Load 2008-54

It’s a good thing opposites attract, ’cause I really like skinny guys. Woke up this morning and was sorta horny. Since I had had the pill yesterday it was really easy to pop a woodie. Didn’t think I’d find anything, but I logged into BarebackRT and Adam4Adam and there were two guys within sorta a long walking distance, surprisingly both wanted to hookup and there were other guys as well who were interested but not as convenient.

One of the guys who was close I’d seen for a while now and wanted to fuck. He has these really cool tattoos and had an incredible body - super skinny with definition…

Long story short, he comes over and when he pulls up his shirt there literally isn’t an ounce of fat on him. He’s got these washboard abs that were just absolutely incredible. I compliment him and tell him I like how skinny he is, and he says he doesn’t like the term “skinny” - prefers “thin”. Whatever - he’s skinny and I’m loving it…

He had told me before that he was into leather, and it turned out he brought a leather vest. I had worn my IML t-shirt, but took the hint and pulled out a leather vest and chaps, but then decided the chaps were too much trouble… I think he wanted more, but I just wanted a quick fuck…

After a little kissing he gives me a blowjob, but let’s just say blowjobs aren’t his specialty, so I bent him over the bed and rimmed him. Great ass - his waist must be like 27 or 28″… After a little rimming I got him nice and wet, spit a little on my dick and shoved in. Wasn’t sure how he was going to take it, but he did just fine.

We fucked a bit and it would have been so easy to cum, but I held off a bit. Finally I knew it was pointless to hold back and just came in him - nice and deep. After I came I continued to fuck him slowly. Then rolled him on his side and continued to work my dick in and out of his cummy hole until it finally went soft.

As soon as I pulled out I went down to felch his hole and it was all nice and cummy - tasted good  

We talked a little and he asked whether I had fucked Dawson in a video - I said yes - in Dawson’s 20 Load Weekend. He said he had just watched it a few days ago and I looked familiar. We talked about a few other things and then wrapped it up and he left…

I really liked fucking him - the chemistry was a little awkward ’cause I think he wanted me to be more leather and bondage oriented than I felt like being right at that moment. But I’m hoping there will be repeats and we can work on that! 

Load 2008-27

After having plans fall through on Monday and Tuesday I finally got my dick in a hole last night… Been too long - like 10 days since my last fuck… Of course, having clap didn’t help any in that regard (speaking of which the bottom I’m pretty sure was responsible got back to me with a message saying “Sorry to hear that. But I’m clean. I don’t have it. Must have been someone after me.” How can he be certain he doesn’t have it? And there wasn’t anyone after him.)

Anyway, there was a guy I had noticed on Craigslist on Tuesday who I then noticed on BarebackRT. His profile was pretty new - so new in fact that I noticed his profile had only had like 23 views and some of those were me… Anyway, he lived near me, so we set up a time to hookup after work.

When I got there he seemed horny, so we got right down to business. He sucked my dick, which doesn’t always do it for me, but he was pretty good at it and I got rock hard. He liked seeing how far he could get it down his throat…

Then he turned around and went to lube his hole with Vaseline and I told him to hang on and started eating out his ass. Don’t think he was expecting that, but he liked it… He was pretty limber so after a bit he bent over far enough that he started lubing up my dick…

After a while eating his hole I stood up, since my dick was lubed and he had spit on his hole, I went to just shove in. He needed more lube than that, so I pulled out and he added some to his ass. Now envision that all of this is happening in the middle of his living room with him bent over. He had some difficulty keeping his balance, so we moved a few feet so he could be near a wall to support himself.

His hole felt good, but he kept positioning himself so I wasn’t going in all that deep which reduced the sensation. Then I’d get him to change positions and I’d get in nice and deep and it would feel awesome… We kept going back and forth like that for a while…

It was sorta cool having him bent over with zero face contact. I had expected him to be the type to want to make more of a “connection” with me, but he was like a piece of meat just bent over taking my dick. Which was fine with me…

Eventually (though not that long after we started fucking), my orgasm came and I shot my wad in his ass. I stayed in him while he jacked himself off and came, which was pretty quickly.

