Well I met this guy on adam around September of this year. He’s a real cutie. About 5′11 160lbs athletic build. A jack of all trades, he could fix or replace almost anything in a house or car which turned me on bigtime. I love a man that works with his hands. He’s older than I am by about 11 years (I’m 21). We flirted for 3 months sending texts and emails. I would drool over his cock picks. Its a monster 9×6 inches. The biggest I had before him was only 6.5 so I knew I was in for a world of pain but I wanted him and he wanted me.

So this Christmas weekend he invited me over to his place in LA and I didn’t really feel like driving that far after work but something in me told me to go so I did. And there he was, much better looking in person and the sexiest voice I’ve heard in a long time. He made me an awesome ceasar salad and cooked the best lasagna I’ve ever tasted (he knew it was my favorite). We watched Top Gear episodes on BBC for a while and chatted about all kinds of political and social subjects before I decided to make a move.

I moved closer to him on the couch and put my head on his shoulder like I was tired (damn he smelled good) and he put his arm around me. I started kissing his neck and he must have known what I was doing because he grabbed me by the hips and lifted me up to carry me to the bedroom.

Our clothes flew off then he put me face down and kissed me all over ultimately ending up tongue deep in my ass. The sensation felt so good I had goosebumps everywhere. Then he flipped me over and sat on my chest to present his fat cock. I immediately gobbled down as much as I could and let him probe my throat, thrusting his cock deeper and deeper until his balls were about an inch from my chin. I couldn’t take anymore. I wanted him inside my hole and he could see it. So he flipped me over once again and slobbered all over my hole getting me soaking wet making me twitch it closed and open with every lick. He reached for some lube and a condom, put it on and slowly tried to stick me but it burned almost like icy hot. I told him to take it off and he said “I don’t have anymore condoms…”

Two things ran thru my mind, the first being I’ve never done it without a condom and the second I really didn’t want to ruin the moment. I sat and thought about it knowing I had been tested negative 3 month prior and he had showed me his negative results before so what the hell… I said “I want u inside me now” that’s all it took. He somehow someway managed to slide balls deep inside me. There was no pain at all. It felt so good without the condom. His smooth cock sliding in and out teasing my hole at first then slamming it in stabbing at my prostate. It didn’t take me long to cum I didn’t even touch myself. Just held on to the edge of the bed as he took control of my hole and made it his. I could feel his big balls slapping my ass and I squeezed my muscles tighter around his cock which he loved. It felt like we had been together for years. It wasn’t a simple pounding, he made love to me and at the same time made it known this was HIS hole. I could barely keep myself from screaming. About an hour went by he started pumping harder, deeper, faster… I knew he was going to cum and as he pulled back to take it out I pushed back to keep it inside. Then it happened. He gripped my ass hard with his hands and let out the deepest moan I’ve ever heard. He leaned forward and layed down on top of me pumping slowly as the cum flowed out inside me. His cock throbbing with every shot. I knew from that day forward I would always let him cum inside me.

I am sometimes asked how long I’ve been barebacking and how I first got into it.  As a guy who loves sharing stories and hearing other people’s stories about their sexual activities and kinks, I am generally very happy to answer the question.

I’ve been barebacking for about 8 - 9 years now, since about 2000.  My buddy Brian broke my bareback cherry.  He wasn’t a buddy at the time, just fresh meat, but he has since become a buddy.  I was playing online, I think it might have been m4m4sex at the time, and had been just lusting after Brian’s profile pic which was a shot of his cock.  Brian’s cock is about 8″ x 6″.  I actually think that he is thicker than 6″.  His dick is full round, meaty and veiny.  He’s got a big set of balls and all of this is attached to a hairy trim, not gym-bound, but trim body.  I’m a sucker for big dicks and a sucker for hairy guys.  What made it even more appealing was that Brian is actually a very down to earth, smart, nice guy.

