Load 2013-21

This weekend a friend asked my boyfriend to spend the day with him which left me to my own devices. I knew there was a sex party in the afternoon and it seemed like good timing. So I check with my bf to make sure he was OK with me going and then cleaned up and headed over to the sex party. They had a deal where you got reduced admission if you showed up early. I got there right after they opened since I didn’t have anything better to do.

Because they had the special a few guys did show up right when it started. So it wasn’t like I was the only one there. A couple of them were pretty hot, but they were being body snobs and completely ignoring anyone who wasn’t as hot as they were. The other guys were OK, but at that point didn’t really inspire me to want to fuck. So things got off to a slow start – but that’s sort of expected when you go so early.

Eventually things did pick up. One of the bottoms was this short hairy guy with a big dick. I had sucked his dick a little earlier when he was standing against a wall. I hadn’t really pursued fucking him at that point, but later he climbed into the sling and I got down on my knees and ate out his hole. There are some asses that when you suck on them they get all puckered and the ass lips start protruding out – like a small prolapse. At that point you can actually start sucking on the prolapsed bit – it’s rather hard and feels a bit like a small dick – it’s sort of cool. Anyway he had one of those asses, so I played around with it a bit but didn’t take it too far. Then I got up and shoved into him slowly. He started complaining saying take it easy – which is rather funny ’cause I saw him nearly split a bottom in two with his dick earlier by not being gentle with his first few strokes.

Right about at that time they announced that someone had left their black t-shirt in the dressing area and they needed to claim it immediately. I had been wearing a black t-shirt, and was pretty sure it wasn’t mind, but I pulled out and went to check. That was a bit of a mistake, ’cause he wasn’t in the sling when I went back. Later on I did fuck him a little more, but never did get a good fuck with him.

The biggest problem with the party was that the really hot bottoms weren’t very friendly with “average” guys like me. There were some older bottoms who were willing to let me fuck them raw and I did fuck a couple of them, but they didn’t inspire me enough to want to cum with them.

There was a reasonably hot guy who was totally into me, but he stopped me after a few strokes, so that didn’t go anywhere.

Finally one of the hot young guys was standing around and I started playing with him. He didn’t seem to mind. He was playing with this other guy when I walked up, but when the other guy left to get a condom I moved in and before the other guy got back I had the young Latino bent over with my raw dick up his ass. He was pretty hot – nice body, fairly short, completely smooth all over (very much my type). His ass felt good on my cock. We fucked with him bent over and me standing for a while, but I really wanted to cum with him and I wasn’t able to do it standing up. So I took him over to a small cushioned thing (wasn’t really a bed) and got him flat on his stomach and started fucking him. That felt a lot better and there were a couple times when I felt so close. In fact I’d think I was cumming, but then couldn’t feel anything come out.

Finally after trying and trying my dick started going down, so I stopped and apologized for not giving him a load. Thing is, in hindsight I’m pretty confident I did give him a load. There are times when I don’t feel it, but based on how my dick reacts after I’m pretty sure I did actually cum.

After that my dick was pretty useless – which is how I figured out I came. I took off my cockring and put it around my wrist and walked around for a while. I continued to amuse myself here and there by sucking some dick (as I’d been doing the entire time), but when guys would grab my head and start really face fucking me that was too much and I’d stop it.

Finally with my dick not cooperating and no more willing bottoms who really inspired me, I left. I may not have fucked a lot of guys but I still had fun. I’m liking going out to highly sexual environments where I can fool around. Wish there were more of them in NYC.

Load 2013-12

My bf was out of town this past weekend so I figure I’d use the opportunity to slut around a little. I went to a sex party over in Queens that a fuckbuddy had told me about. I wouldn’t say it was over the top great, but it was definitely fun.

It was sort of a weird place – had vestiges of being an office, but there were beds scattered here and there and some booths were built into some of the rooms – some with glory holes. I kept my boots on and I was sorta glad I did – ’cause god knows what was all over the floors and there were times when I’d go into the dark area thinking I could see what was right in front of me and then bump into someone. I probably stepped on a few guys feet in the process and was sorta glad my boots protected me when other guys “returned the favor”.

