Load 2008-52

I ordered some new pills on Monday and they came two days later on Wednesday, but for one reason or another I didn’t hookup until Friday. (Sorry I’m just getting the post up now - I was out of town yesterday)…

So Friday late afternoon I was looking for some ass to fuck and not having an easy time finding it. When I just couldn’t find a hole I wanted to fuck on BarebackRT or Adam4Adam (lots of potentials, but nothing definite), I finally succumbed and checked out Manhunt. It was the last day of my paid membership so there weren’t any restrictions. I noticed a guy who I’d fucked before was online which in his case meant he was looking, so I e-mailed him and the first e-mail back from him was “yes” and the second one confirmed the address and time. [Just what I like, a guy who doesn't beat around the bush.]

I had actually taken one of the new pills before I noticed him (I was determined to fuck someone). I didn’t know how it would work, so I figured I’d give it a little time. It said to take it at least 30 minutes before but around the 30 minute mark I was about to go out the door and didn’t see any “improvement” down there, so I put on a leather cock ring just in case.

By the time I got to his place I could feel a bit of a bulge down there and knew it would be fine. With the old pills I’d take 2 of the recommended dose of 3 and would do just fine, but this was a one pill sorta thing. I was a little worried if this was and improved formula, that it would work too well…

I get up there and like last time he greeted me at the door in a towel. He’s sorta cute - short latino with a lot of tattooes and the best part is that he’s way cuter than his pics. I notice there’s a sling in the hallway - didn’t remember that from last time - made me wonder how often he’s just laying in the sling waiting to get fucked. As I’m taking off my clothes I see he has “What I Can’t See 2″ from Treasure Island playing on the TV. This guy was blindfolded and getting fucked (it’s a good DVD).

The guy’s bed was covered in sorta a black heavy plastic S/M style play sheet. I know the guy can be pretty hard core, but I wasn’t really looking for that… After a quick blowjob, he laid down on the bed (on his back) and I started playing with his body. He’s got a big uncut dick which was rock, so I sucked on that for a bit. His nipples had seen some serious use, and I was playing with those as well. It felt like there was “chemistry” between us, which as much as I like fucking anonymous holes, felt nice. I was envisioning taking a boyfriend like him out to some sex club and watching him take loads from whoever wanted to fuck him…

Eventually his legs went into the air and it was clear he wanted to get fucked. I started by rimming him - his hole looked like a nice loose “slot” that had seen just the right amount of use. After rimming him a bit, I got a bunch of spit on his hole and some on the head of my dick and shoved in.

I should mention I had gotten rock hard pretty quickly and had zero trouble staying that way. So it just sorta aimed my dick at his hole and shoved in no problem. He felt good and we were kissing a lot while I fucked him. There sorta seemed like there was this chemistrty between us.

I was so close to cumming quite a few times but I held off, but eventually I unloaded in his hole. It had been a few days since I’d cum, so he got a nice big load. But since I had taken the pill and had a cockring on there was no way I was getting even a little bit soft, so I just kept fucking him.

His ass was all cummy and felt really great. That plus the chemistry made things sorta intense. A few times I pulled out and felched my cum out of his ass (tasted good and since there was no lube in there it was nice and bitter). At one point he reached down, got some on his fingers and tasted it so he could taste my cum…

This is where the “problems” started… I wasn’t going soft - not in the least. I had blown my load like 10 minutes before and was still rock hard. All I could think to do was keep fucking him (which I did). It felt really great since his hole was all cummy, but after a while I sorta got tired of fucking. He was just laying there - not really interacting with me all that much and after a while the “chemistry” sorta wore off as well. I didn’t feel the same connection with him I felt earlier.

Finally I pulled out and he sucked my dick clean (since it was all nice and cummy). Then I told him to sit on me and ride my dick. He did it for a little while, but didn’t really seem into it. His raging hard on from earlier has sorta gone limp, and then he got off and just seemed to want to watch the porn on the TV.

That was my queue to leave, so I got up and stuffed my rock hard dick into my pants and left… It’s almost like the fact that it didn’t go down much at all sorta changed the chemistry and became a problem. If he had been a little hungrier it coulda been a great thing - he could have gone to town riding my dick and sucking it, but he seemed to just want to watch porn.

