Hey Rawtop. I’ve been a long time fan of your blog.My Daddy has decided that he wants to watch me take as many loads as possible this Thursday @ Noon at my place in Antioch, Ca. (About 40 minutes from San Francisco). I’m looking for hung white and latin men to breed my hole.

The last time I had a gangbang was when I was 19 (Im 24 now) and my Daddy had 24 men over to fuck me (unfortunately with Condoms).

Attached is my pic… I’m 6′2″ 180 brown hair, blue eyes, 7″ cut thick bottom. Love to deep throat and service hung Daddy types.

Thanks Stud! Wish I lived in NY… I would take your loads everyday!

That’s sorta a weird time for a gangbang, but who knows - maybe they’ll have it going all night or something… [BTW, Antioch is East of San Francisco - go through Oakland and keep going.]

Here’s his pic…

If you’re interested, you can contact him at nycmann@gmail.com

I just turned 19 this past week and as a promised birthday gift to myself, I am going to be staying in a hotel room all tonight, through Monday, and all of Tuesday, lubed and ready to take as many BB, RAW loads from as many men as possible!

I want to learn what it means to be a cum dump bottom willing to get fucked long, hard, and often, by a record number of men!

I have only been fucked by 2 men in my life and after this is over, I want that number to be huge! The more men, the better! I am 19 and neg.

I am willing to take all loads and be the true cum dump that I am!! Email pics for my location!!

Who knows if it’s for real, if he’s only been fucked by two guys I’m sorta doubting it is… Or maybe he did post it ’cause it’s his fantasy, but not sure a guy like that would follow through and actually do it.

Any tops in SF want to check it out to see if he’s actually going through with it? Should be a hot fuck from the looks of it…

I get down there and this cute cub greets me at the door. It’s a small hotel room and they were in the middle of filming the top who was just before me. He was this massive black guy - very hot. Max waved ‘hi’ and they continued on…

The room was stifling hot ’cause it was small and there were 6 people (plus me) and really bright, hot lights for filming. On top of that I had taken a part of one of my pills and was feeling a little flush which just exaggerated the heat. I went into the bathroom to get ready and found it was the coolest place there. I put on the cock ring and sat down on the edge of the tub and waited.

The black guy was taking his time cumming… After about 10 minutes I checked my dick ’cause I was worried the cock ring was a little tight and didn’t want to have a purple dick. Then I saw it - a blood vessel had burst on the top of my dick and it created a big dark spot, and there was a smaller one next to it. It was just in the wrong place for filming and would have looked like I had a KS lesion on my dick or something…

When they took a break Max came over and I showed it to him. He went back to filming while he thought about what to do. But I knew the result - you just can’t film around something like that…

Dammit! I am so fucking bummed… The bottom was this early-20s twinkish jock. He was a newbie to porn and it would have been really cool to fuck him. He had 5 loads in him already and they were expecting to get about a dozen loads in him today…

And it was such a stupid mistake for me. I’ve had problems like that with metal cock rings before, but never with the soft rubber ones. I really should have known better - I could tell it was tight going on…

Hopefully Max will use me again soon… We’ll see. It sounds like that was the last in the current round of filming for him, so it might be a while…

On top of it I now have an ugly spot on my dick that’s not going to go away for a week or so. Who’s going to want to have me fuck them with my dick looking like that?

Oh well… That’s life I guess…

Raw Bareback BB Anonymous Cum Dump Saturday - 23 (Midtown)

We will be whoring out a very hot 24 year old Raw Bareback Cum Dump for anonymous pump and dump scenes this Saturday afternoon/evening at a midtown hotel. Poz friendly.

Bottom will be waiting on all 4’s or spread eagle on the bed for you to stop by, drop your pants, use his hole, blow your load and go. Quick cummers a plus.

We will be videotaping, but you don’t have to show your face.
If interested send stats and pics.

If you’re up for being videotaped fucking a hot bottom (I’ve seen his pics), send an e-mail to the person via the Craigslist ad. Trust me, if you’re at all interested, contact him - You’ll be very glad you did

I’ll give details after the fuck (of course)…

Just a reminder: I have no clue which parts of this story are the closest to the truth. It’s three sides to a story and the truth is in there somewhere. Or it could just have been a matter of different people having different perceptions of the situation…

So the gangbang a couple weeks ago where I got the video of me fucking the guy with my PA… Well, it’s gotten even more interesting… Turns out the bottom took a poz load that night despite the fact that the organizing top had promised him to screen the tops and only have neg tops fucking him…

First I noticed the bottom had changed his HIV status on Manhunt from “Negative” to “Don’t Know”. I asked why and he said…

well a) since i figured thats a more accurate representation and b) since i found out that one of the guys who bred me at the gang bang is poz and lied about his status to get in

Needless to say that peeked my interest, so I inquired further, asking the organizing top what happened…

it was a guy that I had been talking to for over a week… about loading guys, etc. I originally asked his status and he said he was unsure. Told me that for weeks.

So we continued talking afterward and then it came out that he was actually poz. To our knowledge, he is not on meds (according to him) and he wouldn’t give us info on his viral load. So not sure. He claims that he told us he was poz, but he didn’t.

Then the bottom told me more…

his name is *** on here [Manhunt]. he was the second load i took.

honestly, although most of the time i was doing it in very controlled situations (but not always), i have been bbing for such a long time that it is of course possible that i’ve taken poz loads before and not known it. however, this guy’s attitude was so appalling. he lied to get in to the gangbang and he was completely unapologetic about his blatant decision to knowingly do that to me. he is an unhappy, bitter person. that affected and upsets me more than the fact that he was poz.

Notice how he doesn’t say the guy told him he didn’t know his status… Curious. Personally, I view “don’t know” as riskier than “poz” since at least with poz you can ask their viral load…

In another email the bottom said

of course i realize the risks of taking loads. still, thinking about that guy, about how he would just blatantly lie like that and not care at all about the consequences…and how he could be so young and so bitter… that type of thing just makes me sad.