When I got there I found a bed in the dark room with three guys ass up on it. It took me a while to feel around and figure out what was up. I fucked each of them and I’m pretty sure the third guy got me to blow my load – at least my dick acted like it had cum the rest of the night. It never got quite as hard, etc. But I did manage to fuck 5 more guys (some more than once).

One guy in particular was sorta weird – this hot little black guy (or dark skinned blatino – not sure which). Anyway, when I rimmed him there was a weird taste to his ass and the lube on my beard and lips felt weird. I think he might have had desensitizing cream on or something. I realize why he may want desensitizing cream, but it’s not very good for the tops. He was really hot – so fucked him anyway and then I tried to rinse the shit off my face and dick.

The only real problem with the place is that bottoms guard their place on that bed in the dark room. It’s really quite stupid. They’re not having sex and some poor bottom can’t get fucked properly ’cause he doesn’t have a spot on the bed. There were bottoms I’d encounter who were just bent over in the middle of the room – but that’s not a great position for the bottom or the top. They really should make a rule that if you’re not getting fucked you need to get off the bed. If I could have fucked more guys on the bed I probably could have cum more. Oh well. (They should add another bed or two in there). Still, it was a lot of fun.

I wanted to do more over the weekend but came down with a bad head cold. Just my luck. I’ll have another weekend to myself in a few weeks. So hopefully I can do a lot more then.

Load 2012-33

Went to a sex party last night. It started at 7pm. From (limited) experience I knew that the first hour at a sex party is pretty dead, so I didn’t rush to get there, but I got tied up with something else and didn’t get there until 8:45. The doors closed at 9. I had been there before and when there were 3 of us arriving at the same time I figured it would be busy. It wasn’t. I counted and there were just 9 guys there. It was sorta sad.

What was a little weird was the host and I had talked. In the past he knew I was rawTOP, but there was zero recognition this time. His only comment was “you’ve been here before, right?”

Anyway, this stocky Latino was eyeing me up, and even though I’m not generally into stocky guys, he was OK… We started feeling each other up. Even though I had taken a Cialis an hour and a half before, my dick wasn’t all that excited to be there. I had to spin him around and have him bend over so I could rim him. His asshole was really deep in his ass cheeks – I never was quite sure if I was hitting his hole with my tongue or not, but that got my dick hard and we were off and running. He sucked my dick a bit and then we fucked. He was a bit obsessed with lube – but it did make the fuck better.

When a spot opened up on the couch we moved over there. He bent over and I fucked him. Then he had me sit down and he rode my dick. While he was doing it he was saying stuff. At one point I could swear he said “Fuck me rawTOP”. It’s possible he recognized me. Then he turned around and rode my dick with his back to me. Then I had him get on his knees on the couch and I fucked him that way. That position was the best of all of them. The other positions felt like pretty weak fucks. I never could get the position quite right. His hole just wasn’t rubbing my cock the right way and I never did feel an orgasm coming. He asked if I was going to cum and I said not quite yet.

As soon as I pulled out of his ass this Asian who was sitting next to us started sucking on my dick (ATM). We had come in together and he was the guy there who I most wanted to fuck. I had seen him getting fucked by some black guys, but hadn’t been paying total attention. We changed to fucking pretty quickly. His hole felt great. I learned later that he had two loads in there by then. Multiple loads always make an ass fun to fuck. Anyway, before long I felt a HUGE load blasting into his guts.

The huge load worried me a bit. Last time I went to the party I blew smaller loads and managed to cum 3 times. I took a breather after cumming and stood around hoping to regain my wind for a 2nd round. This black guy wanted to suck my dick while he was fucking this white bottom. I let him for a while, but he was more concentrated on the fuck and sorta just held my dick in his mouth. Having just cum, my dick was pretty sensitive and even that was too much, so I pulled off him.

The stocky Latino wanted me to come up behind him and fuck him while he was fucking this little chub. But my dick wasn’t ready to fuck yet.

After I was ready to fuck I did briefly fuck this white guy on the futon (I think he was the one the black guy was fucking). But I just couldn’t get the position right, so I gave up.

Then stocky Latino left. He was the person I was hoping to give my second load to. No one else there was really even close to my type. I mean if my dick had been hard I could have fucked them, but it would have been an uninspired fuck.