Oh well, at least most of the hookup was really good…

Yesterday morning I was horny, my bf was out, and there was this Dominican guy, mid-20s, who wanted to come over and get fucked hard, so I had him over… I knew from his pics he was cute but a little “soft”, which was fine with me… His age, cuteness, submissiveness and the fact that he was Latino more than made up for the fact that he wasn’t skinny…

When he showed up he was pretty much just like his pics, I showed him into the bedroom, we stripped and got right down to business without anything meaningful being said. He started by giving me a blowjob, but I wasn’t really responding all that well to that - I had him turn around and started eating out his ass.

As usual that got me hard enough to fuck, so after I got his hole pretty wet with spit, I spit a little on the head of my dick, stood up and shoved in. He had told me that he hadn’t gotten fucked in like a month and he had a problem taking it with no real lube. I told him to just take it - that he had told me not to be gentle…

Eventually he got used to my dick, but by that time I was starting to lose it a little. I fucked him a little bit, but just couldn’t stay all that hard. I pulled out and he whipped around and cleaned off my dick with a blowjob. That part turned me on, but didn’t help me get hard again, so I went back to rimming. Suprisingly rimming wasn’t working for me either, so started fingering his ass…

Long story short (since there’s not much to tell). I got hard a few more times and fucked him as hard as I could. One time I got hard for a pretty long time, gave him a good fuck (finally), but just couldn’t cum. With that fuck he jacked off a little and came on the towel I had under him.

So he got what he wanted (though not quite as intense as he probably wanted), but I didn’t cum.

[BTW, he was the first guy in a long time to ask me if I was actually neg. Lots of guys say they're neg in their profiles, and just take what I say in my profile as truth (or don't care).]

The weird part was I was plenty hard before he came, and afterwards I nearly came watching a video of a twink get double fucked, and then just couldn’t hold back when I watched a video of this Latino twink orgy with cum literally pouring out of the bottom’s ass - so I came all over myself with that one. It was sorta disappointing - I wanted the load up his ass, not on my chest.

Now I’m just not really in the mood to fuck for some reason - and there’s another top in town visiting that I’d like to tag a bottom with - been blowing him off, ’cause I’m just not in the mood. Hopefully that will change today…

Load 2008-50

Well, with this fuck I hit 50 loads given so far this year. If things keep up I’ll hit 82 for the year… Not bad - way better than last year.

So this skinny Brazilian guy’s been hitting me up the past couple weeks on Manhunt, today I finally got to hookup with him. After doing the research study interview at CHEST I headed over to his place. When I saw the building I thought his place was going to be a miserable hell hole, but while it was really small it turned out to be not so bad…

He was a really sweet guy - skinny as a rail and somewhat child-like even though he was in his 30s… He was so happy I was hooking up with him… He wanted to put on a blindfold (he thought I was the only guy on the Internet who was also into blindfolds), but his building didn’t have a buzzer system so he put it on after we had met and chatted - it was more about him concentrating on the fuck rather than being an anonymous thing…

He took off his clothes pretty quickly he must have had a 27 or 28 inch waist and was so skinny he had a 6 pack - plus he was Latino - so he was definitely my type and I had zero problem popping a woodie. Before he put the blindfold on he pointed out where the lube and condoms were and then made it clear the condoms were completely optional.

We got down to business pretty quickly. He got on the bed and I pulled off his underwear and started eating out his ass. He was loving it - sorta whimpering and saying stuff I didn’t understand while I was eating him out. His ass was so skinny it was really pretty hot. His hole looked like it had gotten fucked a lot, which was fine with me - I like fucking sluts…

When I went to fuck him he wanted poppers. As soon as he had had a few really good inhales I started fucking him. I didn’t use any lube other than spit and he seemed to have a bit of trouble taking it so I went slow at first, but then when I got in nice and deep with his legs up over my shoulders I started fucking about as hard as I felt like. I could tell he’d just take it - he was happy to have me fuck him and would take whatever I gave him…

He kept whimpering and muttering things. Several times I thought I heard him saying “help me” followed by some other stuff, but I couldn’t really tell what it all was. It sounded like English (not Portuguese), but I couldn’t really get a handle on what he was saying.

I then flipped him over and kept fucking him. He felt really good. I could have cum several times but I took my time… I was getting hot and we were both sweating pretty profusely. Finally I just dumped my load deep in his ass…

Since my dog had eaten my pills, I didn’t have any help staying hard, but that wasn’t an issue. After I came I stayed hard for a while and kept slowly fucking him. I must have stayed in him 5 or 10 minutes and we just sorta cuddled.