It sounds like he’s pretty mad at the poz guy, right? Well, that’s where it gets a bit more complicated…

I knew the poz guy - he’d been hitting me up to fuck him and I just hadn’t found the time. So I shot an e-mail off to him asking about it and mention the bottom seems pissed. He says…

he and i have spoken extensively on the topic. he wants to hang out again but hes not sure when. he doesnt seem THAT angry to me.

Who knows if that’s true or not… It is suspect given that the whole thing started with him not being fully open about his HIV status…

Then the bottom tells me…

yeah, i’d like to try to stay neg. i’ve managed to take loads for years without turning poz…we’ll see what happens at my next test. i know that part of that is luck, but part of it is screening and seeing if i trust the person (which i can’t do if i’m letting someone else set up a gang bang). of course on rare occasions i’ve also done things like take random loads from guys at the park or in nasty vid stores, etc, which clearly has virtually no control or screening.

one of the ways i dealt with the stress of finding out about all of that was to sexualize it. i’ve never been into the “bug chaser” scene at all. but my friend *** [his "master"] helped spur me on to jo-ing about getting fucked by that guy. he was actually one of the hotter fucks of the night - he was fun and mean and had a good cock.

So his master has him jacking off to the idea of taking a poz load… He did the same thing with obese guys - had the bottom get fucked by a really obese guy and then told the bottom he was only allowed to jack off while thinking about getting fucked by that guy. That resulted in the bottom getting turned on by the idea of being used by fat guys, now he’s going to start getting turned on by the idea of taking poz loads.

Now also think about how rough the bottom was fucked that night… I fucked him with the PA and he was hurting from that. The top before me had a huge dick and fucked him really rough. It goes without saying that the poz load got worked in there really well. It’s two weeks later and the bottom feels fine (no “fuck flu”), but who knows…

Since he’s jacking off to the memory of taking a poz load, and he’s thinking of meeting up with the guy again (if you believe the poz guy) - I think the bottom is at a big turning point in his life.

Here’s what he wrote up…

Cum hungry bottom visiting San Francisco from July 24-31, Dore Alley, new to taking loads of cum up my ass but hungry for as much as I can get.

6 ft, 170lbs, dark bl/beard, and a total bottom. Looking for total TOP MEN only to come by and breed my ass. I’m staying at a hotel in SOMA and I’m also looking for guys who want to join in a gang fuck I’m organizing for Saturday evening in my hotel room. Bring your buddies.

So guys, lets make this week a really good one for him… All you tops in SF get in contact with him and see if you can’t give him a load before he leaves!

He likes the sexual energy of total tops. Mind you, the “dom top” who worked him over during the gang bang at IML was actually versatile, but in “top mode” - so that’s fine with him as well… What really gets him off is being dominated. Taking loads is a totally submissive act for him. But his submission goes way beyond taking loads. He’ll drink your piss, and will get into it if you slap him around. If he trusts you he also gets into being punched and if you leave bruises he’ll be showing them off in a day or two when they’re visible. But don’t get the wrong impression - he’s a really sweet genuine guy which is why I’m doing this post… I like the guy a lot…

So give him what he wants boys and keep his hole nice and cummy this week… You can contact him by sending him an e-mail… henk01@hotmail.com

Just as a reminder of what he looks like here’s a pic I took of him @ IML… Maybe if you hookup with him this week you should take pics or a video…

And here’s the video of me whipping and fucking him… Don’t quite know why, but this video has done really well on XTube - over 176,000 views, and it’s got a perfect 5 star rating!

UPDATE: Video now included below…
UPDATE #2: The neg bottom took a poz load at the gangbang…
UPDATE #3: The bottom tested neg about a month later…

Well the piss bottom had his gangbang… When I arrived he had the biggest grin on his face. He just couldn’t stop smiling… I’m assuming it was because of the 5 loads in his ass (from 4 different tops) - don’t think he was just happy to see me…

Anway, I got the video camera ready, explained it to the hosting top, we turned on a few lights so the video would come out better and we got started.

I should mention that I had put my PA in that morning after not wearing it for a few months… It’s a pretty big PA - 2 gauge, 1″ diameter. The bottom started by sucking my dick. He did a pretty good job of keeping the metal away from his teeth. But the problem was I couldn’t really face fuck him without my ring hitting his teeth and hurting him… So that didn’t last too long…

I rimmed him briefly (the organizing top didn’t really want me rimming at all - wanted the loads to stay in his ass)… Then I went to fuck him.

Getting the ring in was really difficult. At one point I thought I was in only to realize I wasn’t. I asked for lube, but believe it or not they didn’t have any (go figure - a gangbang with no lube!) Finally I just pushed the thing in with my fingers. [The moral of the story here is to only fuck with a big PA when the bottom is really loose.]

The bottom was in a lot of pain. I was a little worried about tearing him up inside - so on one side I didn’t want to stop and wanted him to get used to it, and on the other I was watching him closely to see if he went from extreme discomfort to any sort of sharp pain. It took a while, but we eventually got him accustomed to it and he was OK. I think part of it was me needing to get hard enough to get the ring in deep enough so it got past the muscular part of his sphincter…

Even when he got used to the PA, it wasn’t a garden variety fuck - it was more like he was enduring it than taking it easily… But as long as I didn’t think I was damaging him I was OK with that… And I gotta admit - the idea of a little bit of minor damage was a bit of a turn on (though not enough that he’d have to stop getting fucked for the evening - he didn’t have enough loads in him and the night was still young)…

So as you might expect, it didn’t take all that long to cum - which was probably a good thing given the punishment his ass was getting…

When I pulled out his hole was just gaping open and all cummy. I put some of the cum on my finger and tasted it. Then got a little more and fed it to him…

Update: Here’s the video of it… I wish you could see his face. You can tell by his grunts and groans he was in pain, but the look on his face was that of endurance more than pleasure…

Things then wound down, I packed up and left. I didn’t really like how it ended with him… The entire scene didn’t have the intensity that I like to have with a sub bottom. The PA and the videotaping were distractions… Oh well… I’ll fuck him again sometime soon…