After that my dick was just barely cooperating. I tried to fuck this other white guy. I rimmed him, but just never got hard enough. However, when I went back to rimming the Asian guy he pushed some cum out of his ass. The felching got my dick up enough to fuck. I fucked him for a bit, but my dick was more thick and spongey than hard. We fucked like that for a bit and then gave up.

At that point no one else was going to arrive. My dick wasn’t cooperating. And there wasn’t really anyone there I wanted to fuck, so I left. The Asian guy left at the same time. I should have asked for his number, but I didn’t. He clearly did like me…

So in hindsight I shouldn’t have gone. There was this black guy I fucked a while back who’d taken multiple loads that day who wanted me to fuck him again. In hindsight I could have fucked him and saved the $20. Not only that, but he would have been a fun fuck. Could have fucked him with my PA, called him nigger, restrained and gagged him, etc. Oh well… Lesson learned – I should just stick with 1-on-1s…

My boyfriend has been really horny lately and wanted to go out to a sex party. He picked the party – it was one he’s known about for years. I think he hooked up with one of the organizers years ago, but never actually went to a party.

The party is advertised as “RAW” on multiple hookup sites, but when I told that to my bf (who usually rubbers up for tricks), he said that wasn’t what the promoter told him.

So we show up and I’m not really into the crowd. A lot of guys would have hated the crowd, but I gave it a shot. I think my bf had beer goggles or something, ’cause he didn’t seem to mind the crowd and usually he’s pickier than I am.

Like most sex parties there’s a relaxation room and a sex room. We go into the sex room and not much is going on. One or two guys are sucking dick and there are a few other guys standing around jacking their dicks. A few guys come up to me and play with my dick. One black guy in particular was pretty aggressive about it and got on his knees and started sucking my cock.

Long story short, there was a lot of cocksucking, but very little fucking at the party. What fucking there was all seemed to be safe sex with condoms – which was disappointing to say the least.

There was only one guy there I really wanted to fuck – nice body and an incredible ass (found out later he was visiting from Barcelona). When I first saw him he didn’t even notice me. He got fucked by a hot hairy daddy and had a bunch of other guys fawning over him. Later in the evening I saw him again and this time he was wanting me to fuck him. So after rimming him a bit (which guys seemed to think was a bit edgy), I shoved in. It took me a little while to get completely hard. The position was a little off ’cause he was standing up, so I couldn’t quite get to the point of cumming before he had some other guy fuck him. Then when he switched back to me he wanted me to rubber up. I said ‘no’ and that was the end of that.

There was one other guy there getting fucked by whoever. I think he was taking loads ’cause I heard him tell a top to cum and that he’d like it if the guy didn’t pull out. But the bottom wasn’t really my type. By the that time I was sorta over it.

In the end I was there for my bf’s benefit and he managed to fuck the hairy daddy who fucked the hot Spanish guy – so my bf had a good night, so all’s well that ends well…

Load 2010-26

Yesterday I had a hardon that just wouldn’t quit and I needed to fuck. I hadn’t cum in a full week, I wasn’t stressed about anything, had a little free time and I’d taken 1/2 a capsule of the herbal stuff – it all added up to being totally horny. My dick was so hard it had no problem lifting my PA and given the size of the PA (0 gauge, 1″ diameter) it’s a bit like lifting weights with my dick. lol  Here’s a pic…

It was sorta cool being able to pop a boner so easily. It was fun playing with my cock. The PA flops all sorts of weird directions when it’s not hanging straight down (see pic to the right). Sometimes it hurts a bit when the ring gets dried precum on it, but generally it doesn’t hurt all that much.

So obviously, being so horny I hunted for hole to seed. I didn’t have so much time that I could travel – at least not enough time to travel downtown where most of the willing cumholes are, and it’s not easy to get guys to come uptown. This one guy who I fucked a long time ago said he’d come over. But he’d flaked on me recently, so I didn’t hold out a lot of hope, and surprise, surprise, he flaked again.

There’s this one cumhole who’s walking distance from me. A long time ago (2007 I think), I fucked him. I still remember the hookup clearly. A top had me come over and tag the bottom’s ass with him. This was back in the day when I was trying to serosort. I asked the top if the bottom was neg, he said yes. After we fucked him I was walking back to the subway with him and the subject of HIV status came up and he said he was poz. Turns out the top hadn’t even asked – he just told me what I wanted to hear.