After just ogling his profile pic for months, I worked up the nerve to contact him.  I sent him an email through the online system and we started a brief chat.  Very early into the chat, Brian let me know that he only barebacked.  I told him that I did not and this ended the conversation, politely but it ended.  It didn’t end my desire for Brian’s dick though.  Whenever I’d log on to m4m, I would look at his profile pic and frustrate the hell out of myself.

About 3 weeks later, he and I were online at the same time, and I contacted him once again, thinking that he might have forgotten our previous conversation and I might get a different answer.  I was so hopeful he would say he’d fuck me safe.  But he didn’t, after a few email exchanges, he told me once again that he only fucks bare, and he politely turned me down.  I was frustrated even more because in addition to not being able to get his dick, I had been online for hours trying to round something up and not having any luck at all.  So, I was massively horny with no possibility of getting fucked in sight.  I was bruised a bit by his turning me down again, but there was no way I could possibly blame him because he was so good about it.  He told me where he stood and let me make the decision.  I couldn’t justify getting mad at him.

Well I let some time pass as I struggled with the question of did I want Brian’s dick enough to let him fuck me bareback.  I can only describe this as agonizing.  I was literally punishing myself, it seemed.

Some time later, I was back online, as was Brian.  I wanted to give it just one more try, which I did, and this time Brian’s answer was much sterner.  He said, “You’ve contacted me a few times and I’ve let you know that I only fuck bareback.  When you’re ready to get fucked bareback, let me know.”  He signed off shortly after this message.  He was right.  He had squarely put the question where it belonged: with me.  I had been attempting to make my issue his and he was not going to let me do that.

The next week, I was home for the day and feeling horny as shit.  I had been online for a while and had been doing poppers as well, which I love doing, but the combination had me super horny.  When I’m super horny, it’s like every nerve ending in my body is screaming for cock, it’s all I can think about and it consumes all my time.  After having been online for much of the day and had been edging and feeling horny beyond belief, Brian came online and I was obsessed with getting some dick.  I kept asking myself do I hit him up again and if I do, it can’t be to try to get him to fuck me wrapped, not after his last response to me.  Do I deal with my horniness by letting him fuck me bare.

I sent him an email and said “I’m ready to get fucked bare.”  That’s all the email said.

Brian sent a quick response, which said nothing more than “What’s your address?  I can be there in about 20 minutes.”  I sent him my address, while my hands were trembling on the keyboard.  I shut the computer down and got up from my chair.  I started to tremble all over and could sense that most of the color was draining from my face.  My hands also started to get cold and clammy.  I could tell I was incredibly nervous, moreso than possibly any other time in my life.  BUT I also knew that I wanted to see this through.  I paced my apartment waiting for Brian to show up.  There was a knock at the door.  I opened the door and found a good looking dark-haired and dark-featured man.  I let him in and I could immediately tell he knew I was nervous.

So, he spoke up, realizing perhaps that I was too “stuck” to say much of anything.  He said, so where do you want to play?  I didn’t answer but just led him to the bedroom.  Once there, he pretty much took control, I think realizing that he needed to take control if anything was going to happen, but I also realized that he didn’t mind stepping up to take control.  He unbuckled my jeans, slid me out of my clothes until I was standing naked in front of him, still feeling cold.  He started working out of his dress clothes and before long, stepped out of his boxers to reveal his beautiful cock, the thing that led to this entire episode.  It was already rock hard, standing at full thick attention, commanding all the attention in the room.  Brian gave me a bottle of poppers to hold and told me to get on the bed on all 4’s with my shoulders down on the bed, which I did, without realizing that I even did it.  I was out of it still, just going through the motions.  Brian told me to take a hit of poppers, which were good poppers, fresh.  And a wave went over me, easing me up a bit.  He got behind me and started eating me out, which he did with a lot of gusto.  He had a talented tongue.  Periodically, he would tell me to take a hit which I would.  He would tell me, after my taking the hit, to push my hole out and then he’d dive back in to eat it some more.  In all, he probably ate me out for 20 minutes.