One other update: I noticed the other day that his Manhunt profile now says “HIV Status: Don’t Know”. I asked and he said he found out one of the tops lied and said he was neg when he was actually poz, so he figured “Don’t Know” is more accurate. Turns out the poz guy was this young guy (who I know ’cause he’s been wanting me to fuck him), probably not on meds (though they’re not sure), and he told them he wasn’t sure of his HIV status, but he inferred that he was probably neg. To me “don’t know” is more dangerous than “poz” since the viral loads can be higher. They let the guy fuck him and then later it comes out he’s actually poz. You gotta remember the top before me fucked him really rough, and then I roughed up his hole with my PA… Hmmm…. It’s two weeks later and he hasn’t gotten the fuck flu… Who knows… It’s sorta par for the course though…

UPDATE (3): It’s now a month or so after the gangbang. The bottom got an HIV test and he’s negative. That means chances are he really is negative and what happened at the gangbang was of no consequence. Just reminder - this is all hearsay - it could be the guy who said he was poz wasn’t poz at all, but just playing some sort of weird game. Or it could be the bottom was lucky that night… Who knows.

When I got to that one there were three guys in the room… The bottom was a “beefy” 40 y.o. - you’re typical cumhole bottom. Not nearly as much my type as the first bottom, but an easy fuck.

As I came in he was getting fucked by this really thin black guy… I put down my things pulled out my dick and watched a bit… Then I looked more closely and realized the black guy had a HUGE dick - one of the biggest I’ve seen in a very long time. Possibly the biggest I’ve ever seen. When he pulled out and his dick was just hanging there I kid you not when I say it hung down almost half the way to his knees - at least that’s how it seemed. And on a guy as super skinny as he was the enormity of his dick was just accentuated…

I was getting used to the dynamics of the group when the bottom walked over to me felt up my dick (which seemed tiny by comparison to what he just had in his ass), then he got on all fours on the bed with his ass facing me. I got the hint and started fucking him. But all he seemed to want was a taste and then he changed around and continued getting fucked by the black guy.

I had taken my PA out because I didn’t want complications. I had just cum and wasn’t sure how I’d perform anyway, so wanted to keep things simple. But his ass had been really loose and really well lubed (didn’t know if it was with cum or actual lube). But long story short I knew the PA wouldn’t be a problem, so I put it back in. Figured I needed something to try to compete with the big-dicked black guy.

When the black guy got tired, the bottom presented his ass to me again. By now I was realizing that the bottom wasn’t interested in the third top at all… His choice, so I rimmed him quickly and then stuck my pierced dick in his ass. Unlike the other bottom there was absolutely no problem with it going in…

The bottom was kissing the black guy and sucking his dick while I fucked him. Since I had cum already, it went on and on. At one point things felt good and I wondered if I could cum again, but the orgasm never came.

The bottom was so loose that I was doing stuff to try to keep it interesting - pulling out and shoving back in (with the ring I figured he had to feel that…) But my cock just wasn’t a match for the black guy’s dick (and the dildo I saw on the night stand), so the black guy went back to fucking him…

The black guy just went on and on… Finally I had to piss and when I got done with that I figured it was time to go, so I left… As long as the black guy was in the room he was going to be the one getting all the attention.

So all in all an interesting night…

And last I heard the piss bottom (gangbang #1) got a total of 7 loads. Too bad he didn’t get more, but it seemed everyone wanted to get gangbanged that night. There were lots of Craigslist ads for guys taking loads… I was even contacted by a guy who knew of a hot 28 y.o. who was getting gangbanged. Told him I already had two gangbangs lined up. He actually wound up being load 5 for the the piss bottom. Apparently he had a big dick and fucked the bottom really rough (maybe that’s why the bottom had a huge grin on his face when I walked in - he had just gotten fucked by the rough top). They were surprised when I told them the guy was versatile…

But too many gangbangs in a night is a great problem for us tops…

I think I mentioned he stopped taking loads after I fucked him back then… Then for the next month or so he was pretty tortured wanting it, but scared of it… Then a couple weeks ago he and his master told me he’s back at it taking loads, and now he’s taking loads in a gangbang…

The Craigslist ad is pretty clear…

CUMDUMP needs TOPS to UNLOAD TONIGHT! - 30 (Midtown West)

Looking for raw/bb tops to cum dump a load. In a hotel near Penn Station. Send age/stats/pics and status in your email!

We’ll start around 5pm and go until…?

Door will be unlocked. Walk in, fuck him bare, cum in his ass and go. ALL loads go in his ass. If you can nut a second time in a short period… cool… otherwise, leave and come back later to dump another load.

We prefer that you don’t rim… want all that cum in his ass and sloppy for the next dude to slide in easily.

IF you are able to help out with the room, it would be greatly appreciated! Just hand the host (me) whatever you can contribute. If you can’t contribute, no problem… we still want your cum. but know, anything helps!

Bttm is 30, six foot two, 170lbs tall/slim/athletic and neg!

Some pics of the action may be taken (no faces). If you don’t want them taken, just tell me. No big deal.

keywords: seed, cum, bb, bare, bareback, load, anon, pump and dump, uninhibited, raw

I love the way it says “…tall/slim/athletic and neg!“… Sort of a funny way of wording it - like being neg is the cherry on top of the ice cream… In the most recent ads (1, 2) there’s no mention of him being neg at all, though they do ask for people to tell them their status. However even that was dropped from the very last version of the ad which simply said…

Looking for bb/raw tops to dump a load… taken 6 so far…

30, six foot two and 170lbs, athletic and toned

cum in, dump your load and go

Back a couple months ago when the bottom stopped taking loads I flat out told him that wouldn’t last - that he’d be back at it. He said the certainty in how I stated it turned him on - and what do you know he did go back to it. But this time he seems less hesitant. It’s like he’s thought about things and he’s just giving in and being the sub bottom he knows he is deep down…

The other day he told me he was going over to take a load from the Brazilian I fuck on a regular basis… It’s one thing to take a load from a total top, but something completely different to take a load from a guy who usually bottoms himself - someone who sees how many loads they can get in a day… I mean one day my load was the 7th one the Brazilian got up his ass… And that was all during the day on a weekday…

So if he’s taking loads from bareback bottoms something has definitely changed in the piss bottom’s thinking the past few weeks. It’s a good change ’cause it suits the kind of bottom he is.