I washed up, we chatted for a couple minutes. Turns out he’s part of a group a friend is in - even gave me the magazine for the group… As I’m leaving he asks what my name is… Don’t you just love it when the guy’s got your load in his ass and then he asks you your name?

Since he’s close and a good fuck, I’m hoping we’ll hookup on a regular basis… We’ll see… From his perspective, he signed up for BarebackRT and got a fuck like 20 profile views later… Can’t beat that…

After the study the other day saying HIV infections are skyrocketing among gay kids ages 13-24 I thought I’d tell you about a chat I had yesterday on BarebackRT.com. The guy’s an absolutely adorable/hot 19 year old kid who lives in the middle of nowhere. Pretty quickly he starts telling me about himself…

HIM: i never have topped. i only take it bareback. my cherry was popped bare and never let any guys fuck me safe

ME: when did you take your first load? any idea how many loads you’ve gotten since then? how many different guys have cum inside you?

HIM: i took my first load at 15, maybe 75-100 different cocks in me.

ME: You must have problems hooking up being out in the middle of nowhere…

HIM: i do have 5 fuck buddies, 2 are 25ish and 3 are 35+. the 5 guys fuck me alot. the 2 25ish guys breed me around 2 times a day, with the others its once a day. i have 3 loads in my hole now, plus a load of piss in my tummy

ME: damn! you’re doing well for being in the middle of nowhere. i can’t imagine how much cum would be in your ass right now if you were here in nyc…

HIM: i was in Seattle two weeks ago and got fucked silly at a bathouse, first time ever in one. cum was pouring out of my hole. my whole body had cum on it. there were condoms there, but once one dude fucked me bare, everyone did. some men fucked me more than once. but i took 12 different cocks, my hole was totally raw from all the fucking. men had no problem fucking me and leaving. not saying a word. is that common?

ME: depends on the setting. if it’s truly anonymous sex then yeah, that’s pretty normal. i have had discussions with guys in bathhouses (even met two boyfriends there - still with one of them after 10 years), but it’s more normal to just fuck, unload and go. did you like being treated like a cumhole?

HIM: yes, i liked that i was a cumhole. i liked the anon fucking, but some men fucked me brutally hard, then shooting there cum in my hole. several men had pierced cocks, which made my fuckhole even more raw. plus, most had no reserve in pissing in my mouth, even tho i never asked for it

ME: sounds like they were trying to poz you… so you liked getting fucked and taking loads, but would you want it to be so brutal next time? did you like the guys pissing in your mouth?

HIM: i liked guys pissing in my mouth, but everyone did. i was filled with piss. the guy at the counter, said the same thing about the men trying to poz me.

ME: i take it you’re ok with getting pozzed… sounds like it’s going to happen one way or the other given what you like sexually…

HIM: if any of them were poz, they got me. my hole was gapping open, totally raw inside. i knew when i first bb, that i would get bred one day poz

ME: well, it’s usually 2 or 3 weeks after getting bred that you get the fuck flu - so who knows - you might find out soon…

HIM: i have the flu now, do you think its the poz cum? i get chills, then hot. yesterday, was when i started feeling bad

[He avoided other questions about him possibly going through seroconversion... It's like he doesn't look forward to it, he just accepts it, so I moved on to other topics...]

ME: so if a really hot guy wanted to fuck you with a rubber what would you do?