Anyway, I’m long past trying to serosort and have been intending to hookup with the bottom again, but it just never happened. Yesterday he said he was available, but I had plans with the guy who stood me up. I told him my plans might not work out and he said to hit him up if the other guy flaked. A couple hours pass and I hit him up after the other guy didn’t show up. He said he had some other guys over. I told him to give me the address, and I’d come over. Other than him, I had no clue who would be there.

So, he gives me the address and it turns out to be the same building as the submissive piss bottom who stood me up recently. I checked the apartment number wondering if they were roommates or something. They’re not – just the same building, but this means I’ve fucked more than one person from the same building – not sure I’ve done that before.

I show up and someone else answers the door, which doesn’t surprise me. I head in and when I get to the bedroom I’m the 6th guy there. There are two bears (one quite chubby). An older skinny guy who’s all over the chub (they left right after I got there and went into the living room). Then there’s this cute little guy, plus the guy I was there to fuck. The guy I was there to fuck was sucking the bear’s cock when I walked in and the cute guy was just watching. I was pleasantly surprised with how nice of a body the guy had who I was there to see (the host). It had been a long time since I’d seen him.

I strip down and as I start taking out my PA, then someone sees it and starts complimenting it. I ask if I should leave it in or take it out and everyone says leave it in.

Once I’m naked and start to play and then I realize that I’m on cam. UGH… I hadn’t really paid too much attention to all the video screens. One was playing porn and another had up all these guys who were doing cam sessions. I hadn’t really thought about what that meant. As soon as I realized it I just kept it in mind and kept my face offscreen – wasn’t that big of a deal.

The host switched positions and the bear went to fucking him while the host sucked my cock. Sucking a dick with a huge PA isn’t easy (or probably very nice) since the metal keeps knocking against your teeth. He tried it for a while and then stopped and wanted to get fucked. About this time someone offered me some GHB, and then followed it up by “or Tina – we have both”. I had figured they were all PNPing, but didn’t really want to think about that part too much. Needless to say, I declined.

I start pushing my ring into the host’s hole. Getting my dick in is never easy when I’ve got the PA in. I sorta push the ring in first with my fingers, and then use my dick to get it the rest of the way in. The pic to the right sorta shows how it tends to flop to the side. That’s pretty much the position it’s in when it’s going in the bottom’s ass. Needless to say, you can’t really get it in a tight hole. But a tight hole wasn’t a problem in this case – he was flying high and feeling no pain…

I shoved in and fucked him. Every time I’d hit the bottom of his hole it was a bit painful for me so I didn’t fuck him all that hard. Plus, I hadn’t cum in a week and didn’t want to cum too quickly – I knew it would come fairly fast even if I held back.

When I started feeling like I was about to cum I tried to hold back. I commented that I was about to cum, but I don’t think he heard me ’cause at that moment he decided he needed to go piss – that he just couldn’t hold it. If I had to guess I’d say I was hitting his bladder on every stroke. In cases like that you just gotta piss so you don’t literally piss all over the bed.

As soon as he was gone, I wanted to get inside the cute little guy. He had been fucking the bear, but had crystal dick and wasn’t all that hard. But before I could say or do anything the bear turns around, presents his ass and basically says “fuck me”. Bear butt isn’t really my favorite thing, but I figured, what the hell and push in. I really wanted to give my load to host or to the cute little guy, so I was trying hard not to cum in the bear, but his hole was like a muscular shoot and was grabbing my dick in ways that made it so there was no way I could hold back. Finally, I just couldn’t help it. I said “I’m cumming” and dumped a really big, thick 7 day load up his ass.

Right after that the host came back. I pulled out of the bear, told the host I’d just cum. He was a little disappointed, but since I was still quite hard I told him I could still fuck, so he got back on all fours and I went back to fucking him. I fucked him for a while. He wanted me to fuck him on his belly but the bear and the cute little guy were in the way and I didn’t really want my face on cam, so I just kept fucking him doggy style. Thing was, with the PA it was a little painful, so not all that much fun. I fucked him for a while and finally just pulled out and stopped. Had the circumstances been different I might have continued.

I went to the bathroom to take a piss and wash off my PA, then got dressed, said my goodbyes and started to go. As I’m leaving the chub and the older skinny guy ask me if something is wrong (since I’m leaving so quickly). They were so high they didn’t really have a good sense for how long I’d been there. And I don’t think they understood that I was sober and just there for a pump-and-dump. I smiled, told them everything was fine, and left.