When I started chatting with him today and he was a bit nervous ’cause this is a big step for him. He said “the top is screening so that he has a reasonable sense of the guys’ neg std status.” So I think he knows the risk, but is still trying to minimize it… I told him he’s a serious sub bottom and that being a urinal and cumhole suits him… He knows I’m right and said he got hard when he read that… By the early afternoon he wanted to get more loads than than the guy who got 20 loads the other day.

I know it’s late notice - but let’s see how many tops we can get breeding him… You can contact the top through the Craigslist ad, or through his Manhunt profile (’tops4bbgangbang’), or by e-mailing him - btownguy20@yahoo.com - let him know you heard about it here.

If you have any problems contacting him, e-mail me your details and I’ll make sure you get invited. I really want to see this bottom get a lot of cum and become more of the cumhole and urinal bottom he is deep down. It really does suit this guy…

Oh, and if you do show up - give the top some money. He’s paying for the room and doesn’t have a lot of spare cash himself…

Just as a reminder - here’s the video of me and the bottom…

BTW, if you piss on him he’ll like it even more, but it will piss off the organizing top and possibly other tops that come after you… Still, the bottom really likes to be degraded - so it’s a good topic when you’re whispering in his ear while your breeding his ass…

I’m arranging a cumdump gangbang session this Saturday, July 5, for a bottom bud of mine. he’s 28, a little on the bigger size body-wise, but he can take your cock like a pro. bang him as hard as you want, he loves it, no load will be refused. we’re getting a hotel room for the action, so a freewill donation of a few bucks would be welcome but not necessary. we’re getting a hotel near 108th and L in omaha

let me say again, no load will be refused, none whatsoever. bring your buddies with you if you want, the more cum he gets the hungrier his hole becomes. we’re looking for raw loads only. the whole point is to get as much seed in him as possible. there may be pictures taken, but they would only be showing your cock, nothing identifiable. its just for his humiliation. if you dont want to do that, no problem, he’ll take your jizz and i’ll take a picture of it leaking out his hole after you pull-out.

looks, age, stats, not as important as willingness to breed. pic is preferred but not absolute requirement.

‘perv4cum’ on BarebackRT is organizing it - he’s a 25 y.o. poz top. BareBottom1980 is neg - you do the math…

If you’re out near Omaha and want to give him a load, you can contact him at barebottom1980@yahoo.com, or you can contact the top on BarebackRT (via his profile or the party listing) or via the e-mail in the Craigslist ad. Literally no load will be refused…

Think that about sums it up…

There was a discussion a while back about whether bug chasers were urban legend or not. Back then I think it was a legitimate question. Now I think you can say pretty definitively that bug chasers do exist - and some of them even have blogs…

• There’s Matt & Dan who seem to be competing to see who can get pozzed first.
• Then there’s BareBottom1980 (the bottom for this gangbang) who’s showing that heavy guys can be bug chasers too…
• Probably the first one was Cosmaz who may not have considered himself a bug chaser at the time, but chronicled his experiences a few years ago when he was using meth, going to sex clubs, and wound up poz as a result.

The other day I almost wrote up a post ’cause I saw two bug chasing ads on Craigslist on the same day.

I think bug chasing has existed for a while, but most guys didn’t want to associate themselves with the term - like the bottom from IML… But now that some of them have blogs it means bug chasers are getting their voice, which will lead more guys to being willing to identify themselves as bug chasers… It’s like they’re coming out of the closet, just as barebacking came out of the closet a little over 10 years ago…

Well, last night I went to the gangbang I told you guys about the other day… It was really pretty hot…

I had had a busy day and was a little tired when I got home. I really wanted to rest for a little bit before going to the gangbang. But it was around 9pm and the top who was organizing it said the bottom had been taking loads since 5pm, had 13 loads in him, and was starting to wear out, so I took a quick shower and left…

When I got there the metal security bar (the one that replaces the chain they used to have on hotel doors) was blocking the door - keeping it ajar… I open the door and it’s pitch black inside. The only light is coming from a laptop on the desk. I’ve got big pupils and can see pretty well in the dark, but I was having trouble seeing clearly… There was no way the top could really check out what the guys fucking the bottom were like. A general idea, sure, but there was no way he was seeing them all that clearly… This was a definite anonymous breeding session…

The bottom had a thin fabric blindfold on. His body was hot as shit (you could see shapes in the darkness - though I never did see his face clearly)… There was another top laying on the bed with the bottom, feeling up his hole and his body. I saw the young top who was coordinating the gangbang and he told me he now had 16 loads in him that the top who was on the bed and me would be loads 17 and 18… He also told me that he had already given the bottom two of his own loads and the other top that was there had given him one earlier in the evening…

The bottom was really pretty incredible. He had a perfect, lean, defined, post-twink body. He was shorter than me (which I like), and his ass was simply amazing… The perfect perky ass…

Since the other top wasn’t really doing much, I got on the bed, spread the bottom’s ass and started rimming him. How is it that bottoms with loads in them don’t taste like cum when you rim them? I don’t get that… He had 16 loads in him, but I didn’t taste anything even when I was sucking on his ass. He just had a squeaky clean ass - no real taste at all…

Oh well, that didn’t stop me from wanting to fuck him. I got his hole nice and wet with spit and shoved in… [BTW, thanks to the flash, you actually see more in the pics than I was able to see in the dark - even after my eyes adjusted.]

Pushing in his hole seemed a bit dry, but as soon as I was in I could tell he had loads in him. His ass was really silky… Cum really is the best lube!

