t happen. I had worked until 9:45pm the night before getting stuff ready for one of my sponsors. I manage their hosted blogs and they wanted to announce a new tube-style porn blog I’d been working on for them (MilkYourBone.com). Unfortunately they had all this content I had to go through and they got it to me at the last minute so I couldn’t have one of the guys who does work for me take care of it.

Long story short that put me way behind. I should have spent the afternoon getting ready – our cleaning guy moved out of town a few weeks ago, so I had to do laundry on top of everything else… All of it got pushed to the next day – the day I was supposed to leave at 9am. Bottom line I left NYC 5 1/2 hours after I intended to leave. And because I didn’t leave when I  planned traffic wasn’t as good as I had hoped and the trip took a bit longer than expected.

So I got in at 7pm instead of 1pm which sorta fucked things up. I really wanted to videotape me fucking someone that afternoon, but that wasn’t going to happen. I had just enough time to deal with all the e-mails and try to relax a bit before the bottom arrived.

Actually Jayson Park came over for a bit in the middle of all that. We hung out and talked. He was doing a porn shoot for Dick Wadd later that night, so I knew he wasn’t up for really getting fucked – his hole had to stay in good shape so the shoot went well for him. He was looking really hot. It’s like he doesn’t have an ounce of fat on him – and his butt – my god, his butt was so little, perky and fuckable… Anyway, at one point I touched him (’cause I couldn’t keep my hands off him), then we were kissing, then I wanted to rim him, so I pulled down his pants and started eating out his primo hole. Well, hard dick, great ass… Next thing you knew my dick was up his hole. It wasn’t a real fuck though. For starters I knew he had the shoot later and didn’t want to do anything that would mess that up (though I should have used something other than spit). And second, I had this crazy idea that the only loads I’d give this weekend would be ones I videotaped… So I just sorta play fucked him and then pulled out and we went back to hanging out.

He had to run, then there was a bottom from NYC who I’ve been meaning to fuck who was having a gangbang. I went over to his room about an hour after the gangbang was supposed to have started and when I went in he was the only one there. He was head down (blindfolded?) with his ass in the air. There was a sign near the door where tops were supposed to make a mark when they gave him a load. Only one top had made a mark. However, when I went to rim him his hole was totally cummy. In fact it tasted pretty incredible. I didn’t suck his hole ’cause it’s a little rude to take loads out of a cum dump that’s getting gangbanged, but there was plenty of cum on the outside of his ass… I fucked him for a bit and kept pulling out and cleaning off the cum I’d worked out of his ass. Thing was, I just wasn’t ready to cum right then.

At that point I was hard and wondering if there were other holes to fuck, so I walked all the floors in the hotel, but it just wasn’t happening yet. Then I went downstairs and had a beer, but when not much was happening there either I came back up to finish unpacking.

The boy arrived before I was done unpacking. I had just gone out for drinks with him a couple days before – didn’t really know him, though I knew he was a decent guy and got into taking lots of loads. I also sorta suspected that he wasn’t as submissive as I was really looking for and honestly that’s been a bit of an issue this weekend, but more on that later (nothing major – just little things).

Of course bottom boy comes into the room for a weekend of fucking – he wanted my dick and I wanted his hole so we fucked a bit, but like with Jayson, it was just play fucking. I wanted him to get my load when I was videotaping it… After he settled in a bit we went downstairs for a beer. This was actually his first leather event (hadn’t even been to a real leather bar) so he was a bit nervous.

After the beer we decided to go over to a bear event at a bar near by that someone told me had a darkroom. I’m not all that into bears, but I figured I might be able to get my dick in some holes and get a few loads for my boy. We walked over only to find the place was dead, so we left and came back to the hotel. We could have gone to a sex party we knew about but both of us were too tired to bother with a sex party that had a $15 cover and required driving.