I’m not exactly sure what to think of the whole PNP crowd. On one hand they’re consenting adults who have the right to do what they want. On the other hand it just seems a bit sad to me. I wonder if most or all of their friendships are tied to drug use? I wonder what their ‘real lives’ are like – do they have their shit together and are they productive when they’re not partying? Or are they using drugs as an escape from a miserable life? I don’t really know. Everyone there was happy and smiling and friendly, but I knew it was drug induced – it didn’t feel like genuine, sincere happiness. There was more, but I don’t really want to go into it. Needless to say their “scene” held no attraction to me other than the fact that it’s a good place to dump a load in a hole and be on my way. They got what they wanted. I got what I wanted… Would I do it again? Absolutely – I like easy cumholes and there was a room full of them.

Loads 2010-19,20,21 (!)

Went to a sex party last night and had a VERY good time. Fucked 4 guys, came in 3 of them. Given that I usually only cum once and I’m done, that’s very good indeed…

The organizer has been asking me to go for a while now. I got there a few minutes early to meet him and chat with him and finally the time rolls around and a guys start arriving. I was a little surprised when he asked me to pay (thought I remembered him telling me like a year ago that he’d comp me) – but in hindsight it was worth the $20, so no big deal.

Back when I was thin I had no problem knowing what to wear at sex parties. Naked with combat boots and a cock ring worked pretty well for me. But now that I’m a bear I’m never quite sure – it’s actually one of the reasons why I don’t go to parties very often – I’m a little body conscious. I know some guys are into my body type, but I know a lot of other guys aren’t. I decided to wear a pair of A&F boxers (and a cockring) and it worked well for me – I’d take off the boxers in the playroom and put them on when I went out to the living room. Actually I was more self-conscious out on the street ’cause I was wearing a “Black Is Beautiful” t-shirt. Not sure how well received a white boy would be with that t-shirt. But it was the black-on-black version (black with black lettering) – and it looks really good with my black Wesco boots…

So we strip down and then sorta have to wait since we’re both tops (and even if he were a bottom I wasn’t into him). Pretty soon some other guys show up and there are bottoms and versatile guys. I should mention that you could tell what someone was ’cause the organizer gave out wrist bands. There were non-porn movies playing in the living room, so I moved into the bedroom that was the play area. I was the only one there, but I wanted my mind on sex, so I just watched the porn that was on the TV there and slowly jacked my cock.

This versatile guy came in and stood next to me – so close we were touching even though there were just the two of us in the room. He was sorta cute, so we started playing with each other. I quickly figured out he was more versatile top and didn’t seem all that interested in bottoming. So when we hit a lull after some cocksucking and other guys were coming in I moved around a bit. But things were slow to start and after a little while I wound up sitting on the bed with him. We were alternating between me fingering his hairy ass – which was so tight there was no way he was getting fucked, and him sorta laying next to me with his head snuggled up against me.

Some of the initial guys who showed up weren’t really my type. They ranged anywhere from guys that were nice enough, but had weight issues (hint: if you’re a bottom and are sagging a bit – wear a t-shirt and a jockstrap – you’ll get a lot more action), one was a bit aggressive and didn’t seem to be anyone’s type – but at least he wasn’t too aggressive.

Finally some cuter guys showed up. The first really cute guy was this Asian twink. He was maybe 5’2″ and I doubt he was over 110 lbs. He started off watching TV in the living room and sorta latched onto the guy he was sitting next to. They came into the bedroom and started playing, but they’d ignore anyone who came up to them and tried to join in. At first I thought they were a couple who got off having sex in front of other guys. But as the night wore on I started comparing notes with this other top and we were both a bit frustrated we couldn’t fuck the Asian kid. The guy he latched onto did eventually start playing with other guys, but then the Asian kid was turning down everyone who made advances on him. More on him later.

Sex parties really need slutty bottoms to get them going (and tops of course). Well, this lean, furry almost daddyish type was the first guy to be a good slutty bottom (even though he flagging versatile). He and the versatile guy I cuddled/fingered earlier started playing, and then he got into the sling and started getting fucked. When the versatile guy was done, he sorta told me to fuck the guy. Lube was a bit of an issue (the party host just had this water based stuff that dried out really quickly), but the bottom had brought his own (silicone based I think) – so his ass felt great. He was pretty open and it felt a bit cunt like (or at least what I’d imagine a woman’s cunt to feel like).