The other top that was on the bed just sorta laid there and watched. It was so dark he didn’t really disturb me (you can see his leg in the pic above). The bottom’s hole just felt so good…

Needless to say, it didn’t take me long to cum. I hadn’t cum in a few days and had a nice big load built up. After I came I rimmed him some more. This time I tasted a little cum.

Afterwards the other top started playing with him again, and I talked for a bit with the hosting top. Then another guy came in the room. This one seemed pretty young and was pretty hot himself. He stripped down naked (great body) and went over to the bed where the other top stepped aside to let him breed the bottom. The hosting top and the other top were sorta feeling the action. Frankly, I wanted to fuck the new young top… He had an awesome ass and there were times he was on all fours with his ass near the edge of the bed. But I hate being disturbed when I’m fucking a bottom, so didn’t want to bother him…

The two of them fucked in all sorts of positions - he had him on his belly, legs up, in a spooning sort of position, it kept changing over and over. The top had great stamina and the fucking went on and on. At one point I noticed the top was whispering stuff in the bottom’s ear. I wanted to hear what he was saying so I went over to that side of the bed. Still couldn’t hear much of what was being said but I did hear him tell the bottom “I’m gonna breed you…” Whatever he was saying it was turning the bottom on.

Finally the young top did cum (load 18), got dressed, chatted a bit with the host, and then left. It wasn’t until he was over by the computer that I could sorta see his face clearly. He really was cute - but it was so dark in there I’m sure plenty of tops came and went without anyone really seeing them clearly.

The other top finally started fucking the bottom and appeared to cum (load 19). Then I took another turn fucking the bottom. For some reason his hole didn’t feel as good this time - not that it was bad in any way, just not quite as good. I pounded him a while and then realized I wasn’t going to be able to cum, so I pulled out.

I needed to go meet my boyfriend who was out with friends, so after a few words with the hosting top I left…

I believe the young top who hosted it when he says the gangbang was about a neg bottom taking neg loads. But it was certainly set up in a way that facilitated a completely different type of scene, and not all the tops with accepted party invites on BarebackRT said they were neg - one said he was “undectectable” another one said “ask me”. Not knowing the bottom I can’t really say what his intentions were - other than to get lots of cum in his ass.

And he did get a lot of cum in his ass - 20 loads from 15 tops.

So you do the math and figure out for yourself what that gangbang was about and it’s implications… There’s a lot of ways to read what happened…

The top really gets into organizing gangbangs. If you’re neg and serious about wanting a similar scene - send him an e-mail - btownguy20@yahoo.com…

Anyway, we exchanged a few e-mails - sounds like he’d be up for it again, but wants a top to host/organize… If any of you are interested let me know…

And if you bred him that night - let me know… Would be interesting to hear more about that night…

BB Dump and GO on Saturday… We will begin around 5pm and go until…?

Door will be open. Cum in, fuck raw, dump your load and go. Have a buddy? Send his pics if you can.

We will be doing this at Hotel Pennsylvania… Right behind Madison Square Garden and Penn Station.

No hangin around, chillin, etc. Dump and go. Stay if you can dump a second load in a short time span, otherwise come back later.

FYI: bttm is 27, 5′9, 135 with a 29″w and will be blindfolded.

Some pics may be taken of cock and ass only - no faces. if you don’t want that, no problem… just let me know.

Finally, the room was expensive for broke-ass college students like us - so if you wouldn’t mind giving me (the host) some cash toward the room when you arrive, that would be great! Not required, but MUCH appreciated!

I’ll send out the room number when we check in Saturday. We are 100% for real. Let me know if you can make it!

The other thing to know is that they’re looking for neg tops. So keep that in mind when contacting them… However, in the party ad they have on BarebackRT there are tops coming who list their HIV status as “undetectable”. The latest Craigslist ad they put up doesn’t mention the bottom is neg or that they’re looking for neg tops, though an earlier ad did mention it - so take that requirement as you will. My take on it is that they’re fully aware of the risk the bottom’s taking and they gotta know the bottom is taking poz loads…

After missing the gangbang last week that went so well (from organizer’s perspective, from bottom’s perspective), I’m going to try really hard to make it to this one. A hot neg bottom blindfolded on a bed taking anonymous load after anonymous load is too good to miss two times in a row… I know I’ve got something going on that night, but hopefully I can over to the hotel after it ends…

So all you NYC tops and versatile guys who like to breed hot bottoms - let’s make sure he gets tons of hot cum in that ass of his… And seriously - take your friends along and tell other breeder tops about it…

You can contact the top who’s organizing it at btownguy20@yahoo.com

[All the pics in the post are of the bottom - I've seen his face pics - he's hot...]

So far they’ve gotten responses from 50 guys but looking for more (after all only about a third of the guys who say they’ll come actually do). I plan on being there - probably a little later in the evening so I can felch some loads out of his ass…

Dan describes Matt this way…

He’s a hot young 25 y.o. (5′8′, 155, 32w, br/br, Neg, DDF) with one of the most spectacular asses I’ve ever fucked.

He’s looking to get fucked and to take as much cum as he can.

Stop by and let his talented ass drain your cock! Totally anon - he’ll be waiting, jockstrapped, ass in the air - lubed and ready.

And yes, even though he keeps testing neg, he does take poz loads…

The gangbang will be at Hotel Pennsylvania which is at 7th Ave and 34th Street, near Penn Station.

So tops - lets see how much cum we get get in him! Contact Dan if you want to stop by and drop a load - mattdanbb@hotmail.com - they’re going at it all night long…

I got up there 10 minutes or so after it was scheduled to start figuring gangbangs never start on time. He tells me I just missed the first top who wanted to fuck him before the party. He said he was a little disappointed ’cause the guy came in his mouth, not his ass… He had also hooked up with one of the guys who was working down in the leather mart earlier in the day. The guy had taken him back to the room and used him as a punching bag - punching his chest and gut. The bottom was disappointed he didn’t have bruises yet… This was all a side of the bottom I hadn’t seen before…

We chat for a bit and then there’s a knock on the door… He jumps into bed and I answer the door. Honestly I don’t remember much about the first top physically. He came in, fucked him and came pretty quickly (in his ass) and left. I fuck the bottom a bit wanting to feel his now cummy hole.

