Load 2009-4

There’s a guy I saw a few months ago – hot little tattooed guy. I remember him telling me back then he did gogo dancing. He’s not the pretty boy type – more of a tough little guy… Anyway he resurfaced the last couple weeks and he was the one who I didn’t hookup with on Monday ’cause I wasn’t sure whether it would go well given my mellow mood…

Tonight I wasn’t really looking – just sorta bored and looking at BarebackRT for the hell of it. He said ‘hi’ and I knew he was nearby so I figured what the hell – asked my bf if it was OK, and then went over.

I got there and he was really short which was sorta cool. My boyfriend is short, but this guy was noticeably shorter. He just had a t-shirt and underwear on so I could tell he was really thin too… This promised to be fun…

We went in the the bedroom, took off our clothes (I left on my tshirt). He got on his knees and started sucking my cock. He was so adorable… So tiny, so cute…

That went on for a while, though not too long given how long a serious cocksucker would make it last. It was a decent blowjob (no teeth, but wasn’t really doing anything special for me – which is pretty typical of me and blojobs). When I was cleaning up before I went over I noticed my dick was pretty chubby – it was like there was still a little bit of the partial pill that I took a couple days before that was still active. I wasn’t super hard or anything – just thick and spongey.

I wanted to rim his ass, which I think surprised him a bit. He seemed to like it – nice hole – his ass was a bit fuzzy which was cool. Eventually I had it really wet with spit, stood up, but some spit on my dick and shoved in. I love how little guys respond. Since they’re smaller it’s a bit more intense when they get fucked. It took a few strokes for him to get used to my cock, and then we were off…

Fucking him reminded me of fucking one of my old boyfriends (the one who got me addicted barebacking and blowing load up guys’ asses). With my old boyfriend I could literally get in deep enough to hit his second sphincter. I couldn’t quite do that with this guy, but it felt like it was close.

At first I didn’t know if I could cum all that quickly, but it wasn’t long before I felt my orgasm coming – gave him a decent load, though not a huge one.

We then laid next to each other and I played with his nipples while he jacked off (it was a dry orgasm). The whole encounter was sorta passionless – it was just a fuck. I think he liked me, but I wonder if the lack of emotion wasn’t due to whatever he was smoking.

The funny part was he told me I was a lot more attractive than my pics. Guess I need one of my tricks to take some decent pics of me on of these days…

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A week ago I hooked up with Marcelo Masko. You may know him from some of the Treasure Island videos he’s done – Fearless, Breeding Ian Jay, Loaded, Brad McGuire’s 20 Hole Weekend, and Sperm Bank. He’s also been in some Dick Wadd videos – Deep in the Hole and Soaked, Armed and Hammered (in both he’s a piss bottom). I think he told me he’s been in a total of 17 videos…

Anyway, I’ve fucked him on two occasions before. Once last May that went really well, and then at the end of August when my pills were working a bit too well. Thing was, I didn’t know he had done porn back then. Somehow I missed the videos he has been in, but then I saw one and asked him about it.

I’d been wanting to hookup with him again and we made plans for last Sunday. He was also game for getting it on videotape, so I brought my camera and tripod along. To me it was cool that I could finally videotape someone who didn’t mind their face showing. Not to mention that I think he’s a hot little pig… 

I get there and we set things up. It’s sorta weird, but to get light in from outside the blinds on the windows are open and people walking past on the street can see right in. But I put that out of my mind and just enjoyed myself… He had these plastic/rubber sheets he put on the bed, ’cause he likes his sex a bit messy. He had texted me right before I went over and told me to have lots of water ’cause he wanted to drink my piss. If you read this blog much you know I like piss bottoms…

The rest is pretty much shown in the video (it’s a pretty long video – 20 minutes and there’s another supplemental video coming, plus some other clips I may show later). It started off with him sucking my cock. At one point in there I’m fucking his mouth really slowly ’cause I’m actually pissing in his mouth.

Then we move to the bed and I rim him and fuck him. He had mentioned that he got fucked earlier in the day and took a load, but it turned out it was a massive load – my dick is just swimming in cum as I fuck him. It feels great. In fact he’s got so much in there it actually overflows while I’m fucking him and there’s a small puddle of it on the bed (which I lick up ).

[UPDATE: Marcelo has asked that I take down the video since he's in talks with a studio about going exclusive with them and doesn't want home made movies floating around out there...]