By that time the hotel was a bit like a bathhouse. I put a blue hanky on the door knob and left it ajar and guys started looking in and then a few came in. The first two seemed like a couple. They were pretty hot, and the top was pretty aggressive. He wanted to fuck with a condom but I said I didn’t have any (there were actually the two from the registration bag – but they were in the trash by that point). The aggressive top kept trying to force my head down to suck his dick, but I don’t suck dick by force, so that wasn’t happening. However, I fucked the bottom raw with the two of them watching and they were into it, but didn’t want to do it themselves.

They left and then this top came in. Older guy with a nice dick. He wanted to fuck with a condom too, but had brought his own. My bottom indicated it was OK (he just wanted to get fucked), so I let the top fuck him. The fucking brought other guys into the room who wanted to watch, etc. Eventually the safe sex top wasn’t cumming and the condom was hurting the bottom so we had him stop. He left pretty quickly then I figured I’d show the others what the bottom really wanted and started fucking him raw. When I pulled out one of them took my place.

At that point things started getting hot and heavy. Guys would come in and out of the room, tops were fucking the bottom. At one point there was a 10 or 15 minute stretch where three guys blew their loads in the bottom in rapid succession. It was like a breeding frenzy – very hot…

Then this hot tattooed bottom I’d been chatting up online comes into the room and this whole group of guys sorta followed him in. He was the hot piece of meat that everyone wanted to fuck (including me). I felt up his ass and it was cummy, so I shoved my dick in, but I just fucked him for a bit and then passed him off to another top. The problem was the energy in the room changed and it was sorta out of control (in a bad way), so I closed the door so other guys couldn’t get in, and then was sorta happy when the hot piece of meat decided to leave and everyone followed him out.

UPDATE: The “hot piece of meat” mentioned the encounter on his blog:

I found out that a couple of rooms further down the hallway from my room there was a bb gangbang going on (open door, blue hanky on the door knot), organized by rawTOP (u know who I am talking about). We have been chatting online and exchanged phone numbers because I am just SO turned on by his blog, his videos and his stories. But for some reason he does not seem too much into me or not very eager to fuck my cunt and breed me because it takes him FOREVER to get back to me via text or mail (if he gets back to me at all). But I decided to check that little party out. There was one bottom being fucked by rawTOP and some tops around him waiting for their turn. As I entered the room I realised there were some guys following me – NICE! I bend over the bed and rawTOP was the first one who fucked my ass for some minutes (FINALLY!!) before he handed me over to some other fucker (at this time I did not really care who fucked my so I can’t tell what the guys looked like). After sometime I felt a little akward because I had the feeling I was crashing a party I was not really meant to be at: All the fuckers turned towards my ass and I felt uncomfortable. I LOVE cum up my ass but it did not feel right to steal all the fuckers from that other bottom and fuck up rawTOPs gangbang. So I decided to leave.

[For the record: I'm totally into the guy and would love to give him a proper fuck some time! (And videotape it too!)]

At that point we were both pretty tired and decided to go to bed. The bottom had gotten 3 loads in him pretty quickly, and I had gotten my dick in 4 holes, so it was a decent start to the weekend.

As we went to bed I cuddled with the bottom a bit, but he seemed really distant. I was having a really hard time reading him and days later as I write this I still don’t think I really understand him – just understand bits and pieces of him poorly… Looking back I’d say there are times when he seems to build a bit of an emotional protective wall between him and the other person. He doesn’t seem to mind it when the person uses him sexually, but he doesn’t give much of anything other than his body to the person. So as I was cuddling him, he didn’t respond, but didn’t complain either. It’s been a long time since I’ve cuddled with a bottom and gotten zero response. It was a bit odd…

Well, I had the gangbang I was planning… I didn’t really know how many guys would show up. All in all I’d estimate about 180 guys said they were interested in coming, but some of them signed up a month before, others flights got in late, or they got stuck in traffic or whatever – and on top of everything else IML is a busy and competitive place sexually. The fact that 30 came isn’t – that’s 1 in 6. On regular gangbangs I think 1 in 3 is sorta the norm…

There was one top who came really really early – over his lunch hour, he was hot as shit but no bottoms were available. But that made me think turnout was going to be really good.