My dick was pretty big and engorged ’cause I was wearing this Y harnass that was connected to a big thick (fairly hard) rubber cockring. It would have been really easy to cum, but I didn’t want to…

We then chat a bit more. I had worn my hood for the first top, but it was cutting across the bridge of my nose, I had taken it off when the second knock came. This guy was much more dominant. The first thing he wanted to establish was that the bottom was “more than just a hole”. For the next hour he put the guy through his paces… Choked him (fingers down his throat), flogged him, punched him, spanked him, worked his nipples to the point of serious pain, and generally kept control of him. He was a really good dom top. Really abusive (like the bottom likes), but not too abusive. He was about control and had a good ebb and flow to how he worked the bottom so it wasn’t just constantly abusive.

In the middle of that top another top arrived. This top was sort of a dark, swarthy bear. He took off all this clothes except his socks and just fucked the bottom and dumped a load in him. As he got dressed, I stepped up to fuck the bottom’s cummy hole again.

The other top didn’t want the bottom to see the other top, but the bottom looked so he instantly denied the bottom his cock (which he was sucking), and had him stand up and close his eyes. Then without warning he pushed the bottom forward so he fell onto the bed. It was sudden and sorta shocking, but at the same time it showed he was a really good top. There was punishment for disobenience, he thought quickly on his feet, and the punishment was more psychological and controlling than abusive (since the bottom wanted abuse)…

The whole time the dom top never once actually fucked the bottom. He liked seeing me and the other top fuck him, but he never used the bottom’s ass (other than getting it really red with hard spanking)…

The dom top also never seemed completely comfortable with me being there. I tried to keep reassuring the top I was fine and to stop worrying about me, but you could tell at a minimum I was a problem for him. Just before he left he made a comment of “since I’m boring you (referring to me), I’ll wrap this up”. Again, I tried to reassure him…

He did put me to some good use. Right after he got there he asked me what I was into. I said fucking and some watersports, so he told me he wanted me to give the boy my piss. It’s not like I can piss on demand, so I did trip after trip to the bathroom to drink water so I could piss. Finally after probably 20 or 30 minutes I had enough piss built up. I was a little confused ’cause the top kept asking me if I was ready to give the bottom my piss, but there was no move to go to the bathroom and everything was happing on top of the hotel sheets…

Finally it dawned on me the bottom wanted to drink the piss. So at one point I asked the bottom if he liked to drink piss, he said “yes”, then I asked if he liked to drink rank piss (’cause I know my piss tends to be pretty aweful). Again he said yes. Well, he was warned, so I stuck my dick in his mouth. It took me a while to be able to piss and the weird thing was I couldn’t tell how much I was pissing. I knew it wasn’t a huge amount, but he just kept swallowing…

Eventually the dom top left - he was late for a party, and the bottom and I talked about him. It’s funny - he’s what I think of when I think of “dominant top”. I’m not that - so much of what he’s about I just don’t have in me. I can get into flogging and the like, but it’s more structured and relaxed, not as spontaneous and intense. And I’ve always been told I’m horrible at spanking… Yet, the bottom insisted (as others have as well), that I’m a dominant top - but he also couldn’t define how exactly I’m dominant.

We thought that was the end of it since it was getting near the end of the 2 hour period the bottom had defined for his gangbang, but another knock came at the door. This guy was also dark and swarthy and somewhat bearish. He took off his shirt, and dropped his jeans around his ankles. He was different than the others in that he wanted me involved. He wanted to see me fuck the bottom, he wanted to touch me, play with my nipples, etc. But after fucking a while he wasn’t able to cum. More likely I think he chose not to cum. As he and the bottom were talking afterwards it was clear he was all about getting invited to as many sex parties as possible and he had more to do that night. The bottom was just another notch on his bedpost - someone he’d had his raw cock in. He was nice and friendly, but a bit of a slut for a top…

When he was done we thought we were really done. But after sort of a wrap up chat I was getting ready to go when there was another knock on the door. I told the bottom I’d open the door, but I was going to leave, but it turned out to be the dom top (he had forgotten his poppers and came back to get them) - only he was now in rubber - rubber muscle shirt and rubber shorts. He had changed costumes and was now off to be a piss bottom. His personna was completely different. Chatty, flirty, and very social. We stood around and talked for another 10 or 15 minutes. It was interesting seeing him in this different light. He was much more of a person. I trusted him a lot more seeing him this way.

But looking back on it I realized how we’re different but both dominant. The difference is my dominance (what there is of it), is just who I am. It’s deep rooted in how I interact with bottoms. I get my way and for the most part bottoms give me what I want. His dominance is more of an act. One moment he’s a dom top, the next he’s a watersports bottom. He’s shallow but wide, where I’m narrow but deep.

So the bottom got two loads, and I got a little more perspective on the issue of dominance and got to watch a great a great performance by a dom top. All in all, a lot of fun.

I still hadn’t cum. Originally my plan was to go to The Eagle and then Man’s Country (the bathhouse next door to The Eagle), but I just didn’t have the energy for it, so I decided to “order in”. I came home, found a bottom online and he came over and got fucked. But that’s another post… I need to get to bed to get some sleep. Hopefully there aren’t too many typos in this post, ’cause I don’t have the energy to proof it right now…

UPDATE: The bottom e-mailed me back about the rest of his night…

so from last night after you left: the dom came back less than 30 mins later and gave me a huge load of piss down my throat. i went back online, went upstairs and got fucked by another top who was with his boy (he didn’t come). then the last guy from my party texted me and came back upstairs (that was the ‘party guy’). he told me he had come inside me earlier. then he dumped another load. i had already messaged someone else my room number and he came up during and he fucked me and dumped his load. then party guy dumped another one inside me. then i went down to your floor and played with two leather guys, one of them fucked me with a condom, but we were all too tired!

so total of 6 loads from 4 guys, and two down my throat. not bad for a day.