Here’s some supplemental footage of sucking and rimming that didn’t make it into the video above…

[Ditto]

All in all it was a good fuck. We fucked for a while and I fucked him pretty hard. [For those of you who keep asking for me to take my clothes off - you'll like the last bit of the video.] But the thing was I just couldn’t cum. There are a number of reasons but it boils down to me working too much. First, I’m jacking off these days just so I can concentrate and get work done. But jacking off frequently makes it more difficult to cum when I’m fucking. Plus there’s the stress and always feeling tired…

There’s more to this story, but I’m going to wait on telling that part… But I will say Marcelo and I ‘clicked’ (he’s a sweet guy) and I plan on hooking up with him in the near future.

And just as a shameless plug… If you want to hookup with Marcelo, you can hire him as an escort (see his ad on RentBoy.com). [UPDATE: He's not doing escort work any more either... Sorry.] As you may know from the videos – he’s a great top as well as a good raunchy bottom…

Believe it or not, it’s been over two weeks since I fucked anyone. Somehow my efforts to find someone the last few days haven’t gone very well. There was the young guy in Inwood who kept asking if I was neg and never giving his address. Then there was the guy this morning who had great stats, but didn’t have any pics. I told him I wanted him to come here, he said he’d be right over, but never showed up. Then there were guys who wanted to hookup later…

On top of everything else my bf and I had another fight about me hooking up this morning. I hate those fights – really getting tired of them. He’s under incredible stress, so in the end I understand its not about me, but still I really, really hate them…

Anyway, this evening the skinny tattooed guy who lives not far from me wanted to hookup. I went over to his place. I really like this guy’s body – he’s short, super skinny – literally not an ounce of fat on him, has these great tattoos… The chemistry with him was a little awkward tonight – not sure why… I sorta forget if it was awkard last time or not.

Anyway, long story short, I had been hard pretty easily yesterday and today so didn’t think I needed a pill, but I guess I should have taken one. I was hard, but not not consistently hard. When I had him legs up I just didn’t feel much of anything, so I fucked him on his belly a bunch and nearly came twice, but just never came…

We fucked for a while on and off. And it was fun. At one point I wasn’t all that hard and he told me he was sorta sore ’cause he had gone to a halloween party last night and had gotten fucked by three guys. That got me totally hard. Then he told me he’s been fantasizing about getting gangbanged and he planned on buying a sling in a month or so and seeing if he could set up a gangbang. The idea of him getting gangbanged got me totally hard. There’s something about gangbang bottoms that just gets me going…

The other thing was he had “partied” last night and had crystal dick – his dick and balls were completely shriveled up, but I like that… On top of his skinny body it just made him seem like more of a bottom. I wondered if his PNPing didn’t contribute to the weird chemistry – who knows…

Anyway, after several rounds of rimming and fucking we just cuddled, and then I left… I satisfied my need to fuck, but tomorrow I need to take a pill and actually cum in someone’s ass… 

Load 2008-54

It’s a good thing opposites attract, ’cause I really like skinny guys. Woke up this morning and was sorta horny. Since I had had the pill yesterday it was really easy to pop a woodie. Didn’t think I’d find anything, but I logged into BarebackRT and Adam4Adam and there were two guys within sorta a long walking distance, surprisingly both wanted to hookup and there were other guys as well who were interested but not as convenient.

One of the guys who was close I’d seen for a while now and wanted to fuck. He has these really cool tattoos and had an incredible body – super skinny with definition…

Long story short, he comes over and when he pulls up his shirt there literally isn’t an ounce of fat on him. He’s got these washboard abs that were just absolutely incredible. I compliment him and tell him I like how skinny he is, and he says he doesn’t like the term “skinny” – prefers “thin”. Whatever – he’s skinny and I’m loving it…

He had told me before that he was into leather, and it turned out he brought a leather vest. I had worn my IML t-shirt, but took the hint and pulled out a leather vest and chaps, but then decided the chaps were too much trouble… I think he wanted more, but I just wanted a quick fuck…

After a little kissing he gives me a blowjob, but let’s just say blowjobs aren’t his specialty, so I bent him over the bed and rimmed him. Great ass – his waist must be like 27 or 28″… After a little rimming I got him nice and wet, spit a little on my dick and shoved in. Wasn’t sure how he was going to take it, but he did just fine.