At this point, he got on his knees behind me, with his dick in his hand and told me to take a deep hit of poppers, so I did.  He put his cockhead against my ring and started pushing in gently, all the while telling me to push out.  He kept pushing and popped his head in and just kept it there for a short bit.  I was scared that he was in but excited as well because I was starting to feel less nervous and recognizing how much I wanted this to be happening.  Again, he told me to take a hit and started pushing his dick in.  Brian’s so thick, he’s not easy to take, but I was wet with all his spit and also incredibly loosened up and horny from the poppers.  At this point, I knew without his telling me to push my hole out so that his dick could slide in more easily.  Finally, he was all the way in, buried to his thick bush.  He kept his dick buried in me without moving for about a minute.  He told me to take another deep huff and he started to pull out to just to the point of still having his dickhead inside me.  He gave me a long stroke all the way down and back up and with the next stroke down he started fucking me mad.  It was his ass to fuck, he deserved it.  I gave myself over to his mad fucking.  He didn’t say much more during this time, he could hear me doing poppers on my own without his having to tell me, so he was just going to enjoy my pussy.

After about 10 minutes of fucking me like this, Brian squirted a load of juice up my ass in about 6 awesome squirts.  I remember thinking he didn’t even say he was going to cum or even grunt heavily.  I realized it’s because he didn’t want to run the risk of telling me and giving me the chance to somehow pull off of him.  He wanted to be sure he could plant his seed deep in my ass.  He finally pulled out, started getting dressed, without saying anything to me.  I was exhausted.  Finally he said, I can see myself out.

That was my first bareback fuck and I haven’t used a rubber since.

I’d been talking to this guy for years online but thought it’d only ever amount to that: talk. He’s a cute kid, maybe 20 or so, and always changing his hair styles and color. I admit, I’ve kept up with him via his flickr account and myspace.

On Tuesday, he hit me up on yahoo chat out of the blue. We hadn’t talked for 4-5 months; I knew he had a bf - an older guy about 50 … I assume it’s some sort of understanding. Anyway, the kid Jeremy starts talking and flirting and says he has always wanted to fuck me. I told him let’s do it. After a little more banter and flirting and teasing, we agree to meet later that night. At this point, I assumed that he would flake.

Around 9, he texts to tell me he’s leaving his place. I was a bit shocked. He’s actually coming over. Within 20 minutes he was here - sexy as I imagined, cute smile and a much better ass than I expected. We sat and talked, he played with my dog and we started kissing. Jackpot. Sweet, short kisses followed by deep, passionate kissing. I liked where it was heading. I walked him to my room and he flung himself on my bed.

We start making out again and he takes his shirt off. I tweak his nipples and he loves it. A grab of his ass elicits a moan. My favorite kind of guy: young, aggressive but very passionate. And a moaner.

Eventually we both get naked. He sucked my cock for a while - it was better than I expected (or have come to expect from any guy). He was good. I kept pulling his hair and grabbing his ass; he let out a soft moan each time. I got him to do a 69 move and instead of attacking his cock, I went after his ass. I delved in and rimmed him for about 20 minutes. He was loving it and me, too. A boy that loves to get his ass eaten always loves when his top finishes it up and slides right in. I crawl out from under him and slide in his ass. No condom, no conversation of one, just one happy kid and one satisfied top.

I fucked him slow at first; my cock’s not 10″ huge but it’s a nice size. It’s definitely thick. We got ourselves in a rhythm and I really went to town. We switched positions to get him on his back and I picked up my pace. I stared into his eyes knowing I was about to seed his ass. After two years of endless waiting, teasing and flirting, I dumped my load in his hole. Within seconds, he was shooting his all over his stomach. Which I gladly swallowed completely.

He laid next to me and we chatted; laughed a bit. We realized that 2 years was too long to wait for this and the next time will come much faster. I’m glad I fucked his ass; finally claimed the piece I’d been wanting. Craving. It was well worth the wait.