I also forgot to mention that the last top in the original story fed the bottom a HUGE amount of piss - it went on and on and on. When the dom came back we talked about him drinking our piss. He said the other top had pretty watery piss, but (like I expectd) mine was pretty rank… He took it like a champ though…

UPDATE #2: The dom top (who goes by ‘Blu Moon’) has written up his perspective on things - you can read it here.

Since I posted something on the blog the other day saying I was looking for tops for a gangbang, you sorta know what this post is going to be about…

A bottom contacted me a couple of weeks ago, he was cute in a submissive cumhole sorta way… We said we should fuck, etc… Then he told me more about himself - that he just started taking loads - got his first load on New Year’s Day. He suggested I set up a gangbang so he could get even more… He said he’d host it if I organized it. I’d never even met the guy and was taking a pretty big risk (he could have been a flake), but I gave it a shot… Put ads on BarebackRT, Adam4Adam and Craigslist. The Craigslist ad really got a lot of responses and we were off…

His one demand was that the tops be hung 8″ or more (I barely qualified). Even with that limitation I found about 12 tops that qualified and gave them details on where to go… He said he gave out info to a couple of guys as well… I was hoping out of that we’d get maybe 7 loads since I’d heard that only about half of “confirmed” guys ever show up to gangbangs.

We shortened the time down to a two hour period to make things more manageable, and I showed up about 15 minutes before that to get a feel for things, set up the video camera and put the restraints on the bottom… When I get there he’d arranged a friend to “work the door”, which was really smart and useful, though it was a bit weird how unemotional the friend was about seeing his buddy get gangbanged… The apartment seems like a dedicated sex den… Dark walls, rubber sheets on the bed and a sling (on a portable stand) all in a studio apartment. This guy has seemed like he had been around the block a few times and I wondered whether he really had just started taking loads. I’d expect someone like him to take loads a lot sooner. But that didn’t really matter…

We play around a little bit, I had taken 3 pills (rather than my usual 2), but for some reason my dick wasn’t all that cooperative. He started blowing me and I just wasn’t responding. So I do what I normally do in those situations and start rimming him. I see his hole and my thinking is even more confirmed… His hole was a wonderfully loose “pussy” (for lack of a better term). Yes, he could have been a safe sex pig previously, but he’d definitely had plenty of experience…

So I’m rimming him (he was on his back, legs in the air, on the bed) but I’m just not getting all that hard. I don’t know what the reason was. Maybe part of it was that it was pretty warm in the apartment (I didn’t realize how hot I was until I looked at the video and saw my t-shirt is drenched in sweat), maybe it was ’cause I hadn’t slept all that well the previous two nights, maybe it was because I took the pills after a big meal, maybe it was just ’cause pulling off a my first gangbang was a bit nerve racking… I’m not sure, but the sum total was a flacid dick.

I did get somewhat hard so I shoved my dick up his ass hoping I’d get harder when I was in him. But I was thinking about the fact that I wanted to video tape it and the camera was on a tripod over by the sling, and he was a good bottom who was worried he wasn’t 100% clean and wanted to do another check. So we took a break.

When he came out we did the final prep - I put restraints on him, collared him, hooded him, figured out how to get the camera to record, put him in the sling, etc… I tried to put on my hood, but the zipper which was a problem in the video of me fucking the twink completely broke on me. So using the hood was out. That meant I’d have to edit out all the parts where I was rimming and felching from the video…

Since I wasn’t hard enough to fuck, I rimmed him, and rimmed him, and moved him over to the bed, and rimmed him some more… What I should have done is take basic video footage of him at this point, but I was trying to be a good top and give him the attention he deserved. I did take some video of his hole, but should have gotten more… And then I rimmed him some more. In fact, I rimmed him so much I think I gave him a rash on his butt (from my beard).

We finally laid down a little bit to cuddle, and about that time the doorbell rang. So I got him up, and put him in the sling and got ready.

The first guy to arrive I’ll call “married guy” ’cause (like me) he had a wedding band on. He was 40ish, attractive, conservatively dressed, and masculine. He pulled out his dick and he had a big spongey dick - sorta like my dick is when the pills work, only his was at least a 1/2 inch bigger, maybe more…

He has the bottom give him a bit of a blow job (difficult with the bottom blindfolded and bound in the sling). When he goes to fuck the bottom I ask him if he wanted to get videotaped - said it could just be a closeup, but he didn’t want it, so I move the video camera out of the way.

Then the doorbell rings again. This time it’s a guy I’ll call “Nike” ’cause he had a Nike cap on. Nike pulled out his dick and it was a whopper. Easily 9 1/2 inches and pretty thick (though he’d been modest and said it was a tad under 9 when he first contacted me). The bottom was going to love him… Nike was a bit of an average geeky guy. Really early on he was smirking - something he did all night long. You could tell he loved the scene and was completely into it… He asked if it was being videotaped I said ‘no’, and asked if he wanted to be - once again, the answer was ‘no’…

They play with the bottom a little bit and then fairly quickly, the bell rings again and this time it’s a guy I’ll call the “former athlete”. Big beefy guy - I’d bet 10 years ago he had an absolutely incredible body, but I’d guess his life doesn’t revolve around a gym so much anymore (you know the type)…

The three of them take turns fucking the bottom, and everyone’s being courteous, they don’t hog the bottom, and let the other tops cut in. Almost too courteous actually - there were a fair amount of time when the bottom didn’t have dick in his ass and the guys just stood there looking at him and jacking. But who am I to criticize? My dick wasn’t even hard…

Finally former athlete went for the load and came deep in the guy’s ass, zipped up and left. The really beautiful sight was whenever Nike would fuck him after that… First his dick would get all glistening with cum, and then when he’d pull out there would be cum all over his dick - especially in the ridge at the end of the head of his dick. Former athlete must have cum a lot…