We fucked a bit and it would have been so easy to cum, but I held off a bit. Finally I knew it was pointless to hold back and just came in him – nice and deep. After I came I continued to fuck him slowly. Then rolled him on his side and continued to work my dick in and out of his cummy hole until it finally went soft.

As soon as I pulled out I went down to felch his hole and it was all nice and cummy – tasted good  

We talked a little and he asked whether I had fucked Dawson in a video – I said yes – in Dawson’s 20 Load Weekend. He said he had just watched it a few days ago and I looked familiar. We talked about a few other things and then wrapped it up and he left…

I really liked fucking him – the chemistry was a little awkward ’cause I think he wanted me to be more leather and bondage oriented than I felt like being right at that moment. But I’m hoping there will be repeats and we can work on that! 

Load 2008-52

I ordered some new pills on Monday and they came two days later on Wednesday, but for one reason or another I didn’t hookup until Friday. (Sorry I’m just getting the post up now – I was out of town yesterday)…

So Friday late afternoon I was looking for some ass to fuck and not having an easy time finding it. When I just couldn’t find a hole I wanted to fuck on BarebackRT or Adam4Adam (lots of potentials, but nothing definite), I finally succumbed and checked out Manhunt. It was the last day of my paid membership so there weren’t any restrictions. I noticed a guy who I’d fucked before was online which in his case meant he was looking, so I e-mailed him and the first e-mail back from him was “yes” and the second one confirmed the address and time. [Just what I like, a guy who doesn't beat around the bush.]

I had actually taken one of the new pills before I noticed him (I was determined to fuck someone). I didn’t know how it would work, so I figured I’d give it a little time. It said to take it at least 30 minutes before but around the 30 minute mark I was about to go out the door and didn’t see any “improvement” down there, so I put on a leather cock ring just in case.

By the time I got to his place I could feel a bit of a bulge down there and knew it would be fine. With the old pills I’d take 2 of the recommended dose of 3 and would do just fine, but this was a one pill sorta thing. I was a little worried if this was and improved formula, that it would work too well…

I get up there and like last time he greeted me at the door in a towel. He’s sorta cute – short latino with a lot of tattooes and the best part is that he’s way cuter than his pics. I notice there’s a sling in the hallway – didn’t remember that from last time – made me wonder how often he’s just laying in the sling waiting to get fucked. As I’m taking off my clothes I see he has “What I Can’t See 2″ from Treasure Island playing on the TV. This guy was blindfolded and getting fucked (it’s a good DVD).

The guy’s bed was covered in sorta a black heavy plastic S/M style play sheet. I know the guy can be pretty hard core, but I wasn’t really looking for that… After a quick blowjob, he laid down on the bed (on his back) and I started playing with his body. He’s got a big uncut dick which was rock, so I sucked on that for a bit. His nipples had seen some serious use, and I was playing with those as well. It felt like there was “chemistry” between us, which as much as I like fucking anonymous holes, felt nice. I was envisioning taking a boyfriend like him out to some sex club and watching him take loads from whoever wanted to fuck him…

Eventually his legs went into the air and it was clear he wanted to get fucked. I started by rimming him – his hole looked like a nice loose “slot” that had seen just the right amount of use. After rimming him a bit, I got a bunch of spit on his hole and some on the head of my dick and shoved in.

I should mention I had gotten rock hard pretty quickly and had zero trouble staying that way. So it just sorta aimed my dick at his hole and shoved in no problem. He felt good and we were kissing a lot while I fucked him. There sorta seemed like there was this chemistrty between us.

I was so close to cumming quite a few times but I held off, but eventually I unloaded in his hole. It had been a few days since I’d cum, so he got a nice big load. But since I had taken the pill and had a cockring on there was no way I was getting even a little bit soft, so I just kept fucking him.

His ass was all cummy and felt really great. That plus the chemistry made things sorta intense. A few times I pulled out and felched my cum out of his ass (tasted good and since there was no lube in there it was nice and bitter). At one point he reached down, got some on his fingers and tasted it so he could taste my cum…

This is where the “problems” started… I wasn’t going soft – not in the least. I had blown my load like 10 minutes before and was still rock hard. All I could think to do was keep fucking him (which I did). It felt really great since his hole was all cummy, but after a while I sorta got tired of fucking. He was just laying there – not really interacting with me all that much and after a while the “chemistry” sorta wore off as well. I didn’t feel the same connection with him I felt earlier.