This is when I really realized how child-like he was. I had sensed it for a while, but he was like a kid in a candy store or a kid who just opened the Christmas present he really wanted. At one point he said “I can’t believe you picked me“… He seemed really needy. In a way it was sweet, in another way I felt bad for him. He was literally fauning over me… I like sub bottoms, but he was a little over the top…

When we got up from cuddling he sucked me clean. While I figured he must be pretty clean since he didn’t have to clean me off before licking me click,  I wasn’t confident enough about that to felch his hole (I knew he had gotten home just a little before I got there and didn’t know how well he had douched)… Maybe next time on that one…

All in all a sweet guy who I definitely want to fuck again…

Load 2008-48

I realize I haven’t been fucking enough (some of you are getting bored and I can see the traffic to the blog tapering off just slightly)… So I figured I’d step things up a bit and have a second hookup this week. But it’s not about the traffic I really don’t feel like I’m fucking enough unless I get in 2 or 3 holes a week…

There’s this Asian guy who’s been hitting me up who likes white bearish guys… He seemed like a nice guy and I kept meaning to hookup with him, but frankly, there are more bottoms than I have time to fuck and so timing and availability are an issue. [That said, why is it that when you really want to fuck someone no one is available - it's like feast or famine.] He told me he wanted me to wear my hood and my boots, so I grabbed those and after a work-related delay, I headed over.

He opened the door wearing just a leather jock strap and combat boots. He looked hotter than his pics, which is always a pleasant thing to find… I thought he’d be in the bedroom and I’d put the hood on just inside the door, but he was just inside the door - so much for the whole point of the hood. But who cares, he looked like a hot little fuck hole.

We started playing just inside the door. He stripped my t-shirt off me, and I put on my hood while he was sucking on my dick… Then I bent him over in the hallway and rimmed him. I gotta stop and mention that he had the smoothest softest skin… And he had zero body hair - it felt really sensual. His hole was pretty excellent as well… I got it nice and wet, stood up and started fucking him. But he wanted more than that so he broke it off and led me into the bedroom…

I could tell he wanted me out of my jeans, but that was just too much trouble. I just wanted to fuck. Now, if he has been a really good sub and gotten down and removed them for me (so I wasn’t falling all over myself doing it), I would have gone for it, but he didn’t so they stayed on (down around my ankles).

He kept blowing me, and as you might guess, I rimmed his hole, got it wet and shoved in (I’m predictable, aren’t I?) He felt great. It was like the inside of him was as silky smooth as the outside. I fucked him a bit on all fours, then flipped him over and looked in his eyes while I fucked him nice and deep. Like the guy the other day he had a huge grin on his face - only there was no pain when I slammed in nice and deep. He was a power bottom and that’s exactly what he was looking for…

As I got close and he knew I was about to cum, he grabbed a hold of me to make sure I didn’t pull out. It was a nice gesture but actually made it difficult to fuck (LOL). As if I’d pull out… He got a nice big load deep in his ass. Then we stayed with my dick in his hole until I got soft.

I could tell he wanted more than a quickie pump-and-dump but that’s pretty much where things stood at that point. He wanted to suck my dick, so of course I let him (with a warning to watch out ’cause it might be sensitive after cumming). He just put it in his mouth and let it sit there. It was like he wanted to drink my piss, but he had just told me that he was into getting pissed on and pissed up his ass, not drinking.

Eventually I got hard enough to face fuck him. Then I bent him over and felched his cummy hole. God it tasted great! Reminded me of the first time I (accidentally) felched cum at a sex club - I was rimming this smooth Asian ass on this hot thin twink, and he pushed out some of the cum inside him. It surprised me, but tasted really good…

I didn’t really have round two of fucking in me, so gradually things wound down and I left… He’s a good cumhole though - would definitely fuck him again.

Load 2008-46

There’s this bottom who has been wanting to hookup with me and my boyfriend literally for years. But on two occasions he said he’d come over and then he was a no-show. The second time he swore it wouldn’t be like the first time, but it was…

I hadn’t blocked him on Manhunt, so yesterday he contacts me again and says he wants to hookup. I told him I wasn’t in the mood to get stood up. He apologizes (again - he keeps having to do it every time he contacts me) and says it’s different this time - the other times he had a boyfriend and things came up.

I was feeling lazy - didn’t really want to leave the apartment… So I give him the address and tell him to come over. I figured once again he’d just flake out. He writes back saying he’ll be here - in two hours… He needed to clean up and he was coming from Brooklyn. Then he writes back and says he’ll be early ’cause he’s leaving earlier than he had planned.