I was feeling really horny a few weeks ago and since I was needing to drive through San Francisco to head over to Napa for work, I checked online for some cruising spots in the city.  Found that Eros looked like a good spot to get all my horniness worked out of my system.  I got there, checked in, it was a Saturday-midday. The guys there were usual mix that you’d find at a sex club….guys that I wouldn’t ever let touch my body, some that were attractive but not fit, and a few really hot men that were muscular and nicely hung.

I figured I wanted to do some fucking and maybe even take a cock or two up my ass.  I went upstairs to a private back room that was dark.  As I walked in there were hands reaching out and feeling my body and grabbing at my cock. I slapped a few to keep them off me.  There was a spot straight ahead of me that had a light glow from a cell phone.  This hot looking, young stud, was on all four with his hole perfectly positioned for my cock to mount. I walked that direction and came up to this hottie’s smooth ass and leaned down to start rimming it.  The dude started moaning in delight as my tongue lightly touched his pussy.  I could taste the remnants of the last dude’s cum.  This stud had been fucked pretty good as it was easy to part his pussy and stick my tongue in.  Definitely had a delicious taste of sweet cum.  I rimmed him a while, cleaning his cunt so that it’d be fresh for my cock to fuck and unload.   My big 8.5″ cock was raging hard and ready to slide in.  I pushed it in balls deep and started fucking, pulling all the way out and pumping it back in all the way.  I did this for a good twenty minutes, edging all the way…getting my cock right to the point of no return but then backing off before fucking some more.  Finally i reached the moment were i couldn’t hold back.  I fucked and pumped really hard and had the most intense orgasm that I can ever remember having as I unleashed a bucket load of cum inside this hot stud’s ass.  As I pulled out, my cum covered cock was swallowed by a waiting mouth nearby.  I leaned down again and licked the pussy I just had fucked and swallowed my cum that was spilling out.

I decided I wanted to be fucked next. I parked my ass doggy style in another dark spot of the room.  I felt a dude’s hot breath on my pussy and started feeling my ass getting rimmed.  Fuck, it drove my ass crazy. I started moving back and forth, hoping this guy would slide his cock in.  He finally did, it had to have been at least 9inches and super thick. It filled my inside to the maximum as it stretched me wide. I started squeezing his cock with my muscles as he pumped.  I reached around and started to massage his balls as he fucked me.  They were large, round, and plump. I could tell this guy was huge and full of cum.  He liked the ball massage and he started to pump harder and deeper…until he started to shutter and moan, he went super deep and started to unload a massive amount of cum. His veiny cock left my ass and it suddenly felt empty except for the cum that was dripping down the side of my leg. I fingered it up and licked it. Tasted great.  After that, I had another four dudes come over and fuck my cum lubed ass and unload.

I got back on my way and felt a lot of cum sloshing around the inside of my ass. I definitely had a wet spot in my boxers when I finally got home, smelled of hot sex and cum. I squatted down and opened up my hole and let all this cum flow out into a cup.  I couldn’t let all this seed go to waste, drank it up and it tasted salty, sweet, and was warm. Loved it.  Got to do it again in a few weeks next time I’m up in SF.

Got to chatting the other day with a dude on another online gay dudes hook up site. Both of us claimed in our profile that we “play safe” and only top.  Well, we couldn’t have been more full of shit once we hooked up the following day.  Of course we didn’t talk about how the two of us as tops were going to satisfy each other; How could we possibly fuck each other… I mean, that wasn’t in the cards for me…as I love to do the fucking.  We checked into this really cheezy bathhouse and got a private room with hot tub and sauna.  We stripped and started kissing and sucking each others cocks.  He totally got into ramming his 9 inches of meat deep down my throat and I enjoyed taking it all in without gagging.  You see, I’m a total cock whore and a pro at deep throating.  We went on like that for about half hour, 69ing and edging our cocks. He was dripping copious amounts of precum that tasted like nectar.  He got me so worked up and in heat that I got on top of him and started running his cock up and down my crack.  It felt amazing as my pussy twitched every time his cock head passed along my ass lips. He asked if he could fuck me.  I didn’t hesitate a second, I wanted that monster cock up my ass seriously bad.  I, playing the innocent and naive ”safe sex only” dude asked if he had a condom…he replied “no” and I said well go ahead and slide in and fuck but don’t cum inside me.