Finally I pulled out and he sucked my dick clean (since it was all nice and cummy). Then I told him to sit on me and ride my dick. He did it for a little while, but didn’t really seem into it. His raging hard on from earlier has sorta gone limp, and then he got off and just seemed to want to watch the porn on the TV.

That was my queue to leave, so I got up and stuffed my rock hard dick into my pants and left… It’s almost like the fact that it didn’t go down much at all sorta changed the chemistry and became a problem. If he had been a little hungrier it coulda been a great thing – he could have gone to town riding my dick and sucking it, but he seemed to just want to watch porn.

Oh well, at least most of the hookup was really good…

Load 2008-47

A few days ago I saw an orgy listed on BarebackRT and one of the guys who was going was a mid-20s guy I’ve been wanting to get my load in for a while now, so I signed up. It was at a hotel, but the host was a guy I’d chatted with last year when he lived in NYC – a stocky, hairy bear with major tattoos. While I liked the tattoos he host wasn’t really my type, I was really hoping to fuck the 20-something bottom. I’d seen him and said a quick hello one time at the Eagle, and he had seen me at Gym (a bar) one time – so I know he wants to get fucked…

The young bottom and I were chatting about the orgy and it sounds like he’s going so even though I was getting offers from some really hot guys (one in the neighborhood even), I was turning them down ’cause I wanted to fuck this one guy and maybe see him get bred by the host who was a versatile top. Then all of a sudden at the last minute he says he’s waiting for a call from friends and doesn’t know if he can go out and then he logs off. FUCK!

Well, I wasn’t going to have no sex that night so I headed out. I get to the hotel and even though it’s pretty nice hotel, there’s no security. I go up, find his room and see the door is ajar. I head in and get confused which way I should go – he had a huge corner suite on a high floor with views of the East River – very nice…

I finally find the bedroom and there’s the host and this other older skinny guy. Not unattractive, but not my type either. It’s been like a week since I last fucked someone and with all the work stuff that’s been keeping me busy, I really didn’t care what they looked like – I was horny and they were just fine…

I had my PA in and was wondering if I should take it out or not. It’s one thing if I get hard easily, but it is a distraction when I’m not 100% in the moment. When the host saw the ring he asked me to take it out – which in hindsight was a very good thing…

I wasn’t all that hard, but suddenly I became the center of attention, which was sorta weird. Then the other guy started fucking the host. I’d occasionally have the host suck my dick, but while I was getting a chubby, I wasn’t getting all that hard.

It didn’t take the other guy long to cum. When he came there was no clue he had cum – he just stopped fucking and when he pulled out his dick wasn’t all that hard anymore. The host had to ask if he had gotten a load.

The host then wanted me to fuck him – he put a bunch of lube on my dick (he liked his his hole really well lubed). He got on the edge of the bed and I fucked him for a while, but I just couldn’t stay all that hard…

We paused for a while and I wondered if maybe I could fuck the other guy. He sorta hinted at it by laying belly up on the bed and he was hanging around for a while, but he didn’t really respond when I reached for his ass..

Eventually I got hard and went back to fucking the host, and the other guy left. I sorta stopped and started since I couldn’t stay hard.

Finally I figured I’d try something different and pushed him down on his belly. This has never worked for me with stocky guys before – I don’t know why I even tried it, but I’m glad I did. His hole was positioned just perfectly and it was like I was fucking this warm wet hole. It felt really good.

Given the position the head of my dick kept going in and out of the entrance to his ass – I wasn’t getting in very deep. But that stimulated the head of my dick really well (which is what needs to get stimulated for me to cum). And it was really sensitive for him. Here was this big masculine scruffy bear and he would squeal like a girl every now and then – with ‘oh’ and ‘ah’… I could tell he was usually a top and not completely accustomed to taking dick.

As you can tell, my orgasm came and I flooded his hole with a nice big load. It had been a lot of work and the hotel room was warm. I just rolled over and laid on the bed completely exhausted, but content…

He got up, got a towel and wiped the lube off my dick, but I needed more, so I went into the bathroom and toweled the sweat off my body.

All in all, a surprisingly good fuck… My batting average with bears is pretty low – but every now and then it works…