Thanks to not cumming between fucks I’ve been shooting really huge loads lately. The hairy guy’s hole felt great and fairly quickly I felt like I was going to cum. I decided to try to cum a little and see if I could save some of the cum for later. So I just started unloading in his ass. I didn’t say anything though – I was trying to work out the mechanics of 1/2 a load in my head. As it turned out he got a pretty big load I pulled out briefly to try to stop my load, but just wound up continuing to cum so I shoved back in. I kept my dick in him and tried to continue to fuck him, but the problem was I had to fuck really gently so I wouldn’t keep blowing my load. So not long after I just pulled out. I’m not sure he ever knew he got my load…

I took a quick break, got a little lemonade and went back into the playroom. This other hot Asian guy had arrived. He wasn’t as young as the first one, but still had a great body, and the best part was he seemed to want to get fucked by as many guys as possible. He was pulling guys over to suck them while tops were fucking him. So when one top was done I started fucking him. Great hole. Great body. The first fuck had been in a sling, which is not a position I’m used to. This one was doggy, which I’m just rediscovering lately. I’m pretty sure he had a few loads in him already and his ass felt great. Once again it wasn’t long before I started cumming. And once again I was trying to work out the mechanics of not giving a full load and didn’t really say much when I came (plus I came pretty quickly). He still got a decent sized load, then I had to pull out to avoid cumming even more.

I stood a close by and sorta jacked my cummy dick a bit. He went to suck it some more, but it was too sensitive, so I bent over and told him my dick was really sensitive right then ’cause I’d just cum in his ass. He grinned and understood and stopped.

I then went for a longer break and more lemonade, and stood around and talked with the host for a while. The standoffish Asian twink came by at one point to get something to drink. I saw him observing me a little bit, but then he was gone. About this time a really hot guy came in and stripped naked except for boots. He was really hot and I wanted to fuck him pretty badly. He also kept looking at me, so I knew he’d be up for taking my dick. So I went into the playroom looking for him…

He was making out with some other guys, then he gradually wound up over by me. I felt up his body and it was pretty wonderful. Smooth, soft, but perfectly proportioned. His ass was so soft and smooth it felt like a baby’s ass or something… Then this other guy about the same age as him and just about as hot as he was horned in on the 3way that we were in and I didn’t feel like competing, so I removed myself from the group and just watched all the action from the sidelines. I had already cum twice when I can usually only cum once in a night, so my dick was starting to be a little temperamental. It would get hard when something really turned me on, but then sorta lose it pretty quickly when I stopped focusing on whatever the stimulus was.

Then the hot guy who horned in on the action with the hot guy I wanted to fuck got the hot guy I wanted to fuck into the sling. I hung close by the sling sorta waiting to fuck the hot bottom. I preferred to fuck him after he’d had a few loads in him anyway, so didn’t mind waiting my turn.

Now, I should mention that the young Asian twink who had been so picky had finally picked another top and was getting fucked on the bed while all this was going on. But then that sorta ended (the top came) and the Asian kid was making his way slowly to the door of the room. He walked in front of me and stopped to look at the hot bottom getting fucked in the sling. I figured what the hell and slowly and tentatively stroked his back as he stood in front of me. To my surprise he responded by backing up and pushing his ass into my crotch. BINGO! I had just been chosen by the picky bottom everyone wanted to fuck…

While I had been concentrating on fucking the hot bottom in the sling, when it was clear I could fuck the young picky Asian kid I lept at it… I didn’t want to scare him, so for a minute or two I just felt him up, but he was basically grinding his ass into my crotch and barely even looking back at me. It was very different than the more connected, intimate sex I’d seen him having with the other two tops. So I rubbed my dick up and down on his ass crack and finally spit on my dick and shoved in. He moaned and I knew I had him.

Fucking standing up wasn’t very comfortable, so I pulled out and moved him over to a clear spot in the bed. He got on all fours and I just started eating out his smooth sweet boi hole. He’d gotten fucked by two guys so far and had a nice cummy, well lubed hole – and he was so smooth and petite it was incredibly hot. Despite having already cum twice, the prospect of getting my load in his little boi hole had me boned, so I started fucking him. At first I tried doggy style with him, but that wasn’t quite right, so I quickly just pushed him down on the bed. I knew with small bottoms this is usually the best position.