He pushed in and broke through my tight hole. Damn, the pain was intense and my pussy felt like it was ripped open and on fire.  He pulled out and spit on his cock and spit on my ass for lube and then rammed it in hard again.  This time he pushed balls deep and I felt his cock head reach my inner pussy, passing through and going extremely deep.  He started pumping me hard and raw…all the while I was going fucking crazy in ecstasy.  I, of course, was not at all interested in safe sex with this hot stud. I wanted to milk his cock like no tomorrow.  My plan was to use my ass muscles to work his cock until he couldn’t stand it anymore and he’d have no choice but to unload in my ass.  We went on fucking doggy style, and then I finally took control and flipped him onto his back and slid down his cock.  I rode him hard and deep and held his hands above his head and worked his cock until i could feel an eruption coming on.  His breathing was deep and intense, our eyes locked onto each other and his cock pulsating….finally he unleashed a massive injection of his seed deep into my hole.  It came flying out of his cock with force and I felt every last squirt blast my pussy.  As his cock slid out, a big rush of spooge came pouring out of my ass all over his cock and abs.  I wasn’t about to let that all go to waste. I quickly lapped it up and swallowed every drop.  It was the best tasting semen I’ve ever enjoyed.   So much for safe sex…and anyway, we talked afterwards and he knew that somehow I’d be talked into some nasty raw sex.  He didn’t need to much convincing…his sexy body and cock was all it took for me to open my pussy up for his raw cock.   We get together often now.

Looking back I see now that when we initially met he wasn’t just asking questions. It was more of an interview. I’m a Bi Bottom in a fairly small town which makes meeting a guy for MM sex a very rare thing. I was checking my mail one day and there was a response from a MM sex site I had a profile on. I clicked the link and found a guy the same age as me. He lived about an hour away but had bought some farmland and a house very close to me. His profile didn’t have a face picture but it did have one of his cock. And damn what a cock. Looked to be a good 8 inches and very thick. The profile also said he was a non versatile top. It sounded too good to be true. I answered his mail and we exchanged a few messages over the next few days. He asked quite a few questions before agreeing to meet me. It sounded like he was really worried about our meeting staying discrete which I liked. He was in town the next weekend and agreed to meet me in a parking lot and talk before going any further. I very nervously drove to the place and waited only a minute before his truck turned in. He pulled up beside me and motioned me inside. He did most of the talking and that’s what I mean when I said I should have realized I was being interviewed for safety and discretion. Was I married. How many guys had I met? What did I do with them. Condom use. etc.? I see now that by the time he decided to invite me back to his place he was convinced I was clean as I rarely played and always played safely.

I followed him back to his place. He locked the door behind me walked over the couch and dropped his pants. I kneeled between his legs and handled his cock for a few minutes. He was already rock hard. I’ve got an 8 incher myself and I could see he was every bit as long as I was, but his was considerably thicker. I wondered if I had bitten off more then I could chew. I figured it was too late to back out now and went down on him. I sucked him as best I could but only about half would fit in my mouth. I licked his balls which he really liked by his reaction. I could see he had pretty good control because I got into a good rhythm a few times that would have pushed most guys over the edge and he just kept taking it.

After a good 15 minutes of sucking and a sore jaw, he stood up and told me to get undressed. He stepped behind me, reached around with one hand to handle my cock and started circling my hole with a finger on the other hand. I bent over a little to give him better access. He licked his finger a few times to lube my hole and slowly pushed it inside. If I didn’t have pretty good control I would have shot right there. He fingered me for a minute or two and pulled it out but kept stroking my cock. I felt him rub his cockhead around my hole but he didn’t try to push it in so I stayed bent over and enjoyed the feeling. A little more of that and his cock pulled back and the next time it touched my hole it was wet with spit. He stopped circling and put a little pressure on my hole. I came out of the horny fog he had me in enough to ask for a condom. He said he wanted to ease it in a little here bare and then we’d get a condom and finish in the bedroom. It sounded so reasonable I didn’t say anything but bent over a little more, giving him the answer he wanted.