I’m not going to go into all the details, but the first detail is Tonynside didn’t show up after promising me he was totally into it, etc. For a bottom not to show up to a gangbang is sorta inexcusable. So, since I thought I could have easily had 60 guys here I went scrambling for another bottom and found Keiffer1 who said he was cleaned out and ready.

A 20 y.o. journalism student contacted me a couple months ago – said he was working on a story about barebacking so since he was in Chicago I suggested he watch the gangbang. He arrives early and it’s almost comical how he’s dressed. He looks like he thought he was going to a party at a yacht club or something… He’s got a buttoned down shirt, jeans that have the bottoms rolled up a bit showing his ankles, and trendyish white shoes… It was ALL wrong for an IML gangbang. But he was a sweet guy and the contrast was almost funny.

The first guy to arrive was about 20 minutes early and seemed high as a kite. He pulled out his dick and it was huge and thick. He started fucking the one bottom that was there – the guy in the adjoining room to mine – HotBttmTO. Then it started getting busy. The other bottoms showed up and quite a few tops.

The first guy who showed up (the guy who was high) seemed to want to bottom and since there were more tops than bottoms I let him get fucked for a while – until we realized that he wasn’t completely clean at which point I had to tell him to stick to topping or leave at which point he left.

Keiffer1 left early. He had come with a top and they said they wanted to take a break. Later he said he went to his room and fell asleep. I tend to think he got a bit overwhelmed by being the focus of a gangbang. But it was a last minute thing on his part and he was there during a critical moment when I needed bottoms, so no big deal.

When Keiffer1 left I was a bit panicked ’cause I was down to two tops and had lots of tops in the room, so I went online to find another bottom in the hotel. Didn’t find one but that was OK ’cause things sorta went down to a more manageable level shortly thereafter. There was even a couple of lulls where it was just the four of us – me, the two bottoms, and the student.

As far as loads, I think Blt2BFckd got the first load, but then it was neck and neck for a while there with Blt2BFckd and HotBttmTO. I think Keiffer1 got three loads before he left. But then HotBttmTO was the first to get a truly cummy ass and at that point more and more tops started cumming in him and Blt2BFckd started getting sorta jealous. I also sorta wonder if part of it was racial. Blt2BFckd is mixed race, HotBttmTO is white. I see a subtle form of racism all the time in how easy it is for me to hookup and how difficult it is for my boyfriend…

There was one top who came in at a point where HotBttmTO was way ahead. The top was mostly interested in Blt2BFckd, but HotBttmTO was REALLY interested in him to the point where he was trying to get the attention of the top as he was fucking Blt2BFckd. But the thing is, HotBttmTO had another top fucking him and a completely cummy ass. I was thinking “dude – don’t be so greedy – let the other guy get a load for a change…” It was sorta funny to watch. I ran into the top down in the leather mart today – he was working at the Dick Wadd Fetish booth. I asked and he was just volunteering – doesn’t work for them and hasn’t been in any of their videos. He seemed really into me, and also came across as really submissive. And he was Latino, which I hadn’t realized. If I see him again maybe I’ll take it a step further and see if I can’t play with him. But his being Latino strengthens my contention that there was something racial going on – with the white tops preferring the white bottom, where the mixed race bottom was doing best with guys of color.

As far as me – early on I was just about to cum in Blt2BFckd, but I held back. I’ve told myself 1000 times to never hold back, but it was early in the gangbang and I hadn’t even fucked Keiffer1 yet, so I did hold back. That was a mistake. I had only slept for 4 1/2 hours the night before and as the temperature went up in the room and I got more tired, my ability to cum decreased. I actually sorta wonder if I didn’t cum a little in Blt2BFckd. That does happen with me when I try to hold back. But I made up for it later that night, but that’s another blog post…