As expected the time he said he would be here came and went and there was no sign of him. He definitely wasn’t early. I was thinking “how typical” when the phone rang. It was him and he was having some sort of subway troubles. I was just about to think it was some sort of excuse when he mentioned a street in the neighborhood - that he had gotten out of the subway and was walking. Thing was I had given him instructions from the subway that didn’t include the street name, so he needed to know how to get here.

Suddenly things were looking up. I told him how to get here and 10 or 15 minutes later he was at my door. His pictures gave a mixed impression of him, but in person he was pretty cute. He had a bit of a nerdy Jewish guy look to him, but later when I saw his uncut dick I realized he wasn’t Jewish.

We undress and he starts sucking my dick. I had taken my PA out since I didn’t want complications and hadn’t taken any pills (since I didn’t actually expect him to show up). The blowjob wasn’t getting me hard, but he had mentioned that he liked watersports. Since some guys (like the guy who got gangbanged last week) only like golden showers, not drinking piss, I checked with him first before I tried to piss in his mouth. Don’t know if it was because I was semi hard or if it was because my bladder just wasn’t all that full, but I wasn’t able to piss more than just a little bit… Oh well…

Since the blowjob just wasn’t doing it for me I had him get on the bed on all fours so I could rim him. I was a litte worried that since he had been walking in the heat he’d be all rank, but he wasn’t fortunately. He had a pretty nice hole, which I gave a pretty good rimming to before it was sloppy with spit and I shoved my dick in…

His hole felt pretty good. I fucked him on all fours and on his belly. When he was on his belly it was a bit of a weird/awkward position but it still sorta felt good. There was no eye contact - he was just a hole… Which is sorta what I wanted of him. After all he had stood me up twice - this was when he made it up to me… For a while there I wondered if I was going to be able to cum, but eventually the orgasm came and I gave him a big load deep in his ass.

I then rolled over on my side with my dick still in his ass. Usually bottoms want to cuddle after getting a load, but he did this thing where he moved so his back was not up against my chest. It seems he didn’t want the intimacy of getting held. OK…

After my dick softened and fell out of his ass, he got up and started cleaning off my dick. I thought that was going to be it, but then he went on and on… Licking my balls and basically being very subservient and sort of worshiping me. He even licked my feet…

Having just cum, I was laying there and for a moment I realized I was acting a bit like a “do me” sorta top. But then I realized I had “done him” so that wasn’t the case at all. I sat up with him still between my legs and showed him some more attention. He wanted me to spit in his face (I did), and he liked it when I slapped him. I could tell he wanted something more like the dom top I watched at IML, but I just wasn’t in that headspace. I did take a page out of that top’s playbook and when he was sucking my fingers I shoved them deeper and deeper until he was just about gagging on them. I could tell he didn’t like that ’cause I’d keep trying and he’d usually move his tongue so I couldn’t get back that far - though he did let me get down deep a few times more…

That sorta stuff went on for a long time. The fuck wasn’t that long, but he was with me for about an hour and a half total - most of it was just him worshiping me and serving me. He cleaned my sweaty pits, licked my feet, sucked my dick, chewed on my beard. I spit in his face, slapped him and generally just treated him like a pig.

At one point he got me hard enough that I wanted to fuck again. I started by rimming his cummy hole which was great ’cause I could taste my load in there - nothing like felching a cummy hole! Then I fucked him and it was incredible… His hole felt all silky and smooth…

We then went back to him serving me. At one point he was sucking on my toes and then he turned around and started trying to shove my foot up his ass. Of course it didn’t get far, but it was still sorta cool… The guy was a definite pig… Of course he licked my toes clean after they were up his ass…

At one point he was laying next to me and he smelled musky and raunchy - it smelled pretty good. He sorta had piss breath, but not too bad since I hadn’t pissed much in his mouth…

Finally he jacked off while having me slap his face with my foot… The guy’s a perverted fucker - I like that…

As he was getting dressed I went into the bathroom ’cause I needed to piss. Then I thought - this is dumb - I’ve got someone who will drink it… He was already dressed and surprised I wanted him to drink cum, but he got on his knees and sucked it down. Afterward he went into the bathroom and cleaned up a little (not too much) including rinsing his mouth out with water. He’ll still go home with piss breath, but it won’t be as bad as if drinking rank piss was the last thing he did…

After he left I took a shower and the rank smell just wafted off my body. Having a piss pig lick you all over gets you smelling like piss… Gotta remember that next time and not go out with friends without showering first!