I pumped away and it felt great in his cummy little ass… I also knew I it was going to be difficult for me to cum and I didn’t want to wear out. The room was getting hot and fucking a bottom on his belly takes a lot more work than it does standing up. So I just concentrated on cumming in his ass. Pretty quickly I could feel my orgasm cumming, but then it didn’t cum – it just continually felt like I was just about to cum. I kept at it and finally I could feel myself cumming just a little. Then it was like the weak dribble of a cum shot just kept going and going. The load definitely wasn’t as big as the others, but he did get my load and it was more than a few drops.

Immediately after I was done I got up and started felching his ass. Needless to say it was cummier and sweeter than before. It wasn’t really the place to lay next to him and cuddle him, but I tried to be tender but still make it clear the sex part was over. I don’t know that he really ever reached out to touch me the entire time, but I could tell he liked the affection he got from me. He wasn’t into me so much as into me being into him. A few other times later in the evening we’d pass each other, I’d pay him some attention and he’d seem to like it… I would have love to have been a mind reader to know what all was going on in his brain that night…

As I walked out the hot bottom was in the hallway. I paid him some attention, kissed him a bit, felt him up some more. He made the comment “You’re pretty bashful”. He sorta nailed it in a way – at sex parties I am sorta bashful. I responded with “Yeah, but I always manage to get my way”, and then he said something like “you’re just as hot as last time”. I immediately responded “this is my first time here”, but half way through saying it I realized he remembered hooking up with me at some point and I must have forgotten him – he did stand out in the crowd and did seem sorta familiar. I felt like shit – I mean he’s incredibly hot – how could I forget him? He let my comment slide (thank god) and we kept making out. But I really needed to take a break. I’d cum three times already…

I went and got some more lemonade, chatted with the host and the guys around him. The hot guy was across the room, and looking at him I started to realize who he was… He was actually a guy I had fucked and filmed about 18 months earlier. This isn’t the first time this has happened to me recently – when you put a hood on a bottom it’s easy to forget his face – it’s not burned into your memory like it is when you have regular sex without the hood.

I was contemplating just going home ’cause I’d already cum three times which is way beyond my normal abilities, but I had to go at least talk to the hot guy again. I went over and we started talking again. I asked him “You’re Village Cumhole, right?” and I could tell he was happy I remembered who he was. I apologized for forgetting him and blamed it on the hood (which is the truth). I then told him I wasn’t sure I had a 4th fuck in me, but I really wanted to fuck him. We played around a bunch – just kissing and feeling each other up.

I just felt like I couldn’t leave until I at least tried to fuck him, so I pulled him into the playroom. He started motions to drop to his knees, but I know myself well enough to know the only thing that would get me hard when I’m that out of it would be rimming… I told him to get on the bed and then I ate out his ass. And, as expected, I got pretty hard. he’s got such a sweet smooth hole…

When I was hard enough to fuck I pushed it in and went for it. Doggy position wasn’t really working for me, so I pushed him onto his belly. I knew it was a fair amount of exertion given the evening so far and the heat in the room, but it’s what was working for me best in the moment. I gave him a decent fuck – not very long, but long enough given the circumstances. Then I got him back on all fours, and finally just gave up and pulled out. I was pretty soft by the time I pulled out, but that was sorta expected and there was just no chance of a 4th load…

We wrapped things up, I got dressed and noticed the first Asian I fucked was leaving at the same time. But hot guy stopped me in the hall and we made out some more. I was a few minutes behind the Asian guy leaving, but when I got to the corner of the block there he was waiting to cross the street. He was lost in his music and didn’t see me, but I sorta wondered why he wasn’t already gone… He’s another one I’d like to fuck again and from the sounds of it he’s getting into porn – the guy who organized the party said he’d shot a scene with him… I’d love to shoot a scene with me fucking him – he’s hot!

So that was a pretty excellent night. I didn’t fuck as many guys as I thought I would but all the ones I fucked were sorta exceptional, and cumming three times definitely made it a great evening… Now I just need to go back on a regular basis…