About the time former athlete left, the bell rang again. This was the first younger guy - probably mid to upper 20s (the other guys were all older), he looked southern European - like he was possibly Greek. He joined in and things continued on…

I was playing hostess a bit - would get poppers and juice for the bottom when he asked, and at one point he needed to pee and I led him to the bathroom and back. That was pretty funny ’cause I didn’t do a very good job and he kept bumping into things… Oh well…

Since two of the three guys who were there didn’t want to be video taped (didn’t ask the other), I didn’t videotape any of the action with the other tops. Which is too bad, but it would have made things more awkward since so many didn’t want to be videotaped…

Things continued on with a lot of jacking and looking at the guy’s hole, and the guys taking turns on his ass. Finally the younger guy seemed to want to cum, but he says something asking where he should cum. The other tops tell him the bottom wants to take the load… So the younger guy steps up, fucks him a bit and cums in him… Then married guy steps forward and cums in the bottom. I wasn’t sure married guy had cum, but he said he did when I asked him.

Those two leave after cumming and it’s just me and Nike left. The cum is literally leaking out of the bottom’s ass and down onto the sling. I scoop up some of it and taste it. Then I get down and eat out his ass. It was WONDERFUL… Sweet and tangy… Seeing me felch the loads, gets Nike going and he steps forward, and fills the bottom with his load. As he gets dressed I reposition the camera and film me felching cum out of the bottom’s ass. It was hot and got me going, I stand up, and fuck the bottom for a while and dump my load in him and then go back to felching loads out of his ass as Nike is leaving…

The bottom didn’t realize everyone except for me was gone. When I tell him, he gets up has a cigarette and we talk a bit… It’s obvious he liked it, but he’s hungry for more. 5 loads just isn’t enough cum for him…

From my perspective it was a bit of a pain to set up, but I gotta say eating the cum out of his ass when it was all done was pretty wonderful… I gotta find ways to get more of that…

BTW, I’m not sure who it was who actually attended. I know who Nike was, but that’s it… If you were there, let me know which one you were and something about the scene I didn’t mention in the post… rawtop@yahoo.com

[And yeah, I know I look fat in the video... Whatever. Some guys like that and plenty of others don't seem to mind...]

If you don’t mind… Log in to the video sites and give me good ratings on the video… It’s on JizzFlixxx and XTube… Thanks!

So, the guy I fucked back in January and February who likes to get gangbanged had another gangbang Tuesday, which isn’t such big news - he has one about every two weeks. What is news is that he’s set up a Yahoo! Group to facilitate him getting cum in his ass, and it already has 77 ‘members’. Good for him - but one of the comments on the group was from a guy who showed up at 8:30 (gangbang was supposed to run from 6-9) and he had stopped getting fucked. Wonder what was up with that? BTW, his profile on Adam4Adam still says he’s neg…

Otherwise, I’ve been working like a dog, but really need to find a good hole this weekend…

Like last time he had a blindfold on… I saw a total of 4 other guys fucking him… He was a busy boy… The guys were average to not-so-attractive (good thing he had the blindfold on)…

I’ll just cut to the chase and say that it didn’t go all that well. We were taking turns on his ass and after taking 3 turns I still couldn’t cum. I was late for something, so just left without cumming.

I think there were a number of reasons why I couldn’t cum:

1. There was an ‘audience’ and I don’t do well with an audience.
2. He didn’t look as attractive as last time
3. The bed was really soft and I couldn’t get him in a position that felt ‘right’

Oh well… I got my dick wet… Wish it could have gone better though…

Saw a post on Craigslist the other day - a guy was hosting his friend who was blindfolded taking all neg loads. I vetted it a bit to make sure they really were only taking neg loads, but wasn't really sure if I wanted to go. At the last minute I made the decision to go - I had seen ads on CL where the guy did similar scenes twice before and almost went to the first one, even with this one I wasn't absolutely sure I should go - but I hadn't fucked in days and needed to seed hole… I had to be somewhere and didn't have a lot of time, but had just enough to swing by, fuck for a few minutes and drop a load.

I got there and it was an "OK" building (nothing special). I went in and the apartment was a simple studio. The host was attractive, but had an average build. The bottom looked excellent - at least what I could see of him (doggy style on the bed). This almost trollish guy was playing with him, but didn't seem to be doing very well. When I got the PA out of my dick and went over to the bed he moved out of the way to let me fuck the guy. The bottom was pretty hot - had a nice sorta muscular body. I wasn't completely hard, but needed to make it quick and was just hard enough to get inside him, so I just shoved in. Then the almost trollish guy starts touching my pecs, but I just pushed him aside - I needed to focus on the bottom, not get distracted by some guy who didn't turn me on in the least.

Doggy style wasn't working for me, so I pushed him forward, down on the bed, and then it really started feeling excellent. At one point he raised his ass up a bit and it didn't feel as good, so I pushed him down a bit but he went too far down, then I raised his hips up to just where I wanted them and he kept the position perfectly. To me, stuff like that is what makes a bottom a great bottom… They're completely willing to do the little things that make a difference to their top.

In the middle of fucking I hear the buzzer ring, and another guy joins us, but I had my back to the door and couldn't see him. I just stayed focused on fucking. I wanted to dump my load as quickly as possible. I'm guessing it was maybe 3 minutes before I came - not long at all.

I got up, and with my dick hanging out of my jeans (I hadn't taken off any clothes, just unzipped), I went to the bathroom to try to piss, but couldn't with a hardon, so just washed my dick, put the PA back into my dick, and tucked everything back in my pants. As I was leaving I saw the other guy who had come in - a stocky but attractive latin guy who looked like he was in his 20s. The almost trollish guy was fucking the bottom… The host asked me if I felt better now (weird question), I mumbled something and left. Ironically, I had to go to a church to give a presentation (not on a religious topic though).

The next day I asked the bottom how many loads he got and he said "about 10". I know he was hoping for a lot more, but still, 10 loads in a single night in a neg bottom isn't bad at all…