His cock touched my hole again and he upped the pressure a little. I took a few deep breaths and relaxed and felt just the tip of his cock start in me. His thickness made it pretty difficult. Less than an inch went in me and it just stopped. He withdrew it, rewet it and tried again. Each time I felt my hole open a little wider as just another fraction of his cock entered my hole. After 6 or 8 repetitions of that I could feel he had all of the head in and almost had the full thickness of the shaft. The next time he pulled out and rubbed spit on his cock, I pushed out hard with my ass just as he started easing back into me. I felt a very quick but mild jab of pain as the thickest part of his cock slipped in and then just an incredibly good, full feeling. He didn’t move right away. Giving me time to adjust. He pulled back out. Wet his cock one more time. And this time a good 4 or 5 inches of that beautifully thick dick slid in me. We both caught our breath.

I guess it felt as good to him as it felt to me. I hadn’t had a cock in me without a condom in about 15 years and had forgotten how much better it really felt. I think he felt the same thing. During our talk he said he always used a condom too. He slowly fucked me with about half of his length. Pulled out to wet it again. And on the next entry he started giving me a little more every few strokes. It felt incredible. I don’t think I’d ever been fucked that good and he hadn’t really started yet. My hole felt so full I was wondering if I was going to be able to take all of him. I layed my head on the back of the couch and made up my mind to take it. Every time he went a little deeper I felt my cock jump from the sensation. A few strokes later I felt his hips touch mine and just in time. I was just about to tell him I couldn’t take anymore but he had managed to get the hole thing in me before I gave up. He hadn’t sped up a bit. All the time he was opening me up his strokes were very slow and steady. He pulled almost all the way out and gave me a couple of those same slow strokes going all the way in. I swear it felt like 20 inches of cock were going into me.

He pulled out completely and said let’s go to the bedroom. I followed him in, walking a little funny I think and asked again where he kept his condoms. He pulled one out of the nightstand and put it on the bed. He asked if he could fuck me bare for a few minutes more before putting it on. He obviously had good control and I knew he wouldn’t cum until he was ready. I agreed and got on my hands and knees on the bed. He got behind me, spit on the huge cock again and just as slowly as before easing all 8 inches in me. Not that I’d been fucked a lot but this was definitely the best top I’d ever had. He got right back to the same slow paced fucking as he started with out on the couch. He was holding my hips and although the thrusts got a little harder he wasn’t going any faster. He’d pull out until I could feel my hole close slightly as all but the head slipped out, then get stretched wide again and he slammed back into me. I was really getting into it and was starting to grunt and make some noise which is rare for me. I remembered in the back of my mind he was still fucking me bare but I figured I could tell if he sped up like he was getting close to cumming. In the meantime I just enjoyed getting railed.

I was groaning, moaning, saying fuck me, fuck me. And did he ever. My ass was getting a little sore because we hadn’t used any lube but his spit which was drying. I found my voice enough to tell him to get the condom and lube me some before I got raw. He pulled out put some more spit on his cock and put it back in bare. Let me fuck you a little longer bare first. It felt so damn good to have his dick thrusting back in me I put my head back down and just enjoyed getting fucked some more. His strokes never changed in speed. He had a good grip on my hips and was pulling me back to meet his thrusts in slow but steady rhythm. With no warning, no quick thrust, no noise at all from him, on one of those slow strokes, he stopped on an in stroke. I could feel his cock start jerking deep in my guts. I was enjoying the great fucking so much it took me few seconds to realize he was cumming. About the time it struck me, he breathed out hard and pulled his cock out of me. I freaked for a minute. He assured me he was as safe as I was. He told me some of his history and I calmed down a little. He told me he had been looking for a guy that he trusted was as safe as he was for a fuckbuddy. Turns out the initial interview was when he made his decision. I drove home with his cum dripping out of my well worked hole, looking forward to the next time he was in town.