All said and done about 30 tops showed up. I had the journalism student work the door and take a load count as people left. The funny part was some guys couldn’t remember forgot who they had given their load to, so tracking the load count was a little imperfect and the numbers I’m about to give are a bit conservative – some of the guys may have gotten slightly more… HotBttmTO got about 13 loads (the cum was literally pouring out of his ass – tasted really good too!), Blt2BFckd got about 9 loads, and Keiffer1 got about 3 loads. So all in all, a pretty good gangbang…

Well, I’m going to IML in a little over a week, and decided to host a couple parties in my hotel room. The first one is a pump-and-dump with 3 bottoms the very first evening of IML – Thursday the 21st from 5:30pm to 7:00pm. The idea is the first load is what all bottoms want – it’s the biggest load, thick and creamy… Later in the weekend tops will be blowing small and watery loads. My goal is to have some awesome cummy asses to felch… (after giving one of them my load)…

Here are the bottoms…

HotBttmTO

This is the bottom I hung out with a bit last year – the one I did the popular whipping video of, and the one who wrote the post about his decision to start taking all loads when he was testing HIV negative. We’re getting adjoining rooms this year.

It’s been interesting to watch him change over the past year or two. Two years ago he was trying to serosort. Then a little over a year ago he took a few poz loads from undetectable guys. Then at the last IML  he started taking loads without asking status, but only wanted tops who had a dominant attitude (usually total tops). But over the past year he’s been going on sex vacations (like the one where he went to Dore Alley and wanted loads) and now it’s all about quantity of loads rather than quality. His goal for IML this year is to see how many loads he can get – he just wants to be a cum dump…

Blt2BFckd

This is probably the most eager of the bottoms… When I was deciding who to have as bottoms he sent me constant messages saying how much he wanted to be chosen, and now he’s sending multiple e-mails a day with questions and whatnot… Definitely eager to take as many loads as possible.

He’s the oldest (50), but built like a little tank… I’m guessing he’ll be really competitive and work hard to earn the tops’ loads…

Tonynside

30 y.o., last tested neg in July, not sure of his status but thinks he’s probably poz. I’ve seen his face pic and the guy is incredibly hot – a masculine, beefy jock type…

I haven’t had all that much communication with him and hope he’s for real, ’cause he’s totally hot… If he bails I’ll be looking for someone his age or younger – a twink would be hot…

So far 60 tops have signed up to come. I’m hoping that number climbs to about 90 by the time of the party. If 1/3rd show up that’s 30, which is about 10 loads per bottom on average. It will be interesting to see who gets the most loads… A little competition is a good thing, right?

What I’m really looking forward to is having three cummy asses to felch… I’m going to be a little greedy in that respect…

If you’re interested in attending (as a top) request an invite on BarebackRT, or send me an e-mail.

I’m also going to host a blackout party Sunday night…

Bottom line, my sex life will start getting interesting again pretty soon…

Got the following message tonight…

Hey Rawtop. I’ve been a long time fan of your blog.My Daddy has decided that he wants to watch me take as many loads as possible this Thursday @ Noon at my place in Antioch, Ca. (About 40 minutes from San Francisco). I’m looking for hung white and latin men to breed my hole.

The last time I had a gangbang was when I was 19 (Im 24 now) and my Daddy had 24 men over to fuck me (unfortunately with Condoms).

Attached is my pic… I’m 6′2″ 180 brown hair, blue eyes, 7″ cut thick bottom. Love to deep throat and service hung Daddy types.

Thanks Stud! Wish I lived in NY… I would take your loads everyday!

That’s sorta a weird time for a gangbang, but who knows – maybe they’ll have it going all night or something… [BTW, Antioch is East of San Francisco - go through Oakland and keep going.]

Here’s his pic…

A guy I’ve been meaning to hookup with asked me to post that he’s looking to get gangbanged on Saturday starting at 10pm… He describes himself as “38, 5′10, 175, hairy chest, beard, good shape, good deep throater and very willing ass”. He’s located in the 130s near Broadway. I’m going to try to make it…

If you’re interested, you can contact him at nycmann@gmail.com