Last night I was supposed to fuck this hot mid-20s skinny guy who rarely ever (if ever) barebacks - a fan who I keep running into at bars - first he saw me at the Gym like a week ao, then I saw him at the Eagle this past Sunday at Beer Blast… Thing was he doesn’t want to travel up here, and can’t host, so the blogger “Bingity Bang” (who took his blog down a while ago) had agreed to host us, but then the guy canceled ’cause he wasn’t sure he could make it… On top of it all, I managed to piss off Bingity Bang ’cause I just sent a message on Manhunt and didn’t call him. He had been checking Manhunt a lot earlier in the day… And personally I hate unnecessary calls and texts on my cell. Oops…

So then I was looking for someone else to fuck. This black 19 y.o. had an ad on Craigslist saying

black neg. d/d free bottom looking for a gl white raw neg. d/d free top. who can make my ass drip of his seed. send a pic or number in first email. im looking for now cant host must travel. older white a +++

So I contacted him and he was interested. Then right as we were making plans for him to come up he asked if I’d fuck him with a condom - he’d never barebacked before and was nervous. I told him ‘no’ and tried to reassure him that I was just a pretty regular guy… That seemed to work and he said he was coming up, but he never actually showed up. That was really too bad. I so wanted to be the first guy to seed his hole.

Even though I sorta half expected him to flake out, the problem was I had taken a couple pills. Now I had a hardon and no hole to fuck. I start chatting with this young, mid-20s, bareback top who lives near me - he was looking as well.

In the middle of that I was chatting with the bottom who I had hooked up with who likes golden showers. He said it turned him on that I thought he’d be back taking loads - that I was so certain about it. Encouraging him to do it without really pushing him to do it…

Anyway, even though I had a raging hardon, I had to break for dinner (with my bf and a neighbor). When I was done I looked some more and talked some more to the young top. One guy was online who was a possibility - I had fucked him once before, and then gone over to his place to fuck a bottom he was fucking… He’s one of the tops I had contacted the other night when the blindfolded bottom wanted more tops. Since he knew I was into blindfolded pump-and-dumps he asked if he could be blindfolded. I said sure and said I had another top who might want to come over. He was game, so I IM’d the top and he was game as well…

The top and I met in the subway station and headed over. We got there and the door was unlocked. We went up to his bedroom and he’s there on all fours in tighty whities that have a hole ripped in them showing his hole. I get down on my knees and rim his hole while the other top took off some of his clothes…

After getting nice and hard I started fucking the bottom (the young top wasn’t ready)… My dick was pretty big at this point - I had a cockring on and the pills were doing their job. The only problem was the bottom’s hole was a little high for my dick and he didn’t get the suggestion when I tried to pull his ass towards me (which since he was on all fours would have lowered his ass). So it was a little awkward, but OK…

I fucked him for a while, but given the imperfect position, when the young top got hard, I was fine with giving him use of the bottom’s hole. There was a little bit of odor when I pulled out, but I didn’t think too much of it. He wasn’t perfectly clean, but wasn’t all that dirty either…

While the young top was fucking the bottom, I figured I’d fuck his face. I didn’t really give too much thought to the fact that my dick wasn’t perfectly clean. Most bottoms I’ve fucked lately would just clean off my dick. But this guy was versatile, not a sub bottom, and in hindsight giving him a slightly dirty dick to suck was a bad idea.

The two of us filled him from both ends for a bit, but then as soon as we stopped to change positions, he got up, took off the blindfold and ran into the shower to clean out some more… So much for him not seeing the other top…

After that point the hookup was sorta weird. He tried to put everything back in order by almost jumping into place on the bed and throwing his legs in the air in a “let’s start again” sorta way… I rimmed him and then fucked him. But things just weren’t the same. It wasn’t an anonymous pump-and-dump anymore…

The young top had told me before we went that he was tired and not sure how well he was going to perform. Several times he’d get hard enough to fuck, and then lose it. That was sorta my story as well that night, though I was doing better than the young top… I probably fucked the bottom on and off a half dozen times, but none of them lasted very long, and I didn’t feel like I was even close to cumming any of those times.

After the bottom came, we sorta wrapped it up and went home. It’s too bad it didn’t go a little better.

I’m wondering whether eating dinner had some effect. The time I organized a gangbang I had a heavy meal, took some pills, and then couldn’t get very hard. This time I took pills, had a fairly moderate meal, and then had so-so results. And there are also other times when I have eaten and taken pills and had issues… So I’m thinking that’s a bad combination… Or maybe it’s just eating before hooking up - I’m not sure…

So I’m hoping I have time tonight to get to Matt & Dan’s gangbang… It should make up for last night, but I’ve got some other stuff that might conflict with me going…