HIM: id tease them with my hole and body, but if that didnt work, then id suck him off. but not let him fuck me

I reordered the conversation a bit to make it more narrative, but those are the details… He knows what he likes sexually, he knows it means he’ll become poz one day. He might just have the flu right now - or he could be seroconverting… If it doesn’t happen now, it sounds like it will happen soon enough…

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UPDATE: I just added a story to the fiction section about a 21 y.o. who got pozzed in a bathhouse. I’m not sure how authentic the story is, but I suspect it’s true. Hell, for that matter I don’t know that the guy above wasn’t just making up a story when he was talking to me…

BarebackRT.com had a contest a few weeks ago to see who could refer the most new members. Thanks to you guys I won which means I’m now the owner of a red, 1GB iPod Shuffle that has “Congrats from BarebackRT” engraved on the back.

Thing is, I’m not a big iPod person, so I’m going to give it away to you guys - since you were the guys who basically won it for me in the first place…

Here are the rules for the contest…

1. The contest ends 3/31/08. We’ll pick a winner April 1st.
2. You have to be a BarebackRT.com member. This only makes sense since you’re getting an iPod with BarebackRT engraved on the back…
3. You need to do a buddy link with me on BarebackRT.com - it should be a “friends only” link - my profile name is ‘rawTOP’ (as you might guess).
4. You need to purchase either a site membership or DVD from one of the links on this site, and then e-mail me with all of the following:
   • Your BarebackRT.com profile name
   • Which site(s) you purchased from
   • What you purchased (membership, DVD)
   • The date of your purchase (valid dates are 3/20 to 3/31)
   • The amount of your purchase (before and after tax/shipping, if you’re getting DVDs)

The more you purchase, the greater your chances of winning. Dollars spent on DVDs will count 1/3 of the dollars spent on site memberships (sorry). This is for new purchases only - rebills don’t count, and neither does pay-per-view. And please only purchase from the sites I link to. Some sites link to other sites and those sales may not be counted if I can’t confirm the sale on my end.

Here some sites I’d recommend:

If you like average guys who are good nasty pigs…

• All Real Bareback (a brand new site with some nasty European pigs)
• Bareback That Hole
• Hot Barebacking

If you like twinks…

• Ace’s Bedroom
• Cum Into My Ass
• Chillout Boys
• Epic Men

And by the way… As far as the whole “Buddy Link” thing on BarebackRT.com… The guys who I list as “fuckbuddy only” are guys who’ve gotten my cum in their ass and I’d do ‘em again… Whereas “friends only” I’ll do with anyone who wants it…

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For the record, no one entered the contest… Oh well…

The other day I was looking around BarebackRT.com and noticed that I wasn’t seeing everyone I should see… I was listed as being in “New York, NY” and was only seeing people who were also in “New York, NY”. Problem is, they also have “Manhattan, NY” (same place), and I’m really close to The Bronx and parts of Northern New Jersey, and I’d like to see people in Queens and Brooklyn as well…

The problem is they don’t have their site organized by metropolitan area - they have it organized by state and city. So people in big sprawling cities where everyone has the same city name (like Houston) will do fine. I suspect this is why they’ve done well in Chicago (or is that made up of a lot of little towns and cities?).

So, if you’re in a place that has a lot of other town and city names near it, you’ll need to set it to view everyone in your state in order to get the most out of BarebackRT.com. That’s still not perfect since I can’t see people who are less than a mile away from me in New Jersey, but it’s definitely better.

You can also do a “Detailed Search” and search for guys in a radius around your zip code. It’s a little cumbersome, but it will give the best results.

I’m sure they’ll fix the problem in the not-too-distant future, but in the meantime don’t think there’s not many people near you when you log into the site - there could be quite a few guys near you…

Load 2008-20

Back in 2001 when my bf and I had been together for a little over 3 years, I wasn’t getting enough sex and I was fucking guys on the side (bareback of course). It was during this time that I fucked “Max” who went on to be the NY-based porn producer for Treasure Island, which is how 3 years later I wound up fucking Dawson in Dawson’s 20 Load weekend… But I digress…

My memory’s a little fuzzy, but if I remember correctly my bf found out I was fucking guys behind his back, there was a big argument, and the outcome was that we’d do 3-ways with bottoms. We thought this would be a great idea. We found a few guys and had a few good hookups (one of the guys we even later saw on Law & Order). But the problem was guys were usually either into one or the other of us, and we always used condoms, which I hated.

But we did find a few bottoms and the very first guy we did a 3-way with was this little, well-built, poz black guy. My bf was fine with him being poz because we were going to fuck him with rubbers… I remember a few things about him - like how his hole felt - it was like a wonderful muscular tube. The other thing was that he went shopping with us afterwards to Triple 5 Soul… (That was the first and last time we went shopping with someone after fucking them)…

Anyway, a few years later I see him online and we chat, he figures out I bareback, and he mentions that he wished he had taken my load. And then later he figured out I was the person behind this blog… For a number of reasons we never hooked up again - until last night…

I see him online yesterday on BarebackRT and tell him I want to fuck him. He had the day off, so he comes over after I was done with work. He looks great - hasn’t changed much in 7 years. He apologizes for having gained 10 lbs, but as I find later, the 10 lbs works well on him… Of course, I gained a lot more than 10 lbs over that time, but he’s fine with it…

He had said he was OK with pics or video provided people couldn’t figure out who he was, but the problem was I couldn’t find the tripod and my bf wasn’t around. I didn’t want the distraction of having to hold the video camera while I fucked, so video was out. After taking off the necessary clothes, I grab the camera and take pictures of his ass. The pictures aren’t as hot as the real thing… What you can’t see is how he’s like the perfect little beefy, muscular bottom. Nice ass, great chest and arms…

So then I put down the camera and eat out his ass, then I have him blow me, then eat out his ass some more, then he blows me again, etc… I then lube up his hole and my dick, pick up the camera again and go to fuck him. But the camera doesn’t take a picture when I press the button. I look and it turns out the memory is full on the camera. So sorry guys - ass shots are all you’re getting…

He’s a bit sensitive when I start fucking him, so I take it slow… His hole feels really good… He’s on his stomach, which is my favorite position with little guys. It would have been so easy to just blow my load after a few strokes, but I wanted it to last a while, so I fuck him with slow and deliberate strokes. Finally, I just can’t hold back any more and I unload in his ass. That’s what he came for - it’s the load he’s been wanting for years…

I keep my dick in his ass (I had taken a couple pills so I was able to stay fairly hard after cumming). I continue to slowly fuck him as we cuddle and talk a bit. His ass is all cummy and feels absolutely incredible… He tells me that was the first load he’d gotten in his ass in about two years. He has a boyfriend, doesn’t live in Manhattan where it’s easier to get laid, and since he’s versatile most guys seem to want him to top.

I remembered he was a sweet guy, but had forgotten what his personality was like. He’s sorta straight-laced in many ways - until he starts talking about sex. While he doesn’t get enough of it, he loves fucking raw - breeding and getting bred. And he’s really in love with Treasure Island videos…

I think I fucked him longer after I came than I did before. It was just nice and relaxed. Then I pulled out, he cleaned off my dick for me, and we cuddled and talked some more. Among other things we talked about him being poz… He’s been poz for something like 20 years - looks great, and has had very few health problems. (He previously he’d told me he’s been “undetectable” for years). He also mentioned he had jacked off 5 times that day thinking about taking my load. That was too bad ’cause I remember him having a really nice dick - but he wasn’t getting hard ’cause he had jacked off so much…

Then I wanted to fuck him more, so I went back and pounded his ass. This time I didn’t have to worry about cumming, so I was a bit more forceful than the first time. But at the same time, since I had cum earlier, I wasn’t completely hard. Eventually I went a bit too soft to fuck and we cuddled some more with my dick in his ass.

It felt really good to cuddle with him - his body was beefy and muscular - his chest and arms felt really good.

All in all it was a great hookup. I need to get him back here and videotape it (can’t believe I couldn’t find the damn tripod - but once he was here I wanted it to be about him, not about the